Special is a... well, special word. Special is meaning important, extraordinary. I find it very much beautiful how most of Du treat each other, and almost just as much as Michael, Du inspire me with that love. Most of Du all treat each other with so much Liebe and seem always there when the other needs a shoulder to cry on (even if Du don't meet in life outside). What makes it beautiful on this very spot is that love, and I can't explain how lovely it is to be apart of it. We've had our ups and downs here, just like regular family. Especially me! But Michael... his beautiful presence made us into a Sekunde family, this is like a Sekunde family to me and hopefully to Mehr Fans as well.
Now as I've pointed out, most of Du treat each other so beautifully, and that's how Michael always adored it. When I look onto a Foto of Michael, and see some comments; of course, I'm going to at least skim through them. And certain Kommentare do tear me up a bit, because it's so filled with love. If Michael read these words, I know he would do the very same action.
Same with the words sagte about Michael here, Du say he's an amazing inspiration, a great king, an uplifting humanatarian. It's all true. It's beautiful what's written.
Du all are special on here, and I never wanted to leave on that time period. There was something sagte about me, something that sort of hurt - they were glad I left. I won't say names though, but I just didn't get it. Did I really do something wrong? Even though that hurt, I still wanted to stay, because those words make me happy and inspired.
I don't want anything to change here, except for increasing with the Liebe (if that's possible. Haha.) Though there really is one thing that I find needs Mehr work, and that is Mehr respect for Lisa. I'm not exactly asking for "Lisa Love", but just respect. I don't want to see anything terrible about her, because Du know I do defend her. But I know none of Du mean any harm, and I Liebe Du for that.