Ok, so this fanfiction is set in BD! When Bella was pregnant! I made a new character: Amelia (the narrator), she´s a human who is in Liebe with Jacob, but he still in Liebe with Bella!!
I was decided to get this over with. Those kind of feelings were only hurting me everyday Mehr and more. And Edward himself asked me to try to convince her, so that was my excuse to telling her everything i thought, without having anyone on my way. Jacob was also busy with Sam, this was the time, and it didnt bother me that i would have to walk. I was starting to get tired when i finally saw the house, i made my pace faster, got to the door, took two deep breaths, what i was gonna say was a long time memorized, and got in, when Carlisle opened the door for me. He saw the angry look in my face and surprise got to his face
"Where is she?" - i asked rudely, that wasnt the moment for being polite
"Bella is in the living room" - he sagte still surprised but really politely, pointing me the way
"Excuse me" and i went to the living room, Edward was beside her, she had a cup with a straw, for what Jacob told me it must be blood, Ugh, totally gross. She raised her eyebrows when she saw me, not stopping the drinking, Edward gave me a small nodd. Ah, only if he knew that i was doing this Mehr to myself than for him, probably from hearing this thoughts, his head fell at on side, i opened my mouth to start speaking but she was faster:
"Hi, Amelia, if Du are looking for Jacob he´s not here" - she sagte in a rude tone
"I know, that´s not why i´m here" - i said, only i knew how much she hated me, everybody thought she was a selfless and perfect person
"Oh, Then why are Du here?"
"I´m sick of this Bella" - i shouted and now the whole room, including herself were staring at me. She opened her mouth to say something, but i cut her: "I´m sick of Du being the saint and me the vilan, I´m sick of being the only one who sees how selfish Du are" - i was losing it
"Selfish?" - she asked and i could see, all the other faces asking the same things with their eyes
"Yes, selfish. Du are the most selfish person i´ve ever met"
"I´m not selfish" - she whispered looking down, and Edward gave me a hard look, "You asked me for help, now shut up" - i thought and he made a face
"Yes Du are!!" i took a deep breath "If Du werent selfish Du would see how much your blood tease and hurt Edward, and would let him go; Du wouldnt keep asking Jacob to come back knowing his feelings for you, and knowing it hurts him so much being here around you. Du would let them get rid of this monster that is growing inside you. Du would see how much people Du are hurting letting this exist. If Du werent selfish Du would want to live, to be around the people that care and Liebe you, Du wouldnt try to die in every chance Du get, Du wouldnt abbandon your parents and friends, and Du would let Charlie go, because apparentely really soon Du will be dead and noone is gonna have any idea of how to explain it to him. Du have people who really care about Du and Du dont even value it. - i stopped and took another deep breath, i touched my face and i had tears in my cheeks, i looked around and every stare was now looking away from me, i looked at her and she was crying, i looked at Edward and he was looking down, - "You broke him, Du know" - i told her, Mehr camly, - "Jacob, Du broke him, he is gonna wait for you, and i think he´ll never be able to Liebe anyone else"
And the door slamed open, and i saw the one that i was talking about, he looked at my face, i was surprised, he wasnt supposed to be here, but then he looked at her, saw her tears and a condamned look he gave me...
I was decided to get this over with. Those kind of feelings were only hurting me everyday Mehr and more. And Edward himself asked me to try to convince her, so that was my excuse to telling her everything i thought, without having anyone on my way. Jacob was also busy with Sam, this was the time, and it didnt bother me that i would have to walk. I was starting to get tired when i finally saw the house, i made my pace faster, got to the door, took two deep breaths, what i was gonna say was a long time memorized, and got in, when Carlisle opened the door for me. He saw the angry look in my face and surprise got to his face
"Where is she?" - i asked rudely, that wasnt the moment for being polite
"Bella is in the living room" - he sagte still surprised but really politely, pointing me the way
"Excuse me" and i went to the living room, Edward was beside her, she had a cup with a straw, for what Jacob told me it must be blood, Ugh, totally gross. She raised her eyebrows when she saw me, not stopping the drinking, Edward gave me a small nodd. Ah, only if he knew that i was doing this Mehr to myself than for him, probably from hearing this thoughts, his head fell at on side, i opened my mouth to start speaking but she was faster:
"Hi, Amelia, if Du are looking for Jacob he´s not here" - she sagte in a rude tone
"I know, that´s not why i´m here" - i said, only i knew how much she hated me, everybody thought she was a selfless and perfect person
"Oh, Then why are Du here?"
"I´m sick of this Bella" - i shouted and now the whole room, including herself were staring at me. She opened her mouth to say something, but i cut her: "I´m sick of Du being the saint and me the vilan, I´m sick of being the only one who sees how selfish Du are" - i was losing it
"Selfish?" - she asked and i could see, all the other faces asking the same things with their eyes
"Yes, selfish. Du are the most selfish person i´ve ever met"
"I´m not selfish" - she whispered looking down, and Edward gave me a hard look, "You asked me for help, now shut up" - i thought and he made a face
"Yes Du are!!" i took a deep breath "If Du werent selfish Du would see how much your blood tease and hurt Edward, and would let him go; Du wouldnt keep asking Jacob to come back knowing his feelings for you, and knowing it hurts him so much being here around you. Du would let them get rid of this monster that is growing inside you. Du would see how much people Du are hurting letting this exist. If Du werent selfish Du would want to live, to be around the people that care and Liebe you, Du wouldnt try to die in every chance Du get, Du wouldnt abbandon your parents and friends, and Du would let Charlie go, because apparentely really soon Du will be dead and noone is gonna have any idea of how to explain it to him. Du have people who really care about Du and Du dont even value it. - i stopped and took another deep breath, i touched my face and i had tears in my cheeks, i looked around and every stare was now looking away from me, i looked at her and she was crying, i looked at Edward and he was looking down, - "You broke him, Du know" - i told her, Mehr camly, - "Jacob, Du broke him, he is gonna wait for you, and i think he´ll never be able to Liebe anyone else"
And the door slamed open, and i saw the one that i was talking about, he looked at my face, i was surprised, he wasnt supposed to be here, but then he looked at her, saw her tears and a condamned look he gave me...
