I wait...
for 2 years long to reach my happiness, an unaswered Frage has been solved out Von the miracle of its own.
I never feel so happy unlike when I was 12-13 years old, those number is a crack of my flaw and the sorrow of my life but in return...
I always got stabbed in the back Von those foolish mortals.
Those things were all just my past, those hurtful memories begun to fade away from my scene but the scar on my herz still marked its pain.
When will it heal for sure? when will this agony vanish forever?
well the answer was this,
Mehr pain I got when I broke my eyes, unfortunately it has happened when exactly in a Tag of my brithday so...I went to check up to get a sight glasses.
That sight glasses was my special gift when I turned 14 this Jahr (2010) Du wanna know why it's special? because it's brought me into a new life, I don't care...and I'm not worry for my new look wearing that sight glasses, they actually fit my face.
What a coincident when I turned 14 and wearing a sight glasses all my life is turning upside down from a cloudy sorrow into a bright sunny one, my behaviour/attitude also change as much!
I was a shy, too polite and a calm girl who'd always let herself hurt, torture, and stab only for some b*tchy Friends and now not anymore...
It's not that hard to say "NO" to someone even to the closest person I have (except if they helped me so much) so why should I care about if they return me the same "NO" when I need their helps?
I can stand my own opinion now and I can stand up for myself as possible as I could :)
Since that happened, now I have lots of Friends who actually care about me too but some of them are solidarity and one of them is trustworthy oder I could say a BESTFRIEND.
I guess this year's birthday was worth it at all! from tears to joy I'm absolutely enjoy the result indeed.
don't blame the world if its already happen, don't ignore miracle even you've never seen one, don't let your circumstances make Du fall and tare apart, flaws are just one weakness that we can cover it with our self advance, make yourself feel open in free to let them know WHO Du ARE.
*true story of a life miracle Von me {xSiVePux/AviTaRi}
for 2 years long to reach my happiness, an unaswered Frage has been solved out Von the miracle of its own.
I never feel so happy unlike when I was 12-13 years old, those number is a crack of my flaw and the sorrow of my life but in return...
I always got stabbed in the back Von those foolish mortals.
Those things were all just my past, those hurtful memories begun to fade away from my scene but the scar on my herz still marked its pain.
When will it heal for sure? when will this agony vanish forever?
well the answer was this,
Mehr pain I got when I broke my eyes, unfortunately it has happened when exactly in a Tag of my brithday so...I went to check up to get a sight glasses.
That sight glasses was my special gift when I turned 14 this Jahr (2010) Du wanna know why it's special? because it's brought me into a new life, I don't care...and I'm not worry for my new look wearing that sight glasses, they actually fit my face.
What a coincident when I turned 14 and wearing a sight glasses all my life is turning upside down from a cloudy sorrow into a bright sunny one, my behaviour/attitude also change as much!
I was a shy, too polite and a calm girl who'd always let herself hurt, torture, and stab only for some b*tchy Friends and now not anymore...
It's not that hard to say "NO" to someone even to the closest person I have (except if they helped me so much) so why should I care about if they return me the same "NO" when I need their helps?
I can stand my own opinion now and I can stand up for myself as possible as I could :)
Since that happened, now I have lots of Friends who actually care about me too but some of them are solidarity and one of them is trustworthy oder I could say a BESTFRIEND.
I guess this year's birthday was worth it at all! from tears to joy I'm absolutely enjoy the result indeed.
don't blame the world if its already happen, don't ignore miracle even you've never seen one, don't let your circumstances make Du fall and tare apart, flaws are just one weakness that we can cover it with our self advance, make yourself feel open in free to let them know WHO Du ARE.
*true story of a life miracle Von me {xSiVePux/AviTaRi}
Joey = Nobody Panic. We've got cook books. If Du can read English, Du can cook. For Instance. Basic brot stuffing, melt one third cup of butter in a heavy skillet.
Danny = That's easy. On a stove,right?
Jesse = No, no. We stick butter on a rocket ship and send it to the sun.
Joey = Good Morning! How Du guys doing? It's great to be alive. happy Thanksgiving,Buddy!
Jesse = Why can't Du wake up grumpy and grouchy like normal people?
Michelle = Du got it, dude.
Michelle = I hope I'm getting paid for this.
Michelle = But he tempted me with Ice cream!!!!
Becky = Jesse!!!!
Michelle = And it had sprinkles, and a cherry!!!
Joey = Freeze! I have a baby and I know how to use it.
Jesse = Joey!
Joey = I'm warning you, she's loaded.
Jesse = Have Mercy!
DJ = Uncle Jesse, there's a girl here to see you. This one's great
Jesse = That must be my new gitarre student.
DJ = Yeah,right.
Danny = That's easy. On a stove,right?
Jesse = No, no. We stick butter on a rocket ship and send it to the sun.
Joey = Good Morning! How Du guys doing? It's great to be alive. happy Thanksgiving,Buddy!
Jesse = Why can't Du wake up grumpy and grouchy like normal people?
Michelle = Du got it, dude.
Michelle = I hope I'm getting paid for this.
Michelle = But he tempted me with Ice cream!!!!
Becky = Jesse!!!!
Michelle = And it had sprinkles, and a cherry!!!
Joey = Freeze! I have a baby and I know how to use it.
