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Chapter Nine =]
I’d never really understood why people would want to break the rules and cause damage to places. I guess I’d just seen my Mom drunk and smashing up our house too many times. But racing across the school field, tearing up each blade of gras, grass with my bike, with Sam the schools troublemaker, it felt kind of right. Not like I was breaking the rules and being reckless, but like I had every right to be here. Sam grinned as she splattered the science block with mud, and I grinned with her, she was such a free spirit. I was a little Mehr careful, but I wasn’t thinking completely straight. I didn’t want to I liked the slight blur my thoughts and the world around me had acquired. It blocked the pain of my old family wanting me dead and my own Mom not telling me who my Dad was. But the pain of my whole stupid existence was hard to disguise. Only one emotion could disguise the pain well enough. Anger.
I’d never been an angry person, even as a teenager. But anger suited me fine at that moment.
When the field was painted mud brown, we sat in the centre picking at stray pieces of grass. Sam had made it clear that she didn’t want to do all the lovey dovey hand holding and other romantic things that I’d always imagined ‘couples’ doing, but that was fine Von me. I didn’t like the word ‘couple’ oder being labelled as one, so that suited me just fine.
I was deep in thought, so when something ice cold pressed into my skin I jumped a foot into the air, before I realised it was the palm of Sam’s hand pressing into my chest. Everything felt so cold to me now.
She laughed loudly. “Little on edge there Embry?” Her hand snapped quickly form my chest “I was just seeing how fast your herz was going. I’m surprised you’re not having a herz attack, is 100,000 beats a Minute healthy?” she sagte playfully. I smirked, my herz racing even faster as I wondered how I was going to do this. I edged my self closer to her, not letting my eyes meet hers. My cheeks were glowing hot, as I realised what a total prat I must look. But before I could think of how to attract her attention to my lips, a cold rough finger was under my chin and quickly pulling my face up. Sam didn’t stare dreamily into my eyes; she didn’t slowly pull my face to hers, thankfully. Before I could blink her face was an inch from mine her lips pressing sharply against mine. Her hand racked threw my hair, tugging at the knots making me wince slightly. I felt the heat pulsing down my spine. I fought the shaking Von sliding my arms round Sam’s tiny waist, and pulling her closer so she was pressed tightly against my chest. I felt her flinch at my heat, but still she grabbed onto my neck pulling herself closer, and suddenly I was staring up at her face. She was beautiful, all her features small and neat, apart from her eyes. They were big, and round, and painted a beautiful shade of chocolate-brown. The light danced off them, and I was mesmerised Von the swirling colours, her eyes were the most beautiful part of her face. But I could see the tears and the agonising pain, just behind her eyelids. I stared up at her eyes, wishing I could take the pain away.
Her lips left mine suddenly, but before I could say anything, her leg hooked around my waist, she pulled her self up so she was leaning over me, her body locked with mine. My herz was hammering so hard, I didn’t hear the footsteps up from behind us. Until, that was, Jared spoke. His voice was acidic, but I thought he also sounded pained Von something, like there was a lump in his throat, when he growled “Embry! Leave her alone!”
hope Du like it =] Liebe she_wolf x
Chapter Nine =]
I’d never really understood why people would want to break the rules and cause damage to places. I guess I’d just seen my Mom drunk and smashing up our house too many times. But racing across the school field, tearing up each blade of gras, grass with my bike, with Sam the schools troublemaker, it felt kind of right. Not like I was breaking the rules and being reckless, but like I had every right to be here. Sam grinned as she splattered the science block with mud, and I grinned with her, she was such a free spirit. I was a little Mehr careful, but I wasn’t thinking completely straight. I didn’t want to I liked the slight blur my thoughts and the world around me had acquired. It blocked the pain of my old family wanting me dead and my own Mom not telling me who my Dad was. But the pain of my whole stupid existence was hard to disguise. Only one emotion could disguise the pain well enough. Anger.
I’d never been an angry person, even as a teenager. But anger suited me fine at that moment.
When the field was painted mud brown, we sat in the centre picking at stray pieces of grass. Sam had made it clear that she didn’t want to do all the lovey dovey hand holding and other romantic things that I’d always imagined ‘couples’ doing, but that was fine Von me. I didn’t like the word ‘couple’ oder being labelled as one, so that suited me just fine.
I was deep in thought, so when something ice cold pressed into my skin I jumped a foot into the air, before I realised it was the palm of Sam’s hand pressing into my chest. Everything felt so cold to me now.
