It will be only these 2article today, because me being sick and all :( :S . I can't really focus for the moment, I'll put 3 Artikel back up when I'm feeling better.I promise :D

Bella's pov

I woke up in bett again, starting to think that it was all dream. That I was still Franco’s prisoner till I saw an IV cable with blood running into my veins. I jumped up on the bed.
“Bella, Bella. It’s okay, your safe, sicher now” I heard Alice sousing me down. I looked around the room and noticed that Jasper walked in looking at me. Alice came sitting Weiter to me and just hold me tight.
“Is it over” I whispered soft
“Franco is death, your safe, sicher now Bella” she sagte with a little joy in her voice.
I just looked at her still not believing what she just said.
“Alice can I have a minute” I heard Edward’s voice soft. My herz just skipped a beat just hearing his voice.
Alice stood up letting me go and walked out of the room. I was still starring right in front of me, not looking where Edward was oder went. I could hear him approaching me.
“Bella” he sagte soft like it was the wind who sagte my name

I gently turned myself towards him and I saw so much pain in his eyes that I started to sob really hard.
“Bella, please don’t cry” I heard him say and he grabbed me tight against his chest.
I pushed him away.
“I’m sorry” I sagte sobbing still hard
“Bella, there’s nothing to apologize for” he sagte sad to me
“Just stop it, I want Du to be mad at me. I hurt Du over and over again, I didn’t trust Du enough to tell Du what’s going on” I yelled at him still sobbing hard
He grabbed me tight against his chest again, but I didn’t wanted him to. So I started pushing him away again but he wouldn’t budge, he didn’t let me go. If I was hurting him he didn’t mention oder showed it.

“I’m sorry, I’m sorry” I kept saying with sobs while struggling to get out of his arms again.
“Bella, stop it. Stop doing this to yourself” he sagte upset
I stopped struggling but I kept sobbing against his chest.
“I don’t want your forgiveness, I will understand if you’ll leave me” I kept saying with sobs.
“Bella, first of all there’s nothing to forgive and I will never leave you, Du are the Liebe of my life, my soul mate and Sekunde I want your forgiveness for what I have done. I ...” he started to say with his sweet and gentle voice, but I interrupted him
“Forgive you” I sagte with a gentle sob looking at him surprised. “what are Du talking about”
“Bella, I wasn’t there for Du when Du needed me the most. I didn’t listen to you, I didn’t trust Du and worse I lied to you” he sagte upset looking at the ground now.

I looked at him and my hands grabbed his face so he would look at me.
“I don’t need to forgive you, because like Du sagte there’s nothing to forgive. My Liebe for Du never changed, for me, Du are still the only person that can make my herz beat” I sagte to him loveable.
He looked at me with his black sweet loveable eyes and just out of the blue he kissed my lips. My hands were still on his face when I kissed him back then we both stopped and just looked at each other.
“I want to Zeigen you, how I’m feeling, but only if Du want me too” I sagte gently still with my hands on his face.
“Show me Bella, I wanna know” he sagte back sweet
I nodded and closed my eyes focussed on my shield and on Edward.
    
I stopped after a while and opened my eyes looking at Edward.
“Oh Bella” he sagte and then just kissed me.
I could feel my herz beating just on the way he kissed me but then I stopped him and pushed him away a little.
“what it is, my love” he sagte worried
“Nothing, just give me some time” I sagte back calm.
“I will give Du all the time Du need” he sagte back sweet and calm too.
He grabbed me tight to his chest and I just stayed there while his hands were around me. For the first time since a while I felt safe, sicher again.