"Jacob!, help me,"i slurred with spasisms, i flet burnings, stinging, staps on my stomach, my muscles constricting, there was nothing i could do , but scream, down the street.
I knew the smell of dirty rust was coming from me, and i knew that i was going to be curious about the reason behind that , but the i was too taken over the my stomach.
The only soothing feeling was from the hands of Alice. Edward wasnt daring to comfort me, he sat in the car blocks away, i missed his que from Alice.
But right now, all i knew was pain, and that jacob wasn't listening. With last few strains of so-called bravery i had left i looked up to find him.
He was gone, his Friends gone, i gave up before i even tried to feel sorry for myself.
I dont remember the ride home, oder Alice, oder Edward oder Jacob oder anything, i jsut remember waking up in a foriegn bed, in a cream coloured room, that over looked the beautiful on-going green forest. I wasn't sure wiether it was the view oder the strange gorgginess that made me dizzy.
Dizziness lead to pants which lead to salvia which lead to vomit in matter seconds.
i had no aim in me at all, so i bet with my eyes close that my vomit sprayed on the bett sheets, with i just happened to be laying on.. urgh.
With no warning Edward flashed into the roomand tugged me out of the bett and gripped me towards him. I was still panting from shock brought the spew.
"Edward, whats? I dont know anything?" i sagte with a croak.
His hands held my face ever so gently, his eyes studying me with scared eyes. he was holding somthing, back , to himself. It scared me in return.
"After last night, Alice and I rushed Du Home to see my father, hes a doctor. He examined Du bella, Bella, I'm so sorry. But its gone"
His tone was frightened, nervous, shaky, and broken all on my mono-tone. But he Lost me.
What did he mean? Regularly his unque fashion of old english normally made me think, but this was different, but gone? adn what was it?
"What do Du mean?" only just handling onto reality now, dizziness dying.
"Whats gone Edward?"
"You mean , Du diddn't know, bella, how did Du not know, i even knew, my whole family knew?"
"WHAT are Du talking about?"
"You are Pregnant!well not anymore"
"what"
I knew the smell of dirty rust was coming from me, and i knew that i was going to be curious about the reason behind that , but the i was too taken over the my stomach.
The only soothing feeling was from the hands of Alice. Edward wasnt daring to comfort me, he sat in the car blocks away, i missed his que from Alice.
But right now, all i knew was pain, and that jacob wasn't listening. With last few strains of so-called bravery i had left i looked up to find him.
He was gone, his Friends gone, i gave up before i even tried to feel sorry for myself.
I dont remember the ride home, oder Alice, oder Edward oder Jacob oder anything, i jsut remember waking up in a foriegn bed, in a cream coloured room, that over looked the beautiful on-going green forest. I wasn't sure wiether it was the view oder the strange gorgginess that made me dizzy.
Dizziness lead to pants which lead to salvia which lead to vomit in matter seconds.
i had no aim in me at all, so i bet with my eyes close that my vomit sprayed on the bett sheets, with i just happened to be laying on.. urgh.
With no warning Edward flashed into the roomand tugged me out of the bett and gripped me towards him. I was still panting from shock brought the spew.
"Edward, whats? I dont know anything?" i sagte with a croak.
His hands held my face ever so gently, his eyes studying me with scared eyes. he was holding somthing, back , to himself. It scared me in return.
"After last night, Alice and I rushed Du Home to see my father, hes a doctor. He examined Du bella, Bella, I'm so sorry. But its gone"
His tone was frightened, nervous, shaky, and broken all on my mono-tone. But he Lost me.
What did he mean? Regularly his unque fashion of old english normally made me think, but this was different, but gone? adn what was it?
"What do Du mean?" only just handling onto reality now, dizziness dying.
"Whats gone Edward?"
"You mean , Du diddn't know, bella, how did Du not know, i even knew, my whole family knew?"
"WHAT are Du talking about?"
"You are Pregnant!well not anymore"
"what"
As I lay on the steps ,my head in Alice's lap,
I realised I Liebe her Mehr thn my own life, and maybe Bella was right. I might be over protective, but if Alice''s life ended,
so would mine. I would not live without her. Before I knew her I thought me life was ok,
but now I've met her I would never dream of going back to my life before her.
just then, i imagined the image of her tiny body
fighting a newborn.
the thought made me shudder. maybe like Wölfe Vampire could imprint, carlisle and esme, rosealie and emmet, me and alice. i woud of finished that thought if alice hadn't started talking to herself and mumbling about the pictures being striaght but not straight anough.....
I realised I Liebe her Mehr thn my own life, and maybe Bella was right. I might be over protective, but if Alice''s life ended,
so would mine. I would not live without her. Before I knew her I thought me life was ok,
but now I've met her I would never dream of going back to my life before her.
just then, i imagined the image of her tiny body
fighting a newborn.
the thought made me shudder. maybe like Wölfe Vampire could imprint, carlisle and esme, rosealie and emmet, me and alice. i woud of finished that thought if alice hadn't started talking to herself and mumbling about the pictures being striaght but not straight anough.....