renesmee's pov

i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans

i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it

"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call Du dog ok?" noah sagte
jake sigh and sagte "ok look i just wanted to explain Du what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like Liebe at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the Tag she was born " jake sagte paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are Du sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah sagte i laugh quietly
"no no agh could Du shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can Liebe YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are Du going to let me explain"jake ask

"sure" noah said

"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's Mehr powerful that Liebe at first sight it is Mehr absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i Liebe her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."

noah was speechless for the fist time

"so do Du see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug

noah was silent

"blood-noah "jake sagte expecting an answer

"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if Du and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in Liebe with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't Du think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"

"imprinting doesn't is that it work oder didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like Du sagte that because Du are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake sagte sure of himself

really ??he sounded so sure but the Liebe i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion oder a silly crush it was Mehr i remember the feuer of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused

"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one Mehr thing,"noah sagte slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as Du are"

jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't Du just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but Du are fighting something that Du already lose ok "

"you wish dog and Von the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said

and opened the door of my room before jake could answer

"hi noah "i sagte sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and sagte
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and KISS my forehead he sat Von my bett and took my hand.

then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and KISS my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 KISS jake gave me in all my live.

but i realize i didn't felt the feuer i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong

noah's grip on my hand became a little harder

"hey jake"

"Jacob, billy arrived he says that Du need to come down" alice yelled

Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly

jake get up and run to the door

"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to Vampire and Du know that"
he sigh "yeah Du are right so i know Du hear our conversation out there so what do Du think about it?" noah ask

what did i think about imprinting oder on noah's fellings about me oder how i was going to chose oder on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it

i look down "i dont know"

noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do Du Liebe well like me i know yesterday Du sagte Du did Liebe me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"

"No Noah i don't only Liebe jake i also Liebe Du and it is true i truly Liebe Du but i also truly Liebe jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of Du "

i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days

noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on feuer Von that simple touch

"its ok"he smile "i would stay here Von your side until Du want me to go away"

"so do Du think that i could KISS Du again ness?" he ask innocently

of course i wanted to KISS him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him

i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and KISS my cheek
"thank Du ness "

then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for Du " he sagte
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand

and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask Du something about well your eating desicions well if Du hunt hum"
"im coming " noah sagte
"tell ya" jake sagte smugly

be right back
ok i sagte
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed