"That doesn't change a thing," I sagte as Jason's strong arms fell Von his side instead of wrapped around me. "Since when do Du follow the rules. Du never listen to your dad oder anyone for that matter."
"But this is different," whispered Jason. "I can't handle seeing Du sent away, Felicia."
"I would rather be sent away than for Du to ignore me!"
"It is for the better," he whispered. He would not meet my eyes and I knew why. He would collapse if he saw even the slightest bit of hurt in my eyes.
I ran away from him and to the safety of my house. I ran and ran as he called my name. Each time my name became softer and softer until the wind dragged it away. It was sweet of him to not want me to go to that awful boarding school, but I don't want to say goodbye.
****
Hannah sat down Weiter to me as she chatted on and on about her datum with this foreign dude she met on the Internet. It is times like these wen I think Hannah isn't my friend at all. She agreed with my dad that I should stop seeing Jason. She sagte that I would be happier now than I would ever have been with a guy who wears leather jackets and rides a motorcycle. My polish life shouldn't be dirtied Von his dangerous lifestyle. He is a bad boy and I am suppose to be a good girl. He would ruin my image.
"Shut up for a Minute and listen, Hannah," I said. "I honestly don't care about Matteo and his fancy suits."
"Ugh," sighed Hannah as she polished her pinky toe pink. "Are Du still upset about Biker Boy? He made his choice."
"He wouldn't have to if everyone stopped butting into my business," I added.
"No one would have to be in your business if Du weren't the president's daughter. Now suck it up! Jason is a horrible kisser anyways."
And with that comment, I sent Hannah out of my room and told the guards to never let her set foot in my house again.
****
"I'm so sorry Felicia," declared Jason. "But is is for the best."
"I hate this," I mumbled as I fumbled with the white dress. "Everything would be okay if Hannah had kept her big mouth shut. Du wouldn't have to go away."
"You would have been sent to that boarding school even if Hannah hadn't sagte a word. He telling the tabloids about her relationship only added feuer to fuel. Your dad would still try to teilt, split us up. Besides, Du hate boarding schools," he said. It was amazing how he knew everything about me. This is why I Liebe him too much to see him leave.
"And Du promise that Du didn't KISS Hannah?" The tabloids had a festival when Hannah told them all about her juicy romance with Jason.
Jason's dad made him choose between the military oder jail because my dad swears Jason stahl, stola something from the White House. Jason didn't. I know for a fact he didn't because the Tag that the crime was reported, Jason was with me. He wasn't suppose to be, but he was. Jason decided the military because he knew there would be Mehr plots and plans to keep us away from each other. Going to jail would mean an even Mehr brutal punishment than just a couple of years. He was dealing with the president in this situation. Anything could happen to him if he is sent to jail. Plus, I would have to go to that horrid boarding school.
"I promise, I have go now, Felicia."
I watched him board the bus where they would be going to their base oder whatever. Jason could get killed out there. This was all my fault. Everything would be find if I was a normal girl. My dad wouldn't be so set on him ruining out image. He wouldn't care that Jason dropped out of school. He would care whether oder not Jason truly loves me and he does. I know he does and he knows I Liebe him.
This could be the last time I see him and before he sits down in a seat, I jump onto the bus and I KISS him. I KISS him so hard that he won't ever forget me. I don't want him to forget us. I receive the same message back from his lips. They tell me no matter how this ends, we will always be together.
"But this is different," whispered Jason. "I can't handle seeing Du sent away, Felicia."
"I would rather be sent away than for Du to ignore me!"
"It is for the better," he whispered. He would not meet my eyes and I knew why. He would collapse if he saw even the slightest bit of hurt in my eyes.
I ran away from him and to the safety of my house. I ran and ran as he called my name. Each time my name became softer and softer until the wind dragged it away. It was sweet of him to not want me to go to that awful boarding school, but I don't want to say goodbye.
****
Hannah sat down Weiter to me as she chatted on and on about her datum with this foreign dude she met on the Internet. It is times like these wen I think Hannah isn't my friend at all. She agreed with my dad that I should stop seeing Jason. She sagte that I would be happier now than I would ever have been with a guy who wears leather jackets and rides a motorcycle. My polish life shouldn't be dirtied Von his dangerous lifestyle. He is a bad boy and I am suppose to be a good girl. He would ruin my image.
"Shut up for a Minute and listen, Hannah," I said. "I honestly don't care about Matteo and his fancy suits."
"Ugh," sighed Hannah as she polished her pinky toe pink. "Are Du still upset about Biker Boy? He made his choice."
"He wouldn't have to if everyone stopped butting into my business," I added.
"No one would have to be in your business if Du weren't the president's daughter. Now suck it up! Jason is a horrible kisser anyways."
And with that comment, I sent Hannah out of my room and told the guards to never let her set foot in my house again.
****
"I'm so sorry Felicia," declared Jason. "But is is for the best."
"I hate this," I mumbled as I fumbled with the white dress. "Everything would be okay if Hannah had kept her big mouth shut. Du wouldn't have to go away."
"You would have been sent to that boarding school even if Hannah hadn't sagte a word. He telling the tabloids about her relationship only added feuer to fuel. Your dad would still try to teilt, split us up. Besides, Du hate boarding schools," he said. It was amazing how he knew everything about me. This is why I Liebe him too much to see him leave.
"And Du promise that Du didn't KISS Hannah?" The tabloids had a festival when Hannah told them all about her juicy romance with Jason.
Jason's dad made him choose between the military oder jail because my dad swears Jason stahl, stola something from the White House. Jason didn't. I know for a fact he didn't because the Tag that the crime was reported, Jason was with me. He wasn't suppose to be, but he was. Jason decided the military because he knew there would be Mehr plots and plans to keep us away from each other. Going to jail would mean an even Mehr brutal punishment than just a couple of years. He was dealing with the president in this situation. Anything could happen to him if he is sent to jail. Plus, I would have to go to that horrid boarding school.
"I promise, I have go now, Felicia."
I watched him board the bus where they would be going to their base oder whatever. Jason could get killed out there. This was all my fault. Everything would be find if I was a normal girl. My dad wouldn't be so set on him ruining out image. He wouldn't care that Jason dropped out of school. He would care whether oder not Jason truly loves me and he does. I know he does and he knows I Liebe him.
This could be the last time I see him and before he sits down in a seat, I jump onto the bus and I KISS him. I KISS him so hard that he won't ever forget me. I don't want him to forget us. I receive the same message back from his lips. They tell me no matter how this ends, we will always be together.
but now its over
and i am not going back
had my herz broken
had my dreams blown away
it only took Du a second
to rearrange my whole day
I use to know you
but now its over
and i see that now
Du blew me away
far from here
and i couldnt make it back
but i bet Du knew that
I use to know
someone like you
he was friendly
but i left him behind
in the rain
in the cold
where i couldnt see him
i hope you're different
it would help
if Du werent exactly like him
nice to know you
but i must go
and protect my soul
how nice of Du to stop by
but please go Home now
I use to know you
but now im long gone
and it feels great'
to leave that burden behind
i wont see Du again
i wont be there when Du fall
just know that i
wont pick Du up again
Thursday
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water oder something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system oder something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if Minuten I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water oder something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system oder something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if Minuten I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
What a change Such a dramatic change
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
oder looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
oder looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
