i knows its been like near enough a Jahr since i wrote, so i though i might start up again, got nothing better to do, and just saw the film last night so here goes from the point i left off :)

Carlisle and rose was of in a flash, darting upstairs to get bella the blood we had stored for her, when she turned that was who would of thought we would need it now?
i kept hold of Bella's hand staring into her eyes as she stared back, i was debating, hoping it would work and i could tell she was doing the same thing. but for the wrong reasons.
i could tell Jacob was having a hard time with the way we were communicating he compared it to emily and sam, explained the pain like leah when she see's sam's thoughts about his fiancée.
i ignored the rest, was best give him some privacy wouldn't help if he knew how much i hurt him, if i could avoid it i would but right now bella was the only thing that mattered to me now.
so instead i listened to the thoughts around me, one specially.
"not clear Rosalie" i muttered rolling my eyes as she looked for a cup, i didn't want to make it harder for bella to have to see what she is drinking, let alone think about it.
i could feel everyones eyes on me but i held the brown ones in front of me, as she stared at me, i just shook my head wasn't something i wanted to get into right now.
"this was your idea?" she raised her voice a little, it sounded weak and hoarse as she put effort into it, forgetting jacob could hear just fine without her needing to waist her energy, though jacob liked it he liked how she thought of him as human.
nevertheless he moved closer to her so she wouldn't have to put to much effort into it.
"don't blame me for this one, just your vampire picking snide Kommentare out of my head" he replied.
she smiled a little in return, even the smile looked weak "i didn't expect to see Du again"
"yeah me either" i bit my lip a little trying not to look like i was listening, but the truth was i was worried the way the conversation was going, one of them was bound to get hurt
"Edward told me what Du had to do, im sorry" and she genially was, i remember telling her about it, she was so guilty saying its all her fault that he's Lost his family.
"s'okay, it was probably only a matter of time before i snapped at something sam wanted me to do" he lied smoothly, even i had to give him credit for that
"and seth" she whiskered
"he's actually happy to help" i smiled to myself, seth truly was a great kid and was becoming one of my closest allies, no ally wasn't the right word he was becoming one of my greatest friends.
"i hate causing Du trouble" she whispered once more, emotion pouring into her voice as she really meant what she was saying.
jake just barked a laugh at this.
she sighed a little "i guess that's nothing knew is it?"
"no not really" he told the truth
"you don't have to stay and watch this" she muttered barley getting the words out.
he debated leaving, and i wishehe would not because of the obvious reason, it was Mehr like i didn't want bella to feel Mehr uncomfortable then she will be feeling.
but to my disapointment he desided to stay, he thought he was going to miss the last fithteen Minuten of her life. i cringed.
"i don't really have anywhere else to go" we all could tell he was trying his hardest to keep the emotion out of his voice as best as his could "the wolf thing is a lot less appealing since leah joined up" he half joked.
"leah?" she gasped
"you didn't tell her?" he directed the Frage at me.
i shrugged keeping my eyes on her face now, he sumarised my face and i could see he saw i wasn't that interested, with the events that have been happening it wasn't really something i needed to share with her.
i could see the tension growing on bella's face, unlike the rest of us, she wasn't taking this so lightly.
so this was soemthing i should of told her?
"why?" he voice sounded like a breathe.
"to keep an eye on seth" he told her the minor part of the reason, but i could tell he didn't want to get into the whole getting away from sam thing.
"but leah hates u" she whispered a little louder this time.

and i am going to have to end it there, i have college tomorrow so i need to go dusche and get to bett xD hope Du liked it and i hope it wasn't too short, and i promise i will try and Upload every now and then when i have the time
please Kommentar :D oh might be some spelling mistakes but can't be helped sorry :)