I'm so sorry I haven't been posting. I've had a lot this summer. I wanted to catch up before school started and it became worse.
I felt a cold rush of wind kreuz my neck. I cuddled tighter into my blanket. I watched everything bellow the balcony. I saw a couple holding onto each other, why couldn't that be me? My gut hit the floor. I felt my eyes start to sting. I was crying. Wait, what? Crying? I wanted to be happy but Niall and Harry weren't helping much. I felt a joult of anger. Why couldn't life just be easy? Why did it have to be like this? My white finger nails grapsed my blanket and wiped my eyes. I wanted to go back to the US, leave this life behind. Act like it never happened. I felt a lump in my throat grow. I went inside, grabbed my tee I left on the counter.
I heard someone knock on the door, "Who is it?" I heard a soft laugh, "You never realize its almost always me." I smile partially grew. I wiped my tears and my running mascara. I opened the door. Harry stood there and in suprise he had Nutella and Schokolade chip cookies.
"Harry, Du just know me all too well." I looked up. He put the Essen down, "Natalynn," Crap. Full name, he noticed. "Nattie, were Du crying?" I bit my lip, I can't lie when he says Nattie.
"I-I-I-I," His green eyes stared at me, such compassion, such cariness, such Harry. I couldn't lie. I couldn't. He held my cheeks in his hands, his thumb rubbed softly and smoothly across my skin. "You can tell me anything, right?"
My stomach tightened. I sighed and gave up, "Yes, I was." His hands took one Mehr rub against my skin, then he grabbed the kekse, cookies and the Nutella, "You're telling me on the balcony."
"Blah! Its a boring story, just give me the food!" I jumped on his back. His head turned towards me, "Not now..." His voice got quieter as my finger touched against his lips. So soft, so smooth, it was like velvet.
His hand pushed mine down. Then he swung me around. He leaned back onto the couch and fell over the arm. "I just can't say no to Du anymore."
My hair fell around his face. My curls tangling with his. For once, in the last year, there was peace in my life. His lips met mine, it just sparked.
His lips so light on mine. He pulled back, "I've sagte no for 2 years, I've resisted. I've been heart-broken. I've been trying to go to other people trying to get Du out my mind. But I can't, I never will either. That's why I need Du to be mine."
"I will be your's, forever."
"Now, we have to tell Niall."
Everything is going to go insane. Well, everyone.
*****
I seriously am honestly sorry that I haven't sat down and gepostet another chapter. I poured my little Schreiben herz into it. I hope Du like it!
I felt a cold rush of wind kreuz my neck. I cuddled tighter into my blanket. I watched everything bellow the balcony. I saw a couple holding onto each other, why couldn't that be me? My gut hit the floor. I felt my eyes start to sting. I was crying. Wait, what? Crying? I wanted to be happy but Niall and Harry weren't helping much. I felt a joult of anger. Why couldn't life just be easy? Why did it have to be like this? My white finger nails grapsed my blanket and wiped my eyes. I wanted to go back to the US, leave this life behind. Act like it never happened. I felt a lump in my throat grow. I went inside, grabbed my tee I left on the counter.
I heard someone knock on the door, "Who is it?" I heard a soft laugh, "You never realize its almost always me." I smile partially grew. I wiped my tears and my running mascara. I opened the door. Harry stood there and in suprise he had Nutella and Schokolade chip cookies.
"Harry, Du just know me all too well." I looked up. He put the Essen down, "Natalynn," Crap. Full name, he noticed. "Nattie, were Du crying?" I bit my lip, I can't lie when he says Nattie.
"I-I-I-I," His green eyes stared at me, such compassion, such cariness, such Harry. I couldn't lie. I couldn't. He held my cheeks in his hands, his thumb rubbed softly and smoothly across my skin. "You can tell me anything, right?"
My stomach tightened. I sighed and gave up, "Yes, I was." His hands took one Mehr rub against my skin, then he grabbed the kekse, cookies and the Nutella, "You're telling me on the balcony."
"Blah! Its a boring story, just give me the food!" I jumped on his back. His head turned towards me, "Not now..." His voice got quieter as my finger touched against his lips. So soft, so smooth, it was like velvet.
His hand pushed mine down. Then he swung me around. He leaned back onto the couch and fell over the arm. "I just can't say no to Du anymore."
My hair fell around his face. My curls tangling with his. For once, in the last year, there was peace in my life. His lips met mine, it just sparked.
His lips so light on mine. He pulled back, "I've sagte no for 2 years, I've resisted. I've been heart-broken. I've been trying to go to other people trying to get Du out my mind. But I can't, I never will either. That's why I need Du to be mine."
"I will be your's, forever."
"Now, we have to tell Niall."
Everything is going to go insane. Well, everyone.
*****
I seriously am honestly sorry that I haven't sat down and gepostet another chapter. I poured my little Schreiben herz into it. I hope Du like it!
