To all who feel like they'll curl up and die from pain. The pain only a few teens, comments, and/or the voices that even I hear.

My Friend, was told on to the consualer about his suicide. I watched him cry, and I listened to him. I agree with him. I have very little faith in God because I'm afraid god doesn't Liebe me from my mistakes. Just like him. He's like my young brother. He's the guy at the lunch tabelle laughing. Trying to make Du smile. He seemed like he do no wrong?

My friend, thinks she knows me. She's like a bully to me now. Using one of our friend's for a hide Home from cheerleading. Then, she's going to drop her Weiter Jahr and thinks that me and our other friend tag along. Guess what: I'm moving school.


Suicide Girl

People hurt, blood dripping, and eye ticking truth.
A blade in the victims hand and wodka in the other.
She had been dead for six hours now, and one of her friend's have been calling.
For six months,the friend never called and had the girl call.
It took her six hours of plan to kill herself.
The black WHOLE of memories that rip at her got her in a fight that Tag with her "best" friend.
She whispered it to her friend and his eyes teared in anger.
That's why the friend was calling.
Their friend had told her, pain in his eyes from the thought of loosing another friend.
Her mother walked in and Saw her daughter.
Her notebooks right Von her, her Dream Diaries.
Even the one that sagte what those kids called her.
The names she is labled, and her slowly death THAT in lifeless kisses.

If Du would be like her, step out.
If Du feel like a failure, step in.
If your wanting to see voices, step out.
If Du want to know what its like to really smile, come right on in.

No Mehr suicidal girls and boys. No Mehr from the increusing numbers.even a five Jahr old is/can be suicidal. I know a man who's handsome son killed himself. For two years he was a 11 Jahr old boy who was bullied but always smile. he's the boy who killed himself.
Please don't and turn to some one who can help you.




This is Me= The true SG

Suicidal Girl.
The girl who wrote alone on her arm with a knife.
She secretly plans every day.
Her Friends never noticed because they were ignoring HER.
Everyone ignores her pretty much.
The only time someone remembers her is when they are her actual friends, need something, oder want to bully her.
She's Emo and had cut herself Infron HER family.
She writes in her Dream Diary and created a website for others and a club on a website.
Her mask is held onto but even she's loosing that.
Her head full of voices that tell her the truth.
People who name her: Slut, hoe,shithead, bitch, loser, retard, and other speech of lines, everyday.
She answered a guilt test and answered a YES! on Fragen like: do Du feel like a faiular.
13 years old and ready to die.
She's transfering schools and can't wait.
Her mask comes off to Zeigen a face full of pain.
It was a face no one knew.
She can stay in bett for days of depression and listen to Musik every day.
Musik and Dream Diary is her escape but she's even ignored in that.


Love,
SG