Chapter One : What The Hell Did I Do To Derserve This?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and Schokolade colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me kekse, cookies with little Schokolade chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet tee and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went Home I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are Du alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So Du never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae oder May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call Du Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy oder Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my kekse, cookies and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and Schokolade colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me kekse, cookies with little Schokolade chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet tee and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went Home I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are Du alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So Du never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae oder May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call Du Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy oder Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my kekse, cookies and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
While visiting “The Ellen DeGeneres Show,” for an episode that airs this Friday — the same Tag Pattinson’s vampiric portrayal of Edward Cullen springs to life on the big screen, he denied having romantic ties to anyone.
“Now, are Du single?” Ellen asked.
“Ah, yeah,” the British actor replied.
And it appears despite women throwing themselves at him regularly, Pattinson may be stuck in singleton mode permanently.
“No one else seems to get into a relationship with me. It’s really strange,” he told Ellen.
“People like screaming at me,” the heartthrob added. “Actually, they like screaming at me in relationships as well. No one wants to commit.”
in the mood to be Zufällig again. *sighs*
I wrote a Artikel Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a Disney Fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." Du know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the Hunde do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he sagte a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o
I wrote a Artikel Last week on how Twilight found me, saying that the Cover did in fact haunt me.
but since i finally cave in and read. i realize that the Haunting is not over.
I'm Obsessed it's true, but this is turning scaryyyyy
I'm a Disney Fan okay, majorly and well..i was watching "101 Dalma.." Du know, anyways, i was watching it to get my mind off of Twilight for once...
and something just jumped up in my face i thought i would share.
one of the Charaters is named Jasper.
the "Call" that the Hunde do at night to send a message, is called
TWILIGHT Bark.
yeah...am i going insane? i think so..only i put in "21" with Jim surgess okay..and at the end of the movie he did something completely crazy he sagte a line from the Book.
"so, do i Dazzle you?"
I decided to turn off the TV and go to bed..sad thing is, the only thing i dream about is Edward.
should i be scared? O_______o