Tears of goodbye
Tears of fear
holding onto Du
it consumes your heart
it rushes to your head
Du shake and cringe
Du stare and Du wave
Du grab your chest
as if it is now hollow
Du whisper a note
Du whisper a love
Du turn to walk
but find Du can't move
Du take some breathes
and count to 10
Du hold on to chest
once again
Du start to calm down
Du start to see
Du find a mirror
and see what he now see's
Du whisper soft
but yet still clear
Du take one Mehr breath
and start to quiver
Du shake away the fear
and begin to trust

'how come i could Liebe Du and still it was never enough?'

what happens Weiter is very suprising
your sure its just a dream
because a girl with a broken heart
just stopped crying her fears
and its then that Du realised
Du were Mehr than enough
and Du always had been
it wasn't Du
it wasn't Du and him
it was him that Du didn't see
who played Du along
and then who broke apart such a beautiful song.

As Du know, I live in New Zealand, a place abundant with clouds, mountains, and schaf, schafe (I know, right!!!). This means that whenever we go on a school trip we're seeing lakes, oder mountains, or, and this is my personal favourite, busch ('cause that never gets old). This time it was Mount Holdsworth.

After the trip we were asked to write some Poesie that the busch had inspired. There was all that "If beauty could speak" cr*p, and some "Listen to the whisper of the trees", Du know, all that. This is what it inspired for me...

ATTEMPT #1

The water running over the rocks,
makes me want to pee,
I think of Niagra falls,
The pee trickles down my knee.

ATTEMPT #2

The wind whistles in my hair,
makes me want to itch,
I scratch my hair a little bit,
Whoops, there goes a flying nit.

ATTEMPT #3

The bird chirping in the trees,
Makes my ears real sore,
Dad pulls a gun from his bag,
BOOM! Birdy chirps no more.

This is a play I wrote.
There are three acts.
I'll add the Weiter two later.

(scene 1)
(enter Gabby and Conner, who appear to be arguing)
Gabby: For real, Conner, I really don't trust Anna. (shakes her head)
Conner: Really, Gabby, her parents founded the church. How can Du not trust her?
Gabby: Steve and sherry helped too.
(enter Anna)
Gabby: (death glares at Anna, but goes unnoticed)
Anna: So, Conner, are Du talking to yourself oder something?
Gabby: (clenches her fists, runs silently out of the room)

Drift apart, this world is an art.
How so many people can come together as one,
and they learn to have fun.
It's amazing how, in times of need,
we all can overcome, and be one indeed.
No one wants to remember the bad times,
but those things can rule our lives.
Happiness is all that matters
until the happiness is shattered.
All we really need is each other
to grow and Liebe another.
I think too much time is spent being sad,
when all we really should be is glad.
We have light, color, beauty, sound!
So why are people sad when no one is around?
It's the thought that counts, that's what people say,
so we'll be fine as long as we keep them in our hearts everyday.

P1 - I swear i stil do
Is this the way we are going to end?
I still remember those days when we held each others hands.
And let out our feelings.
Those days when we never had a fight,
Those great nights we spent just looking at the stars.
How can we just leave like this?
How can we not believe one another?
Because everything I sagte was true.
And when I sagte I Liebe you, I swear I still do.


P2 - Catch me
I thought Du would be there through the times that I needed Du the most.
I thought Du would be there to help me
When your Liebe was needed the most,
But I guess I was wrong.
I guess I was just so blind to see that I’ve never fallen so hard thinking Du would be there catch me.

some amature suff

Dream Of My Liebe So Far
Through my dreams,
I see you,
And me,
Küssen and holding hands forever.

On this roller coaster
i'm so scared
but your right there
holding my hand so safely

But they don't agree
This Liebe is out of hand they say
I am taken away
And our connection is broken

But Mehr dreams to come
Say you're okay
But I wish always
To see Du someday


Butterflies
The gracefull butterfly,
Flies so very high,
Her beautiful winds flapping in a rythmic beat.

Sometimes I wish,
That I could fly so gracefully,
And to leave my fears down on Earth.

To Forget all my troubles,
To let go of all grief,
To be as free as a butterfly.

My feet would list,
My head held up high,
Soon I would be in the sky.

To fly like the butterflies,
Is all I ask for.
Freedom at last.

I wrote this listening to Gollum's Song, sung Von Karliene Renolds. I don't know why, I just felt like doing this.

It's so dark. I can't see. I have no one.
No one cares enough to try.
I'm sobbing now, along with the storm overhead. They lied. they sagte they cared. I can't go back.

I can feel it coming. No Friends tried to find me.
Goodbye.
They didn't try for me.

Don't cry for me. you're too late. Du hurt me. Du blamed me everything. I can never go home.

I am lost. I will never go home.

I don’t think I could ever Liebe someone like I loved you
Du are my first and last Liebe
Du go I go
Du stay I stay
And Du might think that’s weird but that’s the way it goes
That’s the way Liebe is
And no matter how hard we try to let go
Du will always find your self coming back.

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Let’s go on a first date
Where it’s cold in the night
So Du can hold me close in your arms really tight.
Let’s wait for the train.
And if it starts to rains Du can be my shelter.
I will tell Du my feelings and Du will tell me yours.
We can laugh and KISS and imagine always being like this.
And when the train comes
Du can take me home
I will let Du hold my hand until we arrive to my doorstep.
Were we will say our goodbyes?
And with a touch Du give me
I will be satisfied.