"Sometimes Liebe isn't enough"
Those were the last words I ever heard Jacob Black say. At first, I didn’t care. For three years I didn’t care. I was too dark and thirsty to care about any of my past. I almost forgot some of it. I almost forgot him.
It’s been ten years and those fears of mine came true. The Volturi wanted me to Mitmachen them and I refused. But they didn’t play nice. No, they didn’t, not at all. Instead of letting me walk away, sorry that I had refused their offer, they gave me an ultimatum. Either I joined them oder the Cullen’s died. This time, they didn’t find a way out. This time...I Lost everybody. I was forced to watch as Alice’s body was torn to pieces. I saw Edward’s guilty eyes as he whispered goodbye to me before they murdered him before my eyes. Then Jasper, then Esme, then Carlisise...and last was Rosalie.
“Kill me,” I had been freed after they were murdered. I didn’t run away though. I simply fell to the ground; all the Supernatural strength in the world couldn’t hold me together now. “Please,” I begged the Volturi, “Kill me.”
“Sorry,” Jane walked up to me. “That would spoil everything.”
I was set free and I would have exposed myself and force the Volturi to kill me, but they responded with another threat. “If Du do anything stupid, not only will Du die, but so will everyone Du ever cared about.”
“You already did that.” I had told them.
“We mean Charlie, Renee, and Jacob Black.” Jane smiled at me.
If I thought the heartbreaking pain coursing through my body couldn’t get any worse, I was completely wrong. It felt like somebody was stabbing my herz repeatedly, and crushing my soul with a hammer. This vampire body was not unbreakable Von any means.
As I sat there writhing in emotional pain so strong it was physical, my herz reminded me of someone. Every memory, so perfectly clear, was dancing across my mind. Jacob. I was down at La Push, and Jacob was telling me stories of the cold ones; vampires. Just as soon as that memory coursed through me, I was somewhere else. I was recklessly driving the motorcycle Jacob fixed for me. Then, I was walking with Jacob through the woods, looking for the place Edward had taken in the past. So many...so much...I can’t handle it.
“I do believe our job is finished here.” I heard somebody whisper, but I was too far gone to tell just who it was. It was probably Jane though. She really had it out for me.
48 HOURS LATER
I don’t remember exactly what happened after I slipped away from reality. I don’t remember hallucinating oder replays of old memories. I just remember being alone. Completely and utterly alone. Then I snapped back. I don’t know what brought me back, but when I came to, my thoughts were centered on Jacob.
Numbness took over, and the pain although close, felt so very far away. I knew this numbness could wear off in an instant, but for the time being I didn’t think about that. I focused on the task at hand; finding Jacob Black. I was in Italy, so I needed to get to Forks. After that, I’d make my way to La Push, and...And...And what? What was I going to do?
How was I supposed to go to Billy’s house, ask for Jake...who might be at college oder living somewhere else, and if Von some miracle Jake is there, what do I say? “Jake, I was right. That night before my wedding, I was right. They came. They killed him. They killed all of him.
Jake Du told me that it would be okay. That you’d fix me...are Du still mine?”
Mine. After all this time, I still felt like he was mine. Being with -- no, I couldn’t think his name -- made me forget that, but now that he was gone, it all came rushing back. It seemed inconceivable that Jacob Black didn’t belong to me; soul and body. But I knew, deep down I knew, that Mehr than likely he had already imprinted.
I didn’t know if I could bär that.
I found my way to an airport, took the first flight to the U.S. I could catch and worked my way from there. I wasn’t sure if swimming would have went faster, but it seemed like flying was taking literally forever.
Forever. That word sent me spiraling down. That was the whole point, oder rather most of the point, of me becoming a vampire; so I could spend forever with Edward Cullen and his family. It all seems like such a waste now. If I’d have just left him alone in the beginning. He warned me that I should leave him alone. Why didn’t I? It’s all my fault. And with that thought, the sweet numbness fades away, and I can’t feel pain attacking.
I wrapped my arms around myself, hugging the pain tightly away. It didn’t work.
“Are Du cold, miss? Du look awfully pale. Is there anything I can get you?” I heard the flight attendant speaking to me, but it was nearly impossible to acknowledge her.
“I...I am fine, thank you.”
“Okay. If Du need anything at all, just --”
“I sagte I’m fine.” I hissed.
I’m fine. Just freaking fine, never mind the fact that my herz is bleeding, I’ve been separated from my family and from my soul mate.
As the people on the plane fell asleep, I looked out the window. “Edward,” I whispered, “Why’d Du have to leave me?”
I wondered where he was now. Wherever he was, he was somewhere. Despite everything he may have believed, there is no possible way that Edward could just cease to exist. I refused to believe that.
