THIS CANT BE HAPPENING TO ME ITS TOO EARLY THEIRS SO MUCH WE DIDNT GET TO DO oder SEE oder oder I J-JUST CANT HANDLE THIS!!!! I sagte as I punched rocs chest
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I sagte as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot Von fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah Du had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake Du up before Du screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow Du really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on Du
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll Liebe this one
Me:Roc promise me Du won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure Du screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He sagte as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need Du and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, Du still stick with me,thank Du so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a welpe but my mum sagte its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the welpe and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do Du think? Do Du like? I thought Du needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I Liebe it, Your the best" I sagte running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I Liebe Du Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of Du saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I sagte as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on Du shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because Du start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone Du have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all Du friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come Home cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at Du he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the couch and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever Du want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making Du guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P
Me:Roc please tell me this is a bad dream please please please please please please I sagte as I cried my eyes out
Roc:LEAH LEAH LEAH LEAH wake up Your having a nightmare
I opened my eyes and found myself in rocs arms ,still crying "Why has this happened to me" I hate this I hate it I hate it!"
I got up and ran to the bathroom and grabbed a razor I cut and cut and cut my arms until my wrists were covered in bright red blood
Me:Why did he have to die Roc why?
Roc:Who? Who died?
Me:Princeton he just died yesterday at the hospital remember he got fucking shot Von fucking aiden!!"
Roc: Leah. ..babe aidens in prison and Princeton's not dead hes at his cousin's house"
Me:What!?
Roc:Leah Du had a nightmare it wasnt true,I had to wake Du up before Du screamed any louder
your sleep
Me:Y-you -mean- Princeton's Princeton's alive
Roc: Wow Du really had a bad Nightmare didnt you
I nodded my head and put my head in his chest "Im really sorry roc I dont know whats happening to me roc, I just cant think straight anymore"
Roc: it's ok as long as your ok
Me:I was really scared I thought he was dead, and I kept taking my anger out on Du
Roc: Come downstairs ive got a suprise for you!
Me:Roc im not really in the mood right now
Roc:Trust me you'll Liebe this one
Me:Roc promise me Du won't tell anyone about this
Roc:That might be hard cos im pretty sure Du screaming woke the whole neighborhood" He sagte as he giggled and wiped the tears from my face
Me:Thank you!
Roc:What for?
Me:For everything your always their when I need Du and your just amazing , I mean even when I take all my anger out on you, And I do that alot, Du still stick with me,thank Du so much
Roc: Cmon lets go downstairs
He grabbed my hand and pulled me up from the cold, Bloody bathroom floor,He told me to close my eyes,So I did what I was told
Roc: 3-2-1 open your eyes
Me:No way O my god! A puppy, I have always wanted a welpe but my mum sagte its too much cleaning up after and a waste of money!
I ran up to the welpe and gave it a huge hug
Roc:So what do Du think? Do Du like? I thought Du needed some cheering up
Me:"Roc I Liebe it, Your the best" I sagte running into his arms and giving him a huge hug "I Liebe Du Roc"
Roc: I don't think Princeton would approve of Du saying that
I giggled and pulled back "you know what I mean" I sagte as I looked down to the ground
Me:Im so sorry I just got blood on Du shirt
Roc: I really don't care, I just (GCO because Du start crying)
Me: Roc im scared I cant take care of this baby on my own
Roc:Your not alone Du have me, Princeton,ray,Josh, all Du friends, Your family
Me:Ha what family, My mum and dad never come Home cos their always travelling and Princeton is mad at me and just left
Roc: Princeton is not mad at Du he just needs some time to get his head around everything, just give him some Time
Me: He should be mad at me, This isn't even his baby roc
Roc: Calm down Leah things will happen how they happen, Everything happens for a reason
I walked over to the couch and played with the puppy
Me: whats its name?
Roc:Her name is whatever Du want
Me:Ill name her truffles
Roc:O Cmon thats so common
Me:I know but ive planned this to be her name since I was 4 im not changing it now
Roc: ok ok
Very sorry about making Du guys cry in the last chapter but at least it was only a dream and dnt u think roc is just soooooooo sweet and sorry for not publishing in a while ive been pretty busy but im back
Luv u guys and wait for it #Staymindless :-P