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amzel said:
uhm , okay i guess , well i am currently Lesen this new series with is frustrating becuase it is so god damn bi polar , i want to kill my self , my sister just got excepted into this school for optometry , which is cool and every thing , except for the fact that both my parents are dead and she takes care of me , so it is either aunt lydia oder foster care . so thats going on , and then im also currently failing half of my classes , because i was in the hospital recently for a attempt of suicide , i like pie , i hate cake , cake is just too , dry for my taste , i want to kill my self , my grandma is in the united states doing this retirement thing , where she gets to stay there for 5 years for free , oder something , i dont remember i fell asleep half way through her explanation , my mothers Tag was like every other one since i was 5 , i was alone at my house , while my sister went out with her boyfriend , and of course I had too cook abendessen , like every night , my dog currently passed away last Monat , which was sad , his name was chuck , for chuck norris , i felt like he needed a bad arsch name , its lyke 100000 degrees outside , which is horrible because i hate it when its hot like , ever , even though i Liebe Texas , but mainly because my best friend , my only friend , lives there . my Favorit color is smaragd , because that was the color of my baby brothers eyes before her passed away , i hate it when my OTPs never become kanone , its just horrible , but then i Liebe it when they do , it is the most amazing thing ever , in the world , i currently enrolled in this program for the " un happy teens of our country" oder whatever the lady sagte , everyone thinks its the best choice for me , but i think its just a total waste of time , i Liebe Bücher , even maybe Mehr then i would like to admit , im a horrible artist , never ask me to draw Du something , it will never come out good . there is this girl at my school who likes too be a horrible human being , and does all these nasty things , which is really just sad . im starving , i havnt eaten in a long time , i used to have this eating disorder , where i wouldnt eat at all , and then when i did i would throw it up , which i think was called binge eating oder something , what not . i was 4 ' 5 and 67 pounds , i finally went to the doctor after my sister found me passed out on the floor in my room . i have a little bit of school left , and then im going to summer school , to get the rest of my credits for school , ugh , stupid education system . i am teaching my self latin , because i really want to get into this program that studies greek culture and mythology , but my sister thinks its silly and says i need to make money a real way , but i want to do it reallly bad . i guess shes right , i mean i have to think about others too , i guess that was pretty self fisch of me to want that . I am moving in the summer , finally , i hate my house , it just has too many memories that arnt that good ©
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