Don’t worry, I heard his voice whisper in my ear as clearly as if he were sitting right beside me, everything will be okay.
“Edward!” I gasped.
Go find Jacob, his voice whispered firmly.
For a moment, I was thrilled. Then, I remembered, this happened before. Edward wasn’t really talking to me. It was just a delusion.
Those were the last words I ever heard Jacob Black say. At first, I didn’t care. For three years I didn’t care. I was too dark and thirsty to care about any of my past. I almost forgot some of it. I almost forgot him.
It’s been ten years and those fears of mine came true. The Volturi wanted me to Mitmachen them and I refused. But they didn’t play nice. No, they didn’t, not at all. Instead of letting me walk away, sorry that I had refused their offer, they gave me an ultimatum. Either I joined them oder the Cullen’s died. This time, they didn’t find a way out. This time...I Lost everybody. I was forced to watch as Alice’s body was torn to pieces. I saw Edward’s guilty eyes as he whispered goodbye to me before they murdered him before my eyes. Then Jasper, then Esme, then Carlisise...and last was Rosalie.
“Kill me,” I had been freed after they were murdered. I didn’t run away though. I simply fell to the ground; all the Supernatural strength in the world couldn’t hold me together now. “Please,” I begged the Volturi, “Kill me.”
“Sorry,” Jane walked up to me. “That would spoil everything.”
I was set free and I would have exposed myself and force the Volturi to kill me, but they responded with another threat. “If Du do anything stupid, not only will Du die, but so will everyone Du ever cared about.”
“You already did that.” I had told them.
“We mean Charlie, Renee, and Jacob Black.” Jane smiled at me.
If I thought the heartbreaking pain coursing through my body couldn’t get any worse, I was completely wrong. It felt like somebody was stabbing my herz repeatedly, and crushing my soul with a hammer. This vampire body was not unbreakable Von any means.
As I sat there writhing in emotional pain so strong it was physical, my herz reminded me of someone. Every memory, so perfectly clear, was dancing across my mind. Jacob. I was down at La Push, and Jacob was telling me stories of the cold ones; vampires. Just as soon as that memory coursed through me, I was somewhere else. I was recklessly driving the motorcycle Jacob fixed for me. Then, I was walking with Jacob through the woods, looking for the place Edward had taken in the past. So many...so much...I can’t handle it.
“I do believe our job is finished here.” I heard somebody whisper, but I was too far gone to tell just who it was. It was probably Jane though. She really had it out for me.
48 HOURS LATER
I don’t remember exactly what happened after I slipped away from reality. I don’t remember hallucinating oder replays of old memories. I just remember being alone. Completely and utterly alone. Then I snapped back. I don’t know what brought me back, but when I came to, my thoughts were centered on Jacob.
Numbness took over, and the pain although close, felt so very far away. I knew this numbness could wear off in an instant, but for the time being I didn’t think about that. I focused on the task at hand; finding Jacob Black. I was in Italy, so I needed to get to Forks. After that, I’d make my way to La Push, and...And...And what? What was I going to do?
How was I supposed to go to Billy’s house, ask for Jake...who might be at college oder living somewhere else, and if Von some miracle Jake is there, what do I say? “Jake, I was right. That night before my wedding, I was right. They came. They killed him. They killed all of him.
Jake Du told me that it would be okay. That you’d fix me...are Du still mine?”
Mine. After all this time, I still felt like he was mine. Being with -- no, I couldn’t think his name -- made me forget that, but now that he was gone, it all came rushing back. It seemed inconceivable that Jacob Black didn’t belong to me; soul and body. But I knew, deep down I knew, that Mehr than likely he had already imprinted.
I didn’t know if I could bär that.
I found my way to an airport, took the first flight to the U.S. I could catch and worked my way from there. I wasn’t sure if swimming would have went faster, but it seemed like flying was taking literally forever.
Forever. That word sent me spiraling down. That was the whole point, oder rather most of the point, of me becoming a vampire; so I could spend forever with Edward Cullen and his family. It all seems like such a waste now. If I’d have just left him alone in the beginning. He warned me that I should leave him alone. Why didn’t I? It’s all my fault. And with that thought, the sweet numbness fades away, and I can’t feel pain attacking.
I wrapped my arms around myself, hugging the pain tightly away. It didn’t work.
“Are Du cold, miss? Du look awfully pale. Is there anything I can get you?” I heard the flight attendant speaking to me, but it was nearly impossible to acknowledge her.
“I...I am fine, thank you.”
“Okay. If Du need anything at all, just --”
“I sagte I’m fine.” I hissed.
