Chapter One : What The Hell Did I Do To Derserve This?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and Schokolade colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me kekse, cookies with little Schokolade chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet tee and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went Home I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are Du alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So Du never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae oder May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call Du Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy oder Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my kekse, cookies and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
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It was a beautiful autumn day. Little golden leaves fluttered from trees along with crimson and Schokolade colored ones. The crimson are my personal favorite.
Seth is away again. I am staying with Emily. She cooks me kekse, cookies with little Schokolade chips. The color reminds me of the leaves. She hands me sweet tee and I feel welcome compared to the other day. I had gotten into a big fight with Sam. Leah laughed most of the time but I kept my eyes in a glare. Emily looked horrified. Eventualy I stopped when Seth grabbed my arms and pulled me away. Sam then ran out and transphormed. Seth was protecting me--even if I was being a jerk. That whole night I stayed quiet. Didnt ask for anything and when I went Home I wasnt fallowed. I was unwanted.
I looked over at Emily. She still looks worried from that day. I decide to ignore the pain that attacks me. I had hurt Emily's feelings. I didnt like myself for that.
"Nelly? Are Du alright?" She asks me. I sigh.
"Not really, I am just chilled." I wasnt lying. Though I wasnt saying the full part of my pain I was really cold. Emily puts a small blanket around my bare shoulders and smiles. I smile back.
"So Du never really did tell us your real name Nelly," She jokes. I had promised to tell them, I must have forgtten.
"Scout. Scout Nelly Mey."
I hated my first name. Scout. So strange. Nelly sounded better. I would have gone with Mey(pronounced Mae oder May) but Mey Mey would sound weird when I signed my papers. I went with Nelly instead. Emily let out a giggle.
"Scout is a very pretty name Nells, can I call Du Scout for now on?" She asked. The giggles stopped. She was serious.
"I guess, it doesnt madder what people call me." All true. I didnt care if people called me Sandy oder Jeremy. Jeremy would be strange but oh well. I look over at my kekse, cookies and eat the rest of them. I hear footprints. Emily rushes outside and from the window has a scared look on her scarred face. I get up and run to her. Sam is upset.
"Whats going on?" I demand.
"Seth got hurt, badly hurt," Sam tells me. I see Leah carring Seth. She was crying. My eyes start to water too....
How could this happen?
when Bella first meets Edward he is trying his best to stay away from her and Jacob is trying to get closer to her when Edward and Bella goes out and Edward leaves her Jacob finds her in the forest and takes her Home to charlie then in eclipse Jacob tells Bella he loves her and kisses her witched cause Bella to schlagen, punsch him and she breaks her hand then calls Edward to take her to Carlise and in breaking dawn Jacob came to viste Bella as a gift but it goes bad and Sam Seth Embery toke Jacob Home an then when Bella has Reneesme Jacob tries to kill Reneesme but instead imprinted on her and in Breaking Dawn part 2 Bella's a vampire and finds out Jacob imprinted witch mad her mad and let me just say that it was just funny
I sang this song in choir my sophomore Jahr maybe it will help Du keep strong and have faith in Robsten
The Rose,
Some say Liebe it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says Liebe it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say Liebe it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and Du think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns Liebe becomes the rose the rose
The Rose,
Some say Liebe it is a river that drowns the tender reed,
Some says Liebe it is a razor that leaves your soul to bleed
Some say Liebe it hunger is an endless aching need
It's the one who won't be taken who can not seem to give
And the soul afraid of dying never that learns to live;
When the night has been to lonely and the road seems to long and Du think that is only for the lucky the strong;
Just remember far the winter snow, lies the seed that with the suns Liebe becomes the rose the rose
Kristen Stewart, who shot to fame as Bella schwan in "The Twilight" films and is the Titel character in "Snow White and the Huntsman", jumped to the oben, nach oben of Forbes.com's annual Liste of highest-paid actresses.
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in Sekunde with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who Du would expect to see right now,” sagte Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This Jahr Du are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the oben, nach oben of the list.”
The 22-year-old earned an estimated $34.5 million (£22 million) from May 2011 to May 2012 and pushed Angelina Jolie into fourth place.
Cameron Diaz, who had a surprise hit with “Bad Teacher”, came in Sekunde with $34 million.
“She (Stewart) is an up-and-coming star. She is earning a lot of money from one of the most successful franchises of all time. This is who Du would expect to see right now,” sagte Dorothy Pomerantz, Forbes Los Angeles bureau chief.
“This Jahr Du are seeing somebody young and at the brink of potentially great stardom sitting on the oben, nach oben of the list.”
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Liebe in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no Liebe in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Liebe I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take Du out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Liebe I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Liebe I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Liebe I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take Du out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Liebe I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your Liebe I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now