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I’m quiet on the outside
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame Du for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame Du for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame Du for not feeling my herz breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish Du would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
An all-wrecking, raging storm on the inside
I can’t speak,
Because I fear I can only produce inhuman cries
But my inner screams overwhelm any external sound
I don't blame Du for not seeing behind my hollow eyes
I don't blame Du for not hearing anything but silence
And I don't blame Du for not feeling my herz breaking in my chest, over and over again
But I wish Du would just hold me, and tell me I'll be okay.
That somehow, this all-consuming pain is not going to kill me.
That I will come out of this, stronger.
I wish I could distance myself from this destruction,
But I belong in the center of the hurricane
Because I need this pain, like I need oxygen
So, let my ravel in my agony,
Without it I am nothing
Chapter 1:The begaining
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had gegeben birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short Von the evil hands of fate and the mind.
It started with the fighting,the endless fighting.It was mid Febuary 2001 when a couple with a small boy and another child on the way,split.They had been aurguing for hours on end and the husband,Jason,decided to leave and live with a friend for a while.While the wife,Sandra,cried and wept to no avail Jason left.Jason had contracted pnemonia and was placed in a hospital only days after his fight with Sandra.Sandra was also in the hospital but for a different reason,she had gegeben birth to a girl named Emily.And that was the begaining of Emily's life,a life full of sadness and missery that will come to a halt and be cut short Von the evil hands of fate and the mind.
A silhouette standing alone,
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried Von the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
Amongst a field of arid snow,
Waiting for something still unknown,
Not any further from the tombstone.
Awaiting a sign of life and hope,
Letting out a deep sigh,
“It’s not getting any easier to cope”
A whisper carried Von the wind.
The stars: my aspirations,
But city lights in the distance,
Taunted it from their foundations,
Caustic lights ending its existence.
An unattached shadow standing in solitude,
Amongst a field of caustic cold,
Tired of waiting, wanting to end,
I was everything untold.
tell me why do Du pretend
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let Du
be the person that Du are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around Du for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will Du feel my ever-
lasting touch of Liebe as
Du grieve over the Lost
memories and moments
that Du never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets Du feel the
Liebe that Du need to
feel in your life now.
but Du look for my
casual-words that will
give Du strength that
Du need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.
to let the agonizing memories
of your damaged past let Du
be the person that Du are
now,
please let your body,
mind, heart, soul,and
feelings escape the
tragic night-mares and
feel my: "etreindre de'
amour" around Du for-
ever.
my etreindre de' amour
is what i can offer to you,
through this time that you
will feel from me.
will Du feel my ever-
lasting touch of Liebe as
Du grieve over the Lost
memories and moments
that Du never gotten back.
let me take your
emphasized wounds
and give them to the
crumbling world that
never lets Du feel the
Liebe that Du need to
feel in your life now.
but Du look for my
casual-words that will
give Du strength that
Du need to go on with
your life.
your endless obession
for living this lie trying
to get past this pain, that
will forever remains inside
your soul now.
My anger came that day,
i tried to stay calm through
it all but my emotions just
gave way without me telling
them too.
She saw my frustration
taking shape and took
me in her loving arms
and told me it would be
okay.
I knew that my personal
emotions would show,that
i would pretend not to be
upset, and playing them
off as casual-words and not
the hurtful words as to what
they sounded to me.
I wanted to barricade
myself inside my head
and listen to those supposed
hurtful words that were being
sagte about me,
The thoughts that raced
through my mind were not
the words that i heard coming out
of his mouth that day,
All i can say to Du is
that i accused him of
being wrong and that
was unfair for me to do,
i tried to stay calm through
it all but my emotions just
gave way without me telling
them too.
She saw my frustration
taking shape and took
me in her loving arms
and told me it would be
okay.
I knew that my personal
emotions would show,that
i would pretend not to be
upset, and playing them
off as casual-words and not
the hurtful words as to what
they sounded to me.
I wanted to barricade
myself inside my head
and listen to those supposed
hurtful words that were being
sagte about me,
The thoughts that raced
through my mind were not
the words that i heard coming out
of his mouth that day,
All i can say to Du is
that i accused him of
being wrong and that
was unfair for me to do,
I look out my window the rains pouring down
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
Du moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to Liebe Du
Sadly Du don't Liebe me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much Du can see
But not you, Du only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
Du want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all Du give is a load of taunt
Are Du ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But Du left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss Du
Do Du miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will Liebe Du always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
Du moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to Liebe Du
Sadly Du don't Liebe me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much Du can see
But not you, Du only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
Du want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all Du give is a load of taunt
Are Du ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But Du left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss Du
Do Du miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will Liebe Du always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
My herz is filled with sorrow and pain
Du hurt me for your own gain
But I'm moving on to greater things
No matter how much your words sting
I'll always Liebe Du
But why couldn't Du say I Liebe Du too
Keep moving is what I tell myself
Crying my eyes out all Von myself
I'm gone for good not coming back
Go in the closet my clothes are off the rack
My pain goes with me wherever I go
I wanna go back but my herz says no
Tell me do miss me
Probably not because your searching for your key
Don't Du miss having me around
If not then but now too late I'm out of town
Du hurt me for your own gain
But I'm moving on to greater things
No matter how much your words sting
I'll always Liebe Du
But why couldn't Du say I Liebe Du too
Keep moving is what I tell myself
Crying my eyes out all Von myself
I'm gone for good not coming back
Go in the closet my clothes are off the rack
My pain goes with me wherever I go
I wanna go back but my herz says no
Tell me do miss me
Probably not because your searching for your key
Don't Du miss having me around
If not then but now too late I'm out of town
