Ahhh it's been soooo long. Tbh I actually forgot about this site for many many years until just recently when I remembered my Passwort lol. Can't believe I've used this site since 2010 - I'm now 16 and wow it really has been a while.
For the past few weeks I've been listening to my old covers on my MsIkarishipper channel and I realized that I missed everything. The covers, the "fame", getting to work with other bronies and doing collaborations. I can't exactly say that I left the fandom - well I'm still on this spot LOL - but it came to my attention that all this attention I was getting when I was only 12 while starting my channel was a little suspicious. It dawned me that I was only somewhat well known because I was a young girl in a fandom full of men - where the minority were women. And it still creeps me out to this Tag that I was getting praised and literally getting marriage proposals - serious oder not - from people who didn't even know me. It was pretty dangerous being a young girl on the Internet but I handled it well. I was smart. I took the opportunities that were gegeben to me - being in BogyleBronies for some time, doing collaborations, and helping VA ponies for animations. I miss all of that, tbh even though I'm sort of complaining lol? Sad to say that I actually haven't been catching up with My Little pony - my interest in it faded after middle school had ended but I watched Equestria Girls: regenbogen Rocks two weeks Vor and I FUCKIN FELL IN LOVE. Goddamn The Dazzlings are so fuckin great I Liebe their songs so much I'm so obsessed I literally want to learn their harmonies and cover their songs but IT'S SO HARD FOR ONE PERSON TO LEARN HARMONIES FOR A MEZZO SOPRANO, SOPRANO, AND AN ALTO ESPECIALLY BC I'M A SOPRANO. But I'll still do it lol.
Point of all this, I guess: I missed this.
For the past few weeks I've been listening to my old covers on my MsIkarishipper channel and I realized that I missed everything. The covers, the "fame", getting to work with other bronies and doing collaborations. I can't exactly say that I left the fandom - well I'm still on this spot LOL - but it came to my attention that all this attention I was getting when I was only 12 while starting my channel was a little suspicious. It dawned me that I was only somewhat well known because I was a young girl in a fandom full of men - where the minority were women. And it still creeps me out to this Tag that I was getting praised and literally getting marriage proposals - serious oder not - from people who didn't even know me. It was pretty dangerous being a young girl on the Internet but I handled it well. I was smart. I took the opportunities that were gegeben to me - being in BogyleBronies for some time, doing collaborations, and helping VA ponies for animations. I miss all of that, tbh even though I'm sort of complaining lol? Sad to say that I actually haven't been catching up with My Little pony - my interest in it faded after middle school had ended but I watched Equestria Girls: regenbogen Rocks two weeks Vor and I FUCKIN FELL IN LOVE. Goddamn The Dazzlings are so fuckin great I Liebe their songs so much I'm so obsessed I literally want to learn their harmonies and cover their songs but IT'S SO HARD FOR ONE PERSON TO LEARN HARMONIES FOR A MEZZO SOPRANO, SOPRANO, AND AN ALTO ESPECIALLY BC I'M A SOPRANO. But I'll still do it lol.
Point of all this, I guess: I missed this.
i walk over to the mirror in the room. i stare at it. i see a light gray pony with brown hair in the mirror. i slowly Bewegen my hand and discover that pony.....is me. i scream at the oben, nach oben of my lounges. then a yellow pony with rosa hair enters the room. she asks in a frantic but suprisingly soft tone " oh goodness are Du allright?" i respond as would anyone would and scream more. eventually she calms me down and explains who she is and everything. " so let me get this straight. Du found me in the middle of a forest passed out and im in a world of talking ponies?" she says " uhm yes..." i think to myself that im in my show. and that i should find twilight sparkle. the pony introduces herself as fluttershy. shes a verry kind pony. she then brings me to town and introduces me to everypony. we all sit down and discuss what happened. we form a plan....