Jesse = Joey!
Joey = I'm warning you, she's loaded.
Jesse = Have Mercy!
DJ = Uncle Jesse, there's a girl here to see you. This one's great
Jesse = That must be my new gitarre student.
DJ = Yeah,right.
Kate: then she she was all like OH NO Du did NOT! then she did the worst thing ever!
Liz: What's that? KISS your boy friend?
Kate: No not that bad!
Liz: Did she mess up your hair?!
Kate: Wores.
Liz: Break your leg?
Kate: no.
Liz: Tell ya mom about that night with daved?
Kate: I told Du not to remind me of that!
Liz: sorry. What?
Kate: SHE BROKE MY NAIL!
LIZ: NO!
Kate: Yes!
Liz: Ooooooo! When I get to school tomorrow she is gonna GET IT! All that other stuff was NOT as bad as this! mostly breaking your leg. How dumb is that!
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Hope ya guys liked it! I just came up with it just a Sekunde ago. well tell me what Du think!I am planing on making Mehr short storys so keep an eye out. bye. I LIKE PIE! GOOD NIGHT NEW YORK!
Liz: What's that? KISS your boy friend?
Kate: No not that bad!
Liz: Did she mess up your hair?!
Kate: Wores.
Liz: Break your leg?
Kate: no.
Liz: Tell ya mom about that night with daved?
Kate: I told Du not to remind me of that!
Liz: sorry. What?
Kate: SHE BROKE MY NAIL!
LIZ: NO!
Kate: Yes!
Liz: Ooooooo! When I get to school tomorrow she is gonna GET IT! All that other stuff was NOT as bad as this! mostly breaking your leg. How dumb is that!
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Hope ya guys liked it! I just came up with it just a Sekunde ago. well tell me what Du think!I am planing on making Mehr short storys so keep an eye out. bye. I LIKE PIE! GOOD NIGHT NEW YORK!
1. The coffee-flavored donut.
2. The ShamWOW!
3. Middle school oder any school in particular
4. Baseball cards
5. Jell-o with fruit/vegetable bits in it
6. Misquitoes
7. Bees!!!!!!!!
8. Wasps!!!!
9. People who think they have ESP
10. Math
11. The popcorn ball
12. A Singen basketball (yes they're real)
13. Hippopttomonstrousequippedillaphopia (fear of long words.)
14. Antelopes
15. automatic soap dispensers
2. The ShamWOW!
3. Middle school oder any school in particular
4. Baseball cards
5. Jell-o with fruit/vegetable bits in it
6. Misquitoes
7. Bees!!!!!!!!
8. Wasps!!!!
9. People who think they have ESP
10. Math
11. The popcorn ball
12. A Singen basketball (yes they're real)
13. Hippopttomonstrousequippedillaphopia (fear of long words.)
14. Antelopes
15. automatic soap dispensers
Du held it all in
I should’ve put the feuer out
Du were in pain and it’s all my fault
The days I fought with you
It stuck to me like glue
Baby I just kept hurting you
And it’s all my fault
Du bled but no one heard
Du were screaming, no one bothered to hear
I should’ve wiped away all your tears
This is my fault
So just forget about me
Babe I know this isn’t what Du wanted it to be
Du were bleeding, crying, drowning, dying
I’m telling the truth this time, this time it’s my fault
Everything I ever did was my fault
I should’ve put the feuer out
Du were in pain and it’s all my fault
The days I fought with you
It stuck to me like glue
Baby I just kept hurting you
And it’s all my fault
Du bled but no one heard
Du were screaming, no one bothered to hear
I should’ve wiped away all your tears
This is my fault
So just forget about me
Babe I know this isn’t what Du wanted it to be
Du were bleeding, crying, drowning, dying
I’m telling the truth this time, this time it’s my fault
Everything I ever did was my fault
Du guys having a good time?
I had the most unforgettable trip of my life, man it was amazing.
I know I took long to come back still not done yet one Mehr week probably xD
The most tiring trip of my life because it was with my family,so stressful 🥱 neverending action XD on road,camping,shopping,sightseeing, also got sick but it was just for three days^^ then there was some difficulties dealing with my grandpa because he was the slowest person when he gets out to go to the toilet it literally takes him 15 Minuten to come back to the car XD wasted so much time of my life almso Lost my temper but things went great :)
I got a new look too! sliver/black hair kinda look like Kakashi now LOL xD jk I dont.
Sorry I can't reply to anyone right now^^
Have some of my breathtaking Fotografie shots, enjoy!
I will make sure to continue the Icon contest when I have free time soon.
I had the most unforgettable trip of my life, man it was amazing.
I know I took long to come back still not done yet one Mehr week probably xD
The most tiring trip of my life because it was with my family,so stressful 🥱 neverending action XD on road,camping,shopping,sightseeing, also got sick but it was just for three days^^ then there was some difficulties dealing with my grandpa because he was the slowest person when he gets out to go to the toilet it literally takes him 15 Minuten to come back to the car XD wasted so much time of my life almso Lost my temper but things went great :)
I got a new look too! sliver/black hair kinda look like Kakashi now LOL xD jk I dont.
Sorry I can't reply to anyone right now^^
Have some of my breathtaking Fotografie shots, enjoy!
I will make sure to continue the Icon contest when I have free time soon.