*takes long sip of water and turns to computer* hmmm well its confusing to be me like im stressn all the time...too much is expected from me but thats just the sucky part of being me..the aweome part of being me is that im black WAHOO and that i can stand up for myseld and that i try to find humor in everything ...why? Du wanna play the Bee??
Well, I'm poor-ish and get bad grades. People make fun of me and constantly call me an "emo whore" with "implanted breasts" (Fucking asshats). I'm excluded for not wearing tons of makeup, not playing sports, not adoring Glee, and being bisexual. I'm chubby and have no common interests with anyone at school oder outside of school except for my small kreis of friends, 89% not liking Anime and manga.
hell. i worry to much of what others think of me i worry about my appearance. i worry too much. i bottle things up and i know one Tag im gunna explode..so it's hard to be me. really hard:/ i feel neglected. like everyone leaves me be when i want attention. like no one will ever Liebe me. like ill always be alone.
My life has been hell.I don't have Friends I cut myself I drww dead people I can't find ture Liebe I can be Friends with any one on Fanpop because I don't know how to talk to people without them reporting me..so yeah I hate myself and I hope I die
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Im sick and tired of the Emo self-pitty talk T_T JUST CHEER UP ALREADY
@InvaderStickly: F*ck up, Du can't expect people to immediately be happy. I cut myself and I F*cken hate when people give me attention and shyt. I hate when people tell me what to do therefore, I hate when people 'pity' me. Grow up, Du don't get what it's like.
My life is nothing of excitment except for maybe the fact that I work at a bar because I need the money and am called a "slut", told "you deserve to end up dead oder with a major disease. I miss my family like crazy because I moved awau from Home not long after I graduated and now I see my family rarely.
People get upset when they're not the 'Family Favourite' oder whatever. The hell? I know Du probably feel neglected but still, there's one in every family and I'm sorry if it's not you.
I'm not going to say anything about my life cuz it's no ones business but I just spend all Tag in my room and argue with my mum during the useless 5 Minuten of driving to school.
Long story short: Life's never perfect. Stop whining about small things cuz I'd Liebe a normal life.
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nobody has a normal life rembr Du never know what goes on behind everyones closed door
as all people I have a good and bad side to my life, I have my joyous occasions and times of my life when I just wanna die. but no matter what happens I've learnt that enjoying those few little happinesses in life is all Du need such as:
- Du have parents (even if Du don't get along with them atleast their there some people don't even have that) - Du have a life ( your a living breathing person Du not dead) - Friends ( it's not about how many Du have but the amount of Liebe they give you - someone is always watching Du ( whether God, Allah oder a sprit etc...)
these reminders keeps a smile on my face
To the outside world I'm a happy vibrant very LOUD kind of a girl but to me I'm ..............................................
Well, it's hard. I have a lot to deal with. Bullies and bitches do their best to hurt me, though I've got used to it. They're not worth my tears. It can be hilairious, on Saturdays I'm surrounded Von some of my favourite people. I go to my theatre school and do what I Liebe with some of the greatest friends, then I get Home and I always have my beloved relatives round. My family are legends. It can be frustrating, fun, crazy oder wild. It can be lonely, sad, funny oder stupid. But whatever is happening, I'm always being me, and I will always be me, and no one will change what I am.
i know everyone expects me to say "AWESOME™" but im not cause....it kinda sux sure it would be great to be me...i have a great life but at the same time screwed up.....i hear voices in my head, i have thoughts of ways to torture ppl i like, not to mention the horrible dreams of my Friends dying every night...soooo yeah not too good
Gather every bit of patience your mind can produce, hold on to every person in your original life who possesses strong intelligence so Du can take them with you, and (optional for you) grab a notebook and pen. Plus, learn some yoga.
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