It’s sweet, the way Du think.
The way Du dream, the way Du look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
Du want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s Mehr than I can give;
Mehr than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what Du don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to wolke your perfect vision
Of what Liebe is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
Du want me to make Du
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If Du like this I have Mehr in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired Von Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
The way Du dream, the way Du look into my eyes, asking me
To be everything you’re dreaming up.
Du want me to be who I don’t trust myself to be.
I don’t trust myself
With you.
Love,
it’s Mehr than I can give;
Mehr than I can take.
You,
you’re everything I wish I was
And that’s what Du don’t see.
I don’t want to crush
Your ideas.
Don’t want to wolke your perfect vision
Of what Liebe is.
I don’t want to make a mess of you,
The way I have with myself.
Du want me to make Du
Mine…
But it’s not that easy
I just discovered this spot. Here's my first shot - a little poem I wrote a few days ago. If Du like this I have Mehr in store.
...why do I rhyme when I don't mean to? Haha.
Inspired Von Erin McCarley's "It's Not That Easy"
He longs to just just wring her neck, to make her stop breathing. His hands form a fist, wishing her neck was there. He watches her without a care in the world. Schauspielen stupid and ignorant. He wants the satisfaction that only her death will bring. He imagines her dead and laughs insanely. His phyco smile matches his insane personality.
They don't know anything. She's alone. All on her own. She hates that she suffers alone. She wants them suffer, to hear their screams of pain. But like everything else, it's useles. She can't do anything about it. She's alone to cry, scream, and moan. No one to comfort oder hold her. She sucks it up and faces the world. Alone.
They don't know anything. She's alone. All on her own. She hates that she suffers alone. She wants them suffer, to hear their screams of pain. But like everything else, it's useles. She can't do anything about it. She's alone to cry, scream, and moan. No one to comfort oder hold her. She sucks it up and faces the world. Alone.
As the Tag begain
I relized that today would be diffrent
harder because when I remembered Du I remembered The pain the hurt and
the Intensity of you'r voice I rememberd why I was bleeding inside and evey time
i'd think you'r name there would be a new wound inside me each time someone would
say you'r name I could feel myself die. But I see that Du are over me like the
slit of life and how each pain of life would die evenchaly Now i'm over Du So
now you'r pain can start and as I see that Du are weak defenless each Tag will become harder and harder and Du will feel the pain Du gave to me.
I relized that today would be diffrent
harder because when I remembered Du I remembered The pain the hurt and
the Intensity of you'r voice I rememberd why I was bleeding inside and evey time
i'd think you'r name there would be a new wound inside me each time someone would
say you'r name I could feel myself die. But I see that Du are over me like the
slit of life and how each pain of life would die evenchaly Now i'm over Du So
now you'r pain can start and as I see that Du are weak defenless each Tag will become harder and harder and Du will feel the pain Du gave to me.
pain fills my herz and brings me to the darkside where I reside for awhile. Until I'm grabbed Von the hand and pulled out Von a so-called friend who just pushes me back in and leaves me to cry in the darkest corner of my heart. I feel like I'm being ripped apart, limb Von limb, every string of my herz played Von the devil's hand. I feel like I'm not whole, like I'm nothing without him. The one one who killed his best friend, the one who left me alone, I didn't know how to swim. All I want is him to come back and hurt me again. He was my only friend, oder so I thought, but when he slapped me across my face, that's emotion Du can't replace and I faced it everyday oder so for a Jahr and a half. Don't try to sympathize because I know with my herz and soul that Du will leave and let me go with crappy bittersweet goodbyes...

Love, Love Spin Us Round, Love, Love, Kicks Us When Were Down
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye
But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,
I Want To Tell Du These Things,
I Wish To Sing To Du About These Things!
These Things I Feel When Du Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...
That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.
nobody understands love,
nobody really believes.
Du can't put a price on the way people make Du feel,
but Du can always say:
i Liebe you
but what does it really mean?
those three small words?
to many people it's just
i care about you
isn't that easier to say
than make someone believe
you'll always be there for them
that they are the sun, the moon, the stars
that they will be the person that Du want to be the last person to see before Du die?
is it so hard to NOT make someone believe
that Du will always be there for them
that Du will be the one that they need
for life
for eternity
forever?
Weiter time Du say
i Liebe you
mean it
because if Du don't
your just hurting yourself
and the person that Du say it to
nobody really believes.
Du can't put a price on the way people make Du feel,
but Du can always say:
i Liebe you
but what does it really mean?
those three small words?
to many people it's just
i care about you
isn't that easier to say
than make someone believe
you'll always be there for them
that they are the sun, the moon, the stars
that they will be the person that Du want to be the last person to see before Du die?
is it so hard to NOT make someone believe
that Du will always be there for them
that Du will be the one that they need
for life
for eternity
forever?
Weiter time Du say
i Liebe you
mean it
because if Du don't
your just hurting yourself
and the person that Du say it to
I look out my window the rains pouring down
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
Du moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to Liebe Du
Sadly Du don't Liebe me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much Du can see
But not you, Du only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
Du want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all Du give is a load of taunt
Are Du ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But Du left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss Du
Do Du miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will Liebe Du always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover
I can't seem to turn this frown upside down
Du moved far out of town
Now I have no one around
I used to Liebe Du
Sadly Du don't Liebe me too
Pain and agony runs through me
So much Du can see
But not you, Du only look for my happiness
but I'm out and in distress
Du want the green fresh from the press
I just want to be better than the rest
Attention is what I want
But all Du give is a load of taunt
Are Du ready for love
Not really, so I'll get a dove
A dove's the bird of passion and feelings
But Du left me to rot like a banana's peelings
Sweet lover, I miss Du
Do Du miss me too?
Sweet Lover, give me your all
Don't let it fall
Give me a call
I get nothing at all
Sweet love, Goodbye
I will Liebe Du always *sigh*
Signed,
Your Sweet Lover