I’m fine. Just freaking fine, never mind the fact that my herz is bleeding, I’ve been separated from my family and from my soul mate.
As the people on the plane fell asleep, I looked out the window. “Edward,” I whispered, “Why’d Du have to leave me?”
I wondered where he was now. Wherever he was, he was somewhere. Despite everything he may have believed, there is no possible way that Edward could just cease to exist. I refused to believe that.
Don’t worry, I heard his voice whisper in my ear as clearly as if he were sitting right beside me, everything will be okay.
“Edward!” I gasped.
Go find Jacob, his voice whispered firmly.
For a moment, I was thrilled. Then, I remembered, this happened before. Edward wasn’t really talking to me. It was just a delusion.
I done me wrong
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If Du done all wrong
Du can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If Du done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
Du can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong Du done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong Du done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
I done all wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite long
I done all wrong
I done me wrong
All the wrong I done
I’m sure to live quite, quite long
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong I done
Will be undone in song
If you’re doing wrong
If Du done all wrong
Du can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite long
If Du done all wrong
You’re doing wrong
Du can rest assure
You’re gonna live quite, quite long
All the wrong Du done
Will be undone in song
All the wrong Du done
Will be undone in song
We’re doing wrong
We all done wrong
If we did no wrong
I’m sure we would be gone
Ah, ah, ah ,ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek Du out
Flay Du alive
One Mehr word and Du won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through Du any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for Du to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for Du to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
I seek Du out
Flay Du alive
One Mehr word and Du won’t survive
And I’m not scared of your stolen power
See right through Du any hour
I won’t soothe your pain
I won’t ease your strain
You’ll be waiting in vain
I got nothing for Du to gain
I’m taking it slow
Feeding my flame
Shuffling the cards of your game
And just in time
In the right place
Suddenly I will play my ace
I won’t soothe your pain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I won’t ease your strain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
You’ll be waiting in vain
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)
I got nothing for Du to gain
Eyes on fire
Your spine is ablaze
Felling any foe with my gaze
And just in time
In the right place
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
Aaaaahhhhh
Felling any foe with my gaze
Aaaaahhhhh
Steadily emerging with grace
When the thorn busch turns white that’s when I’ll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back Home with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As Du watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear Du calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come Home how will I ever leave
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back Home with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As Du watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear Du calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come Home how will I ever leave
They've nominated the flick for 8 of their Razzie awards, which are like the Oscars but for the "worsts" of the year, so they're a little Mehr fun.
Breaking Dawn was nominated for:
•Worst Picture
•Worst Screenplay
•Worst Prequel, Remake, Rip-Off, oder Sequel
•Worst Director
•Worst Screen Ensemble
•Worst Actor: Taylor Lautner
•Worst Actress: Kristen Stewart
•Worst Screen Couple
Do Du think Breaking Dawn deserves the nominations?
Breaking Dawn may have been a smash hit with Twihards all over the world, but the Golden himbeere foundation was impressed for a different reason.
They've nominated the flick for 8 of their Razzie awards, which are like the Oscars but for the "worsts" of the year, so they're a little Mehr fun.
Breaking Dawn was nominated for:
•Worst Picture
•Worst Screenplay
•Worst Prequel, Remake, Rip-Off, oder Sequel
•Worst Director
•Worst Screen Ensemble
•Worst Actor: Taylor Lautner
•Worst Actress: Kristen Stewart
•Worst Screen Couple
Do Du think Breaking Dawn deserves the nominations?
They've nominated the flick for 8 of their Razzie awards, which are like the Oscars but for the "worsts" of the year, so they're a little Mehr fun.
Breaking Dawn was nominated for:
•Worst Picture
•Worst Screenplay
•Worst Prequel, Remake, Rip-Off, oder Sequel
•Worst Director
•Worst Screen Ensemble
•Worst Actor: Taylor Lautner
•Worst Actress: Kristen Stewart
•Worst Screen Couple
Do Du think Breaking Dawn deserves the nominations?
All right guys, as Du all have probably noticed my last chapter was a bit of a dozer, but don't worry my Weiter chapter will be right. And just incase that Du have not figured it out yet. Most was the chapter is correct except for the bit about going into the car. That bit will be coming up in the Weiter chapter. Also don't be afraid to give me any Guter Rat on how I can make my Schreiben Better any critasim is welcome.
On another note this whole story will only be glocke as ok and I will be doing other stories that will be like this one but indifferent povs
SOS
Liebe flynnismine
On another note this whole story will only be glocke as ok and I will be doing other stories that will be like this one but indifferent povs
SOS
Liebe flynnismine