Chapter One : What The Hell Did I Do To Derserve This?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and Schokolade colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me kekse, cookies with little Schokolade chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet tee and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went Home I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are Du alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So Du never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae oder May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call Du Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy oder Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my kekse, cookies and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and Schokolade colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me kekse, cookies with little Schokolade chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet tee and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went Home I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are Du alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So Du never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae oder May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call Du Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy oder Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my kekse, cookies and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
The Cullens house
Nessie's POV
It was a few Minuten later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask Du something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do Du think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him Von the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampire and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! Du may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
Nessie's POV
It was a few Minuten later that dad had walked, I gave him a weak smile, "Dad... can I ask Du something?" I whisperd. "Sure! whatcha wanna ask?"
"Well, Jacob he umm asked me out on friday, do Du think I can go?" I watched him, His smile dropped and his amber eyes turned to coal black. "No...It's..." But he didnt finished he just shook his head and walked away. "Dad!" I shouted and ran forward, I caught him Von the sleve and spun him around. "Why???????" I asked. "No Ness! Vampire and Werwolfs are forbidded to love!!!! Du may never see that boy agian! Okay?!" He shouted, I have never seen him get so angry before... My face turned into a pout then a sad face, Tears poured out my eyes, I pushed past him and ran up to my room
People wonder how I feel about being able to predict the future. Is it fun? Is it a curse?
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wickeln, wickeln sie it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.
Sometimes I stand for hours looking outside my window trying to figure out a way to prevent what I see as inevitable. The sun sets, then after a while, rises again. I still stand there, motionless, thinking, wondering.
Finally, I grab my scarf, wickeln, wickeln sie it around my neck, then go out with a smile and see my beloved standing there waiting for me,patiently. Jasper knows my turmoil.
I've learned to hide most of my emotions so those closest to me can't always see the dark clouds in my eyes as I see a vision. My smile hides alot. So, is it fun? No, but it's a gift that I hope I can use to help those that I love.