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posted by bigmanguy
It usually takes me a couple of years to complete an album because I'm such a perfectionist; so Frank thinks I should start working on it as soon as possible. He agreed that I should have from October to January off because I've been working so much lately and I feel bad because I haven't been able to spend a whole lot of time with Christian.

Today's the first Tag of my vacation and it's going to take me a while to get back into the routine of taking care of Christian completely on my own every day. I woke up around 9 o'clock in the morning because I knew Christian would be awake any Minute now. I walked into the room just as he was opening his eyes and sagte "good morning buddy!" I think he was surprised that I was there because he asked "you're not going to work daddy?" I sagte "not for three months."

I picked him up and brought him downstairs. I put him down on the ground and noticed something taped to the refrigerator. I put the milch on the counter and grabbed the piece of paper off of the fridge to see what it was. I knelt down Weiter to Christian and asked "what's this?" He sagte "those are my stickers to Zeigen Du how many times I used the potty daddy. The red stars are the accidents and the yellow stars are the good ones." I asked "how come Du haven't showed me this before buddy?" He sagte "I want to; but Du are tired." I felt really guilty as I looked down at him and I sagte "I don't want Du to ever feel like Du can't Zeigen me something just because I've had a long Tag at work buddy! I don't care how tired I am; Du can spend time with me."

I looked at the piece of paper and noticed that there were significantly Mehr yellow stars with about 10 red stars scattered throughout the page. I sagte "it's definitely getting better. I wish some of those red stars weren't there; but it's getting better! We'll work on it while I'm on vacation. You're still having quite a bit of accidents huh buddy?" He sagte "yeah; I'm sorry daddy" and started crying.

I picked him up and sagte "it's okay Christian; why are Du so upset? It's no big deal; Du know I don't care about that stuff!" He sagte "but daddy; I don't want Du to be mad! I want to make Du happy! I didn't do good!" I don't have any idea why Christian is so critical of himself; but it makes me feel horrible!" I grabbed the piece of paper and asked "do Du see this? This is so good Christian! Why would Du think that I would be mad at you? I'm happy buddy; trust me! We just need to work on it a little bit Mehr until there's no red stars!" He sagte "you're supposed to be mad at me; aren't you?" I sagte "of course not" and hugged him as tight as I possibly could!

***

I'm a daddy on a mission this week and my mission is to hopefully complete this potty training thing with Christian. He is almost completely trained and I can't wait to put this thing behind us because I'm running out of carpet cleaner.

Christian came downstairs after waking up this morning and walked up to me as I stood at the counter drinking my coffee. I knelt down and gave him a hug as I sagte "good morning buddy; did Du sleep well?" He shook his head yes and I asked "did Du already use the bathroom?" He sagte "yup" and was about to sit at the tabelle when I sagte "I'm making breakfast sandwiches instead of just cereal; so when they're finished cooking I will bring one in to Du and the two of us can eat in the living room while we watch cartoons."

After the egg and cheese breakfast sandwiches were finished cooking, I came into the living room with them on a plate. I sat down Weiter to Christian on the couch and passed Christian his sandwich. I definitely think Christian likes the idea of having me Home for three months because I think he was getting sick of eating cereal every morning.

Christian had ketchup on his face; so I leaned over to wash it with a napkin and that's when I realized the couch was soaking wet. I looked at Christian and he sagte "I think I need to go potty daddy." I rolled my eyes and sagte "I think Du already did." I joked "why did Du have to pee on my couch?" I think Christian thought I was mad because he burst out crying.

After cleaning him and the couch up, he was still crying and I asked "what's wrong Christian?" He sagte in between sobs "I made Du mad!!!" I picked him up and sagte "I'm not mad at Du at all Christian; daddy was joking!" He insisted "you're supposed to be mad at me daddy!" I hugged him and sagte "no I'm not supposed to be mad at you! Do I look mad?" He sagte "no; but why aren't Du mad at me?" I sagte "because I would never get mad at Du for anything! I might get disappointed in Du sometimes; but I'll never be mad at you! I thought Du went to the bathroom already though." He sagte "I was going to when I came down here; but then Du sagte that I could watch Cartoons and I kind of forgot." I sagte "well; I'm not too happy that Du lied to me Christian. It would've been better if Du just sagte Du had to go. It would've taken just a few Minuten and then Du could have come in here to watch cartoons. Doesn't that make a lot Mehr sense than going through all of this?" I think he started to get what I was saying because he gave me a hug and a kiss.

***

I excitedly shouted "high five Christian!" He looked at the chart taped to the fridge and gave me a high-five. I sagte "I think it's pretty safe, sicher to say that Du are officially potty trained now buddy! Du haven't had an accident in a week; not even at night and that shocks me. I'm so proud of Du buddy!" He jumped into my arms and was way Mehr concerned about the bag of Süßigkeiten on the counter than what I had to say.

I passed him some M&Ms and we went into the living room to play with his toys. I usually keep the TV on and a Halloween commercial came on. I wasn't surprised that they were using "Thriller" as the Musik on the advertisement because that song has become sort of a Halloween tradition. Christian looked up at the TV and I asked "would Du like to go trick-or-treating this Jahr like the kids on TV?" He sagte "get Süßigkeiten daddy!" I chuckled and sagte "yeah; people will give Du candy!" He sagte "okay" and I was kind of regretting bringing up the idea of trick-or-treating because I just realized that I have no choice other than to disassociate myself from the Jehovah's Witness religion. Sometimes I wish the rules weren't so strict because I want Christian to experience holidays just like any other child. I hope mother won't be too mad at me!

***

Yesterday my paperwork was approved and I've been officially disassociated from the Jehovah's Witness religion. My mother's on the way over and I don't know how she's going to take the news. The worst part is that Christian is taking a nap; so I can't use his cuteness as a distraction from our conversation.

Once she arrived, the two of us sat down in the living room and she asked "what did Du want to talk about Michael?" I asked "can I ask Du a hypothetical question?" She sagte "yeah; I guess." I asked "what would Du think if I told Du that I disassociated myself from the Jehovah Witnesses?" She sat there silently for a few Minuten and then she asked "this isn't a hypothetical question; is it Michael?" I let out a deep sigh and sagte "no; it's not mother." She looked up at me and whispered "why?" I sagte "I'm not trying to hurt Du mother because I know how important me being a Jehovah's Witness is to you; but I want Christian to experience the things that I never got to growing up!" She sagte "Michael; you're my only good son! I Liebe my children equally of course; but you're the only one that ever listens to me anymore! All the others got sucked into the world of greed and I think any hope of getting them back is long gone now! I understand why Du did what Du did and I accept it; but Du should know that I'll never agree with it!"

She got off of the couch and walked into the kitchen. I followed after her as she opened the front door and I shouted "mother; wait! I'm not trying to hurt you!" She didn't seem mad at me which was a good thing I guess; but I think it definitely saddens her to have me abandon one of the things that the two of us shared over the years.

I ran upstairs to my room and sat on my bett as I started to cry. I always try to make others happy instead of myself and I felt like I had to choose between Christian and my mother. I could either make my mother happy Von practicing that religion oder make my son happy Von letting him experience things like Halloween, Christmas, and Thanksgiving. Part of being a father is putting my son first before anyone else. I'm hoping all this will pay off in the end because right now I feel like the world's worst son.

Suddenly, I noticed Christian climbing onto my bett and he asked "why Du cry daddy?" I tried my best to dry my tears before he saw me crying; but it was already too late for that. I sagte "I'm just a little said; that's all." He sagte "you need a hug daddy" and wrapped his arms around me. I smiled and sagte "thank you; I think that's exactly what I needed buddy." He sagte "don't cry anymore!" I chuckled and sagte "okay; I won't!"

***

Christians surprised me when he sagte he didn't want to be Mickey maus for his first Halloween and I'm starting to think that he just wants the Süßigkeiten Mehr than the whole experience of trick-or-treating. I think he finally settled on being a doctor after changing his mind over and over again. I hope he's okay with that because I just bought the costume and I have a feeling he's going to look so adorable. I got the costume just in time because Halloween is today. I came up with the idea of buying myself a costume as a disguise; so I can go trick-or-treating without a giant mob of Fans knowing that I'm even near them.

I was in the living room opening up the costumes when Christian came in and noticed them. He asked "is that my doctor costume?" I sagte "it sure is buddy!" He asked "what are Du going to be daddy?" I sagte "I'm going to be Spiderman because that's the only thing with a mask that will cover my whole head." I helped him put his costume on and he looked so cute. The white jacke was way too big for him and his hands pretty much got Lost inside the sleeves. I think his Favorit part of the costume was the stethoscope and I think he thought it was real because he kept trying to check my herz beat.

After I got my costume on, we went outside and Tim dropped us off in the middle of town. I told him to pick us up in about 45 Minuten because I figure any longer would be too long for Christian; since he just turned three a few weeks ago.

Christian was having a blast knocking on the doors. I was always trying to get him to ask for the candy; but he's way too shy for that. He didn't even really want to take the Süßigkeiten because he was too afraid. He would only take it if I took it from the bowl first and he took him from me.

I looked down at my watch and realized that Tim would be looking for us in a few minutes; so I sagte "this is going to be the last house Christian because we have to go home." We walked up to the door with Christian holding my hand and the doorknob turned. The door swung open and a teenager wearing a wolf mask with a flannel hemd, shirt growled at Christian.

Christian immediately freaked out and started hysterically crying as he clung to my arm. I picked him up and looked at this teenage boy as I asked with an irritated tone "seriously? That was so immature of Du to scare a three-year-old! I'm glad Du think that's so funny dude because I don't at all!"

I carried Christian off of the property and back to the SUV where Tim was. I climbed into the car with him on my lap as he continued to cry. I sagte "it's okay buddy; I know that boy was mean! He sagte "daddy; we go home!" I sagte "yup; we're going Home right now!" He seemed all shaken up because of what had just happened; so I excitedly asked "do Du want me to make Schokolade chip pfannkuchen for dinner?" His eyes widened and I chuckled as I sagte "I thought Du would like the sound of that!"

Von the time we got back to the ranch, it was almost 7 o'clock at night and we usually eat abendessen at 5; so I wasn't surprised to see that Christian was getting tired. He was practically falling asleep at the tabelle while he was eating his pancakes. I sat down Weiter to him and fed him bites from his plate as he struggled to keep his