Okay, I know the Titel sounds cheesy, but I'm about to get real serious in a second, so... Yeah.
Anyways, I'm about to say something I've never told anyone before. I hate my life. I'm depressed most of the time and have thoughts of suicide frequently. No joke. Today was one of the worse days. Let me just say I almost got expelled from school, and then after I found out I'm not expelled, about 15 Minuten later, I find out that I may oder may not have Aspergers Syndrome (Long story). So yeah, I've been pretty depressed. I was seriouslly considering suicide. AGAIN. Only this time, I couldn't think of any reason not to do it. My Friends had let me down, they were partially responsible for my near expulsion, and they hadn't cared. I thought nobody cared about me, not even my family. Then I reallized, there were people who cared about me, at least a little. Du guys. Du guys don't need to pay attention to me, Du could have ignored me, let me just give up. But no, Du excepted me, Du were friendly with me, and now I can honestly say some of Du are some of my best friends. I chose to keep on living because of you. If it wasn't for Du guys, I probably would've slit my wrists as soon as I got home, and it would've been the biggest mistake of my life. I know Du all probably don't care much about my personal life, but I just wanted to say, thank Du all. Thank Du for unknowingly stopping me from ending my life. Just... Thanks...
Anyways, I'm about to say something I've never told anyone before. I hate my life. I'm depressed most of the time and have thoughts of suicide frequently. No joke. Today was one of the worse days. Let me just say I almost got expelled from school, and then after I found out I'm not expelled, about 15 Minuten later, I find out that I may oder may not have Aspergers Syndrome (Long story). So yeah, I've been pretty depressed. I was seriouslly considering suicide. AGAIN. Only this time, I couldn't think of any reason not to do it. My Friends had let me down, they were partially responsible for my near expulsion, and they hadn't cared. I thought nobody cared about me, not even my family. Then I reallized, there were people who cared about me, at least a little. Du guys. Du guys don't need to pay attention to me, Du could have ignored me, let me just give up. But no, Du excepted me, Du were friendly with me, and now I can honestly say some of Du are some of my best friends. I chose to keep on living because of you. If it wasn't for Du guys, I probably would've slit my wrists as soon as I got home, and it would've been the biggest mistake of my life. I know Du all probably don't care much about my personal life, but I just wanted to say, thank Du all. Thank Du for unknowingly stopping me from ending my life. Just... Thanks...
