He left me,they all left me. But in a way I guessed I still have him, well part of him. It all had started when I realised that my period was late and I had been getting morning sickness for almost a week. Von five weeks I could see the bump getting bigger.
The baby was half vampire because I couldn't eat. All she wanted was blood, blood and even Mehr BLOOD!
I had an unexpected shock, Carlisle came.Alice must have knew that I was pregnant. 4 weeks later Carlisle done my C-section, if I had left it any later the baby would of killed me.Carlisle told Charlie about Vampire and werewolf's he took it quite well except he found out about my daughter that was half vampire.I called her Renesmee.I loved her with all my heart. Carlisle went back because he was here for awhile.He promised me that he wouldn't tell know one,I sagte he could tell anyone but not Edward.I don't want him to know.
Present
I woke up Von hearing Renesmee cry.I got up and made her a bottle of blood.Carlisle sent (animal) blood every Monat for her,she likes blood and Essen so she has a mixture of stuff.It was about half six so that was good.She fell back to sleep.I went to my computer to sent a message to Carlisle.I know I shouldn't but I need him,Victoria is back and shes not after me shes after Renesmee.He knows i wouldn't send him this if it was an emergency!I got a message form Carlisle saying were all coming.Who is all I wonder.
Two days later there was a knock at the door.I opened it to find all of the Cullen's faces.Alice ran to me and hugged me.
"Bella,I missed Du so much."Alice said.
"Me to."I sagte and hugged her back.I seen Edward."Carlisle Du promised Du wouldn't tell him."I sagte shocked.
"Tell him what."They all said.I heard Renesmee start crying.
"Your telling them."I told Carlisle.He nodded.I walked up the stairs,Alice followed me.I walked into my room where Renesmee was waiting for me.
"Mammy."She sagte and lifted her arms for me to pick her up.I walked down stairs.I wish I didn't have to.They all gasped when I entered.Carlisle came towards me.
"WOW she has grow allot."He said.I started to laugh.
"Yes she has she is a little tinker now aren't you."I said.The lifted her up and started tickling her.She started to giggle.
"Can I hold her."Edward said.I past her to him,they looked a like I was only in her eyes, Charlie was in her hair.She started to laugh.I got up and got a dipper and her changing mat out.
"Can I have her for a second,I need to change her dipper."I sagte then Renesmee pulled on Edward hair.I tried to pick her up but she wouldn't let go,Edward got up and walked with me because she wouldn't let go.I laid her on her mat,Edward was laid on the floor.I changed her dipper.
"All done miss smelly Nelly."I sagte to her and kissed her cheek.As I started to walk away she started to cry.
"What wrong."I sagte to her."me ,you,daddy play" she sagte with a sparkle in her eye "WHAT" i stared at her in disbelife how did she know that edward was her father ??"well done nessie."Edward replied "whos 'nessie'"i sagte a slight bit confused.Did she have a power?, maybe it was from one of the cullen's , from Alice."Edward can I have a word out side?"I said.he looked at me unsure of thhe anger building up beneath my eyes.he followed me out the door."WHAT WERE Du THINKING NESSIE A NICK NAME YOUVE NOT BEEN HERE I..."He stopped me with a KISS ,i forgot what i was arguing about because i hadnt had a KISS from Edward in ages and with that he seemed like he was Edward. my Edward. again,i had my eyes closed ,muttering crowded my ears i opened my eyes and took my lips from edwards to see the cullens "GOD EDWARD IM TAKINNG RENESMEE FOR A NAP!"I stomped away from edward practically putting holes in the floor snached nessie from the floor and i stomped everything on my way to my room and nearly smashed my door."ARHHHHHHHHHH" i screamed "mommy whats wrong"renesmee looked up to me with fear in her eyes "sorry baby daddy is being typical .Imean daddy is being strange at the moment, Du just go to sleep baby"" i gently layed her in her krippe just Weiter to my bett and kissed her forehead i slumped onto my bett with my back facing renesmee a few Minuten later i woke for no reason like something happend i turned my head to look at renesmee's krippe .Gone.I gasped and jumped up in my bett edward was in the corner on the rocking chair i used to get renesme to sleep with Liebe and regret in his eyes his arms hugging renesmee against his pale body his eyes fixed to photo's on my drawers it had me and renesmee on it and the others me and edward hugging oder laughing together i fell back down onto my bett and started twiddling with the sheets and looking at the floor .I forgave him , i couldnt get mad at him, i was just shocked.A tear rolled down my cheek , a cold hand lifted my chin and kissed me with soft lips , i never thaught it was edward , i opened my eyes .Huh? i was still looking at floor and twiddling with the sheets ? maybe i wanted it to be true so much i imagined it, I got up with a crooked smile and pondered towards Edward and my baby.our baby.it made my smile seem Mehr natural I gently picked up renesmee from Edwards arms and placed her slowly into her krippe and then edged towards Edward and kissed him gently he stood up with his arms around me, his lips stuck to mine like magnets and we fell back onto my messy bed.he wouldn't let go I started getting exited when the door slowly clicked open "Edward, Bella?" Alice whispered and she stuck her head around the door "OH MY GOD I'M SOOO SORRY I DIDN'T MEAN TO COME IN WHILE Du WERE Du KNOW BUT ITS NATURAL TO Du KNOW ..." "its okay Alice "Edward answered calmly "COME QUICK EDWARD ITS AN EMERGENCY!"....
this is my opinion just to let Du know so I am going to speak out loud and tell Du what I think about Renesme and Jacob,i mean seriously Jacob marked Renesme as a baby so he can marry her I mean really he only did that cause he fell in Liebe with Bella and she married Edward so since he noticed Renesme was exactly like bella he fell in Liebe with her as a baby and that's why he marked her and that's why he married her that's what I think I watched the ending and all that with Jacob and Renesme and Belle and Edward on thye strand with Renesme holding Jacobs hand cause they just married that was crazy that he married her anyways, that's my opinion thx for reading!!!!!!!
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