THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME ITS TOO EARLY THEIRS SO MUCH WE DIDNT GET TO DO oder SEE oder oder I J-JUST CANT HANDLE THIS!!!! I sagte as I punched rocs chest
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I sagte as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot Von fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah Du had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake Du up before Du screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow Du really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on Du
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll Liebe this one
Me:Roc promise me Du won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure Du screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He sagte as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need Du and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, Du still stick with me,thank Du so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a welpe but my mum sagte its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the welpe and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do Du think? Do Du like? I thought Du needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I Liebe it, Your the best" I sagte running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I Liebe Du Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of Du saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I sagte as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on Du shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because Du start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone Du have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all Du friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come Home cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at Du he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the couch and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever Du want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making Du guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I sagte as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot Von fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah Du had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake Du up before Du screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow Du really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on Du
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll Liebe this one
Me:Roc promise me Du won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure Du screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He sagte as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need Du and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, Du still stick with me,thank Du so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a welpe but my mum sagte its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the welpe and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do Du think? Do Du like? I thought Du needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I Liebe it, Your the best" I sagte running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I Liebe Du Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of Du saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I sagte as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on Du shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because Du start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone Du have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all Du friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come Home cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at Du he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the couch and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever Du want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making Du guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
At this point I told this girl that #Princeton was a punk rocker kid type. And she sagte I hate #Princeton. I was lik just because he is a punk rock kid. She sagte yea and now at this point we are not friends. She is not a true #Mindless fan. I kno I'm a true mindless Fan cuz I don't care wat Princeton likes oder do. Punk rock dragging at this point all the mindless hatred need to find something else to hate on. Hater are the dumbest pll to me cuz they sit and spend there time trying to see wat mindless behavior is doing.................................
Love,
Mindless_Peace
Love,
Mindless_Peace