Why? Had she come back to finish destroying what was left of my peace? I could see she was crying, yet I felt no urge to comfort her.
"I just came Von to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to Du first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. oder about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want Du back, I still Liebe you. I see how much I need Du now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want Du though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't Du see how much you're hurting him? I know I Liebe you, but Du chose him, so Du should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and Du apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. Du are too bad for me, and I really don't want Du anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I Liebe you."
"But, I don't Liebe you, not anymore."
She looked down, Mehr tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to wickeln, wickeln sie my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant Mehr to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are Du okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind Lesen thing."
"Mind Lesen thing?.... Oh, Du mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if Du don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if Du can forgive me, I don't like having Du mad at me. I want to tell Du how much Du really mean to me, but I don't want Du to leave, I don't want Du to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even Du I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know Du think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure Du won't really have it until you're a vampire, if Du become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, Du didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. Du on the other hand, Du didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means Mehr to me than Bella did. I think that is Mehr than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, Du should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do Du still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in Liebe with you, and I never want Du to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do Du want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make Du some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since Du make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. Du are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I sagte cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to Du Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I Liebe to shop, maybe I can get Du a present, since I Liebe Du and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for Du too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she sagte jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
"I just came Von to drop off your stuff, I'll leave. But I want to talk to Du first."
I walked backwards onto the porch. I looked over to see Liz's expression. It wasn't happy. She was really mad at something. oder about something.
Bella, followed me onto the porch. I shut the door behind her.
"What,"I asked, placing a mask of no emotion over my face. I didn't want her to see how bad this was.
"I want Du back, I still Liebe you. I see how much I need Du now. How can I have done that to you, choosing Jake..."
She trailed off, waiting for me to answer.
"I'm sorry, I can't do this."
"Can't do what? I know that this is hard, I still want Du though, I will always want you, we were perfect together. How could I not?"
"Bella, your so fickle. Can't Du see how much you're hurting him? I know I Liebe you, but Du chose him, so Du should stick with him, go back, back to that dog and Du apologize. Please don't come back, I just can't take it. Du are too bad for me, and I really don't want Du anymore. Please, just leave."
"But, Edward,...I... I Liebe you."
"But, I don't Liebe you, not anymore."
She looked down, Mehr tears overflowing her eyes. I wanted to wickeln, wickeln sie my arms around her, but there was someone else that meant Mehr to me now.
"Go,"I said.
She stood there, then she slowly walked around me and toward her motorcycle.
"Go, go and never return. GO!"
I closed my eyes and went inside, my eyes pricked, like I would be crying, if I could. That was one of the worst things I've ever done, but I know now that it was for the best. That way I could have Liz.
I looked up at my revelations into the most beautiful eyes in the world.
"Are Du okay?"
"Honestly, I don't think I am. She was my first love, I really want her but, I've found something better. I also need to talk to you."
"About what?"
"About the mind Lesen thing."
"Mind Lesen thing?.... Oh, Du mean that wasn't a dream? That really happened?"
"Yes, that really happened. I understand if Du don't want me anymore, if you're angry I can leave, but I need to know if Du can forgive me, I don't like having Du mad at me. I want to tell Du how much Du really mean to me, but I don't want Du to leave, I don't want Du to hate me...."
She cut me off,"Stop, stop it. I forgive you, it wasn't even Du I was mad at, I was angry at myself. I was only a little bit mad at you. Those thoughts, they are something I've never told anyone, I really didn't want anyone to know that I'm a killer. It was all my fault. I was angry and I just couldn't stop myself, I mean, sure I didn't touch the blade, but I know it was all my fault...."
This time I cut her off.
"It's not your fault. I know Du think it was but it was your power. I mean, sure Du won't really have it until you're a vampire, if Du become a vampire, but still I'm the only true murderer here. I killed people, I did it on purpose, but you, Du didn't even know what was going on. I purposefully chased bad guys down an alley, I made sure they were evil, but I realize now how wrong it was for me to take a human life. Du on the other hand, Du didn't do anything on purpose, people do stupid things when they're angry."
She stared at the floor, silent tears flowing down her cheeks. I felt the urge, once again, to comfort, and so I did. For the first time, I wrapped my arms around her, and I held her close to me, letting her cry herself out. I drug her over to the couch, so she could sit and I sat with her.
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I looked up as the front door opened. I didn't know how long I had been sitting here. Liz had fallen sleep. Her head rested on my lap. I let her there, for who knows how long, just not wanting to disturb her.
"How is everything?"
"Everything is fine. She feels horrible, but I think she is the one, she means Mehr to me than Bella did. I think that is Mehr than I can ask for. And I think she loves me back."
"That's wonderful, but, Du should let her in the bed."
"I don't want to wake her."
"Well it's almost time for sunset, so I'll go make her something to eat."
Liz stirred. She slowly opened her eyes. Then she stretched, sort of like a cat, and sat up.
"Good evening Liz, how was your nap?"
"Great, that felt good, to get everything off my chest."
"So do Du still want me?"
Of course I want you, I think I'm in Liebe with you, and I never want Du to leave me.
She smiled at me. I smiled back.
"What do Du want for dinner?"
"I think I want some spaghetti."
"Great, I'll make Du some."
"No, Edward, I want to make it. It's the least I could do, since Du make Edward happy,"Esme said.
"Thanks,"Liz replied.
Alice came through the door.
"Wow, she has better fashion sense than Bella, at least. Du are so coming shopping with me. We can go to Seattle and Olympia and ...."
