I just read a Fic made Von iPhyscic about Mike killing himself, so I was in the mood for making a dark one-shot fanfic... Personally, I think I'm getting good at these! Do u think I'm a good writer?
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Anyway, here we go!
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What would happen if I died?:Mikes point of view.
My life is a living nightmare.
No one wants me oder loves me.
All they do is stop and stare and say 'Hey! There's that crazy freak!'
They never appreciate the real me.
They never look past my physcotic appearance..
They never look Into my heart.
I feel neglected..
I feel sad...
I feel depressed..
Only one thing comes to my mind when I wake up every day..
Death..
That's the only way..
The only way I can Make all the pain go away..
The only way to end it all..
Knives are drawn while I am hidden..
I gaze into the silver blade.
It mocks me with it's power of cutting and slicing..
It mocks me with it's power of murder..
Down,Down,Down it goes.
Lower and lower to my awaiting wrists..
I start to pity myself..
Why? Why must my life be a never ending trail of torture, hate, and misunderstandings?
Even if I do die this day..
Even if my dark, juicy, blood drips down my skinny arm and onto the carpet..
What would happen?
Would I be found?
Would people weep?
Would salty tears of sadness drip down the faces of enemies and family?
Would I lay dead 6 feet under?
But, who would care?
Who cares about that freaky kid who has Mehr than one personality?
Who cries tears of depression every night..
Waiting for the Tag that he could start his life all over again?
Who regrets the Tag he was born..
The messer is dropped..
No blood is shed...
Just the power of my thoughts are poured out..
Like an icy waterfall, flowing down a mountain on a chilly winter morning...
The actions of others keep me up..some keep me down...
Just one thing comes to mind...
What would happen if I died?
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Anyway, here we go!
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What would happen if I died?:Mikes point of view.
My life is a living nightmare.
No one wants me oder loves me.
All they do is stop and stare and say 'Hey! There's that crazy freak!'
They never appreciate the real me.
They never look past my physcotic appearance..
They never look Into my heart.
I feel neglected..
I feel sad...
I feel depressed..
Only one thing comes to my mind when I wake up every day..
Death..
That's the only way..
The only way I can Make all the pain go away..
The only way to end it all..
Knives are drawn while I am hidden..
I gaze into the silver blade.
It mocks me with it's power of cutting and slicing..
It mocks me with it's power of murder..
Down,Down,Down it goes.
Lower and lower to my awaiting wrists..
I start to pity myself..
Why? Why must my life be a never ending trail of torture, hate, and misunderstandings?
Even if I do die this day..
Even if my dark, juicy, blood drips down my skinny arm and onto the carpet..
What would happen?
Would I be found?
Would people weep?
Would salty tears of sadness drip down the faces of enemies and family?
Would I lay dead 6 feet under?
But, who would care?
Who cares about that freaky kid who has Mehr than one personality?
Who cries tears of depression every night..
Waiting for the Tag that he could start his life all over again?
Who regrets the Tag he was born..
The messer is dropped..
No blood is shed...
Just the power of my thoughts are poured out..
Like an icy waterfall, flowing down a mountain on a chilly winter morning...
The actions of others keep me up..some keep me down...
Just one thing comes to mind...
What would happen if I died?
nelly:rule 1 each week 1 of the contestents from the cast will get pampered at their fake wedding with their liebesvogel, lovebird yep rule 2 every1 gets a part of a wedding thing and the team that wins will get something speical with their liebesvogel, lovebird rule 3 last of all the thing that u get asigned 2 is going 2 get graded any Frage first wedding is 4 raynie
raynie:yay i'm the 1 person
nelly:lets throw in a suprise oh gordon
raynie:gordon is here?
nelly:yep
raynie:ehhhhhhhh
gordon:raynie is that u?
raynie:u bet its me
kari was snowboarding waiting for everyone else to wake up.
trent:woah gnarly moves.
kari:heheh thanks.
chris had a meghorn:EVERYONE MEET ME IN THE MESS HALL!
kari fell:GAH!
groan
(she rubbbed her head)
in the mess hall:
kari dumped her tray:SOMEDAY BUT NOT TODAY!
trent:you can have my toast kari.
kari smiled at him.
duncan:how can ANYONE eat this slop?!
leshawna:dont know about yall but I aint eating this.
lindsay:me neither.
confessions of kari:
peh todays challange:EATING CHEFS SLOP!
ha!
trent:woah gnarly moves.
kari:heheh thanks.
chris had a meghorn:EVERYONE MEET ME IN THE MESS HALL!
kari fell:GAH!
groan
(she rubbbed her head)
in the mess hall:
kari dumped her tray:SOMEDAY BUT NOT TODAY!
trent:you can have my toast kari.
kari smiled at him.
duncan:how can ANYONE eat this slop?!
leshawna:dont know about yall but I aint eating this.
lindsay:me neither.
confessions of kari:
peh todays challange:EATING CHEFS SLOP!
ha!
chris:last time on tdd..
sadie got voted off!
rayentte was listening to music.
gordon:hey watcha listin to?
raynette showed him.
gordon:I Liebe this song!
rayntte:so do I.
(they both smiled and inched closer and kissed)
trent was massing karis shoulders.
confessions of trent:
on a scale of 1 to 10.. the chick is a 20!
smart,cool,hot,pretty and indpendant, I think I am in love..
(he Liebe sighed)
rayennte and gordon were holding hands.
lindsay:aww...
they are so hooked up!
trent:lindsay they were already hooked up.
lindsay:ohh..
kari:nice rayntte.
(they high fived)
sadie got voted off!
rayentte was listening to music.
gordon:hey watcha listin to?
raynette showed him.
gordon:I Liebe this song!
rayntte:so do I.
(they both smiled and inched closer and kissed)
trent was massing karis shoulders.
confessions of trent:
on a scale of 1 to 10.. the chick is a 20!
smart,cool,hot,pretty and indpendant, I think I am in love..
(he Liebe sighed)
rayennte and gordon were holding hands.
lindsay:aww...
they are so hooked up!
trent:lindsay they were already hooked up.
lindsay:ohh..
kari:nice rayntte.
(they high fived)