She laughed loudly. “Little on edge there Embry?” Her hand snapped quickly form my chest “I was just seeing how fast your herz was going. I’m surprised you’re not having a herz attack, is 100,000 beats a Minute healthy?” she sagte playfully. I smirked, my herz racing even faster as I wondered how I was going to do this. I edged my self closer to her, not letting my eyes meet hers. My cheeks were glowing hot, as I realised what a total prat I must look. But before I could think of how to attract her attention to my lips, a cold rough finger was under my chin and quickly pulling my face up. Sam didn’t stare dreamily into my eyes; she didn’t slowly pull my face to hers, thankfully. Before I could blink her face was an inch from mine her lips pressing sharply against mine. Her hand racked threw my hair, tugging at the knots making me wince slightly. I felt the heat pulsing down my spine. I fought the shaking Von sliding my arms round Sam’s tiny waist, and pulling her closer so she was pressed tightly against my chest. I felt her flinch at my heat, but still she grabbed onto my neck pulling herself closer, and suddenly I was staring up at her face. She was beautiful, all her features small and neat, apart from her eyes. They were big, and round, and painted a beautiful shade of chocolate-brown. The light danced off them, and I was mesmerised Von the swirling colours, her eyes were the most beautiful part of her face. But I could see the tears and the agonising pain, just behind her eyelids. I stared up at her eyes, wishing I could take the pain away.
Her lips left mine suddenly, but before I could say anything, her leg hooked around my waist, she pulled her self up so she was leaning over me, her body locked with mine. My herz was hammering so hard, I didn’t hear the footsteps up from behind us. Until, that was, Jared spoke. His voice was acidic, but I thought he also sounded pained Von something, like there was a lump in his throat, when he growled “Embry! Leave her alone!”
hope Du like it =] Liebe she_wolf x
Materials:
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon oder skewer)
Eyeshadow oder body shimmer oder pigment (the color Du want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum gelee in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum Mehr lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes oder until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum gelee (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until Du reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Petroleum Jelly
small microwavable bowl (discardable)
Stirrer (discardable spoon oder skewer)
Eyeshadow oder body shimmer oder pigment (the color Du want your lipgloss)
Lipgloss container w/ lid
Procedure:
1.scoop some petroleum gelee in the small microwavable bowl (more petroleum Mehr lipgloss!)
2.Microwave for 5minutes oder until completely melted.
3.Take out the melted petroleum gelee (carefull it's hot) and scoop in some eyeshadow for color. Put eyeshadow until Du reach your desired shade.
4.Mix the mixture well. Then carefully pour the mixture into the container.
5.put the lipgloss in the container in the freezer for 15-30 minutes.
Enjoy!!
Tip: To make flavored lipgloss mix in kool-aid to the melted petroleum instead then continue regularly.(careful WILL stain lips)
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I sagte while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run oder race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank Du guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward sagte very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a Jahr oder so okay and Du guys can leave if Du want to . But I am Going to start Von asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when Du come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are Du leaving oder staying" i sagte " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I sagte while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run oder race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank Du guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward sagte very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a Jahr oder so okay and Du guys can leave if Du want to . But I am Going to start Von asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when Du come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are Du leaving oder staying" i sagte " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
Hey ... This is my first fanfiction :D so if its not good just give me some constructive critism to make it better. Thanks (:
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
Preface.
The reason i left was to save my family. The one I cant live without. But i wish they were here. To hold my hand. Promise me everything will be ok. But i push that thought to the back of my mind when i hear the approaching footsteps. I stand there. Alone. Preparing myself for terror that i am about to face. If i could cry, tears would be running down my face. But when the hunters prepare to attack. I crouch forward, my lips pull back over my teeth. I let out a deep growl which was cut short. My head snapped up to the sound i heard behind me.
consider me warned i have been scorn to breach a life i envisioned for us
i will not mourn anymore. my herz conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what Du have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as Du did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could Du leave did Du not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always Liebe you
i will not mourn anymore. my herz conflicting a war a rage inside i cant deny what Du have taken from me im in a blissful state of insanity i will not wake on my own i have Lost all my rights to humanity i am so torn.walking away as Du did i wasnt your equal i felt like a kid i wanted to die right there lay down my tears no longer did i care how could Du leave did Du not feel the pull.another of my delusions i am such a fool.why couldnt i be enough.i will always Liebe you