This is a little poem I wrote. I wrote it from my heart, mind, body, and soul. I hope Du like it. Kommentar if Du can. :)
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I’m supposed to be happy.

I’m supposed to smile.

I’m supposed to laugh.

Yet, I can’t.

I can’t forget that he’s not here.

I can’t forget that he never was.

I can’t forget that he didn’t care.

Du were supposed to be a father to me.

Du were supposed to Liebe me.

Du were supposed to care.

Yet, Du didn’t.

Forgive me if I don’t understand.

I thought father’s were supposed to Liebe their little girls.

I thought they were supposed to be the dad that beat up their boyfriends.

I thought that I would have a father that loved me.


But, I don’t.

He doesn’t care.

He never will.


I’ve learned to forget him.

He’s no father to me.

He never was.


I’m happy now.

I can laugh and smile.

Even without you.

Dad.

There's a breathless hush in the Close to-night --
Ten to make and the match to win --
A bumping pitch and a blinding light,
An Stunde to play and the last man in.
And it's not for the sake of a ribboned coat,
oder the selfish hope of a season's fame,
But his Captain's hand on his shoulder smote
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

The sand of the desert is sodden red, --
Red with the wreck of a square that broke; --
The Gatling's jammed and the colonel dead,
And the regiment blind with dust and smoke.
The river of death has brimmed his banks,
And England's far, and Honour a name,
But the voice of schoolboy rallies the ranks,
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

This is the word that Jahr Von year
While in her place the School is set
Every one of her sons must hear,
And none that hears it dare forget.
This they all with a joyful mind
bär through life like a torch in flame,
And falling fling to the host behind --
"Play up! play up! and play the game!"

If someone told you...
Life's like a rollercoaster,
Don't waste the ride.
Live it up all the way,
because today's your last day
What would Du do?

Would Du cry a little, scream a little, think it's all pretend.
oder go into silence until the very end...
Would Du Liebe the ones Du hate the most oder be the person Du hide?
Would Du pretend that you're ok but really scream inside?

Would Du try and keep the sun from setting as your last Tag ends?
Knowing you'll never see it rise...
Tomorrow I'll be somewhere else Du say as Du close your eyes.

When Du stare into my eyes
What do Du see?

I know I see a scared girl,
Who wants to break out of her shell
and Zeigen the world who she really is.

She feels abandoned and alone
even with Friends and family around her.
She has been used and she was choking on the promise she would never fall again.

She's the girl people see
Laughing and smiling on the outside
is actually Crying and Hurting inside.

People misunderstands her,
They judge and tease but she puts up a shield.
She is sweet and sensitive but they don't care
They're cruel as the world we live in.

Do Du see that in my eyes?
Do Du see me?

It's amazing what Du can hide
Just Von putting on a smile.

All My Fault

Von Cody Herman

feuer courses through my body

Rage I never knew existed

I stumble around dizzily

I know I shouldn't have insisted

We were laughing together

The Tag started out great

We could have lasted forever

oder maybe it was just fate

Deep inside my heart

I know that I was wrong

We shouldn't have part

Just when we got along

So where does the blame go?

Is it to me oder to you?

How could I have stooped so low?

When was it I withdrew?

The blame is on me

The troubles are mine

To the air I plea

I knew it wasn't time

It could have worked out

We would have been fine

It would have been without

All because of the Liebe line

As Du go turn out your light
The shadows come out into your eyesight
Lurking around in each corner waiting to be found
Waiting quietly trying not to make a sound
They appear in every form
The scariest ones are in a lightning storm
Some look like witches some look like goblins
They scare Du Von coming into your dreams
As light tries hard to come into the seams
To help Du out with no prevail
Their tries are effortless like a ship without a sail
As the shadows lurk in and the light tiptoes out
Du twist and turn making want to shout
So if you're weak and not strong at all
And these unreal ghouls make your skin crawl
Try getting a night light

This valentine ill try something new,
a very SPECIAL recipe invented just for you,

a touch of pain in a little glass flask,
with a little bit of hatred if Du might ask,

shake the mixture with a bit of your krokodil tears,
and dont forget your fake smiles tht fooled me for years,

CHOP my letters and burn my picture,
now heat this at about 30 degree celceius

now add the grief the Tag u left me in tears,
then heat in that lonely bitter mixture with how i barely slept tht day,

now let's get to the topping that's my Favorit part,
ADD what's left from my stabbed,crushed heart....