Kristen @ the LA premiere of "Welcome to the Rileys"

as i aprouched the car i could hear jacob mutter to himself
"should of stayed, what would sam think? i am the worst excuse for werewolf"
"jacob are Du ok?" i asked as i climbed in
"are Du ok? dont ask me i should of stayed its my job to protect humans humans like Du from them" he spat the word. best tell him now before he hates me.
"jacob i can handle my self i am not what Du think i am"
"no your Mehr your smart funny and beautiful nessie and i Liebe you" he leaned in and i couldnt stop him onse he started when he did start so before his lips could touch mine
"i am half vampire" he stopped...

me and jacob stood staring at each other for a while ontil alice flittered from the house to the purch after staring at jacob she darted to jaspers side. rose must be with bella garding her and as jacobs thoughts went i agreeed from the wrong dangers.
"this isnt the first time i have owed Du my gratitude jacob i would never of asked this from you" i told him.
he thought about it for a while and then `yeah Du would` hmm.. maybe that was true i would do anything to save bella from anything encluding what i myself have done to her.
"i suppose your right about that" i let him have that one.
he...

"Why are Du leaving?" i asked him "I just have to go"he sagte back to me."You cant leave me"i cried back to him "Bella i dont want you".It was like he had slapped me in the face."You.Dont.Love.Me","No"was all he said.His voice sounded hard and cold."What was last night then?"he didnt say anything he just turned his head away from me so i couldnt see his face.Then i realized what happened,i was nothing i was a girl that was not scared of him.So he took his chance,i was used.That thought made me fall and i landed on my butt,he used me he was lying all this time and last night.Something twisted...

END OF CHAPTER 1:
When i got to biology mike sat in his sitz and i went and sat at the only empty schreibtisch looks like i will be my own biology partner.At that moment that boy came in the class the one i bumped into.He looked around the class room then saw me and his eyes seemed to get bigger like he was shocked at something.Mister warner told him to go sit at any empty sitz then i realized the only empty sitz my the one Weiter to me. He looked around the room again and saw the sitz Weiter to me and i saw what looked like pain flicker across his face.Then he came and sat beside me i looked at him and...

Today is my daughter’s wedding day; she finally decided to marry the werewolf we all love.

Renesmee’s wedding will be held at the reservation and everyone was worried, at first Rosalie, emmet and jasper strongly disagree to what Renesmee was planning but Edward and Seth reassure them that everything is going to be fine so we reluctantly consider.

I know I should be happy but I don’t understand why I am feeling so sad, maybe because I miss my Jacob. I never told Renesmee about the werewolf I used to love, I thought it’s no longer important but she has the right to know after all I have...

"Mummy?" I turned towards Renesmee, whose dress was now covered in dirt, oh jacob!! i wasn't going to be the one to do the washing now...
Her arms streched towards me , clutching her hands.
i opened my arms wide, she sped straight in my chest..
her warm hands brusedh my face, she always has something to show.
"Nessie! DONT Du EVER DO THAT TO A WEREWOLF, ITS DANGEROUS! PAUL COULD'VE KILLED YOU! i really doubt Du want me to kill my brother"

Jacob had never raised his voice to Renesmee ever. I saw a tear roll from her pearl crimson eyes.
" i smelll something human mum?" she inhaled.
i took in,...

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As I woke up in bett I replayed Bilder of last night. As I did I realized I loved being with Ethan and that scared me Mehr than anything. Seeing as it had only been a day. How do Du Liebe being around a person so quickly? How do Du like someone so much in just one day? It was insane but true. So did that make me insane?
My thoughts were quickly interrupted Von my sister. She came bursting through the door and jumped on my bed.
“Ok so about yesterday… Forgive...