"Alice, stop talking,"I sagte cutting her off,"Let Liz be, she had a long day.
"I wasn't talking to Du Edward,"she said, sticking her tongue at me.
I rolled my eyes.
"We can go tomorrow."
"Okay, I Liebe to shop, maybe I can get Du a present, since I Liebe Du and my feelings are returned. Besides. It's our 1 week anniversary tomorrow."
"I'll have one for Du too."
"Spaghettis ready, Liz."
"Okay,"she sagte jumping up.
I watched her leave. Then I grabbed the box and headed upstairs to my room. I was curious as to what Bella brought back.
edwards pov
' rachell u look beautifull i sagte ' then she blushed ' i Liebe u' i sagte scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and sagte 'i Liebe Du two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i sagte i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 Minuten later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and sagte stand over there ok she said.
' rachell u look beautifull i sagte ' then she blushed ' i Liebe u' i sagte scared a little for her reaction she looked at me and sagte 'i Liebe Du two ' ' do u mind missing school today ' sure no prob ' what do u want to do edward ' well i wanna take u to this medow remeber how i sagte i needed to tell u somthing ' yes ' well it is time ' ok ' dont be scared ' ok ' do u trust me ' yes ' ok well lets go 5 Minuten later we r here so i want u to close ur eyes and hop on my bac ok ' ok y ' ull see w.e and she climed on ur eyes closed yes y r u so cold ull figure it out ' ok ' then we were there and i took her off my back and sagte stand over there ok she said.
ok here are 10 reasons to hate him
1. he is rude
2. he dosent know what persanal Weltraum is
3. he makes bella chose
4. he fights dirty
5. he kisses her
6. he feels no shame
7. he breacks her hand (well his face is to hard)
8. he insulets edward
9. he is full of him shelf
10. he imprints on a 2 Minute old
ok 10 reasons to Liebe jacob black
1. he dident leave
2. he is sweet
3. he always runs around half naked
4. he is tall
5. he has a hot bod
6. he trys to protect her
7. he loves her
8. he forgives bella
9. he is hot
10. he is and always was her freind
ok i hate jacob black but i Liebe jacob black tell me what Du think
1. he is rude
2. he dosent know what persanal Weltraum is
3. he makes bella chose
4. he fights dirty
5. he kisses her
6. he feels no shame
7. he breacks her hand (well his face is to hard)
8. he insulets edward
9. he is full of him shelf
10. he imprints on a 2 Minute old
ok 10 reasons to Liebe jacob black
1. he dident leave
2. he is sweet
3. he always runs around half naked
4. he is tall
5. he has a hot bod
6. he trys to protect her
7. he loves her
8. he forgives bella
9. he is hot
10. he is and always was her freind
ok i hate jacob black but i Liebe jacob black tell me what Du think
I promise to remember Bella
Each time I carelessly fall down
And I promise to remember Edward
When ever I'm out of town
I promise to obey traffic laws
For Charlie's sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob
When my herz fills with remorse
I promise to remember Carlisle
When ever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett
Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rosalie
When ever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice
When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Renesmee
When I see that beautiful bronze hair.
And I promise to remember Esme
When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper
Whenever my stomach isn't curled
And I promise to remember the Volturi
When someone speaks of dominating the world
Yes I promise to Liebe Twilight
Wherever I may go
So that all may see my obsession
Because I know what the Twilighters know.
Each time I carelessly fall down
And I promise to remember Edward
When ever I'm out of town
I promise to obey traffic laws
For Charlie's sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob
When my herz fills with remorse
I promise to remember Carlisle
When ever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett
Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rosalie
When ever I see something that holds pure beauty
And I promise to remember Alice
When I'm at a mall and a cute outfit spots me
I promise to remember Renesmee
When I see that beautiful bronze hair.
And I promise to remember Esme
When someone tells me they care
I promise to remember Jasper
Whenever my stomach isn't curled
And I promise to remember the Volturi
When someone speaks of dominating the world
Yes I promise to Liebe Twilight
Wherever I may go
So that all may see my obsession
Because I know what the Twilighters know.
I have all the Twilight books, but I Lost Eclipse and really want to read it. Does anybody know a website Du can read the whole book on? I've been dying to read past the first chapter Du get from New Moon. It sucks I really want to read it, and I can't do that. Please help me with this. From a Fan to a fan. Du know how great the book is so help me, a person who wants to read it. Please just find the website and post it to me. Thank Du so much! I hope Du already know one, oder can easily find one. Thank you!!
Golden brown eyes, like hardened syrup in a pool like shape of a continuance lifetime of some burdened sadness.
Lifeless he is, like a beautiful statue, numb to the world around him.
Only the silent whispers of feeble minds he hears.
The red seductive toxin running through their veins, of which he hungers for… his ‘own personal brand of heroin’.
His thirst for normality is torturous to his eternal, tormented soul.
A secret torture for this masochistic lion,
This old face holds many secrets, some unable to tell but all not forgotten.
Lifeless he is, like a beautiful statue, numb to the world around him.
Only the silent whispers of feeble minds he hears.
The red seductive toxin running through their veins, of which he hungers for… his ‘own personal brand of heroin’.
His thirst for normality is torturous to his eternal, tormented soul.
A secret torture for this masochistic lion,
This old face holds many secrets, some unable to tell but all not forgotten.
Du can read Mehr about the rules and conditiones of the contest in the main website as mention before soo remember act now and who knows mayby it wonnt be your last movie Du do!!
Can anybody say¡¡¡HOLLYWOOD!!!
Good Luck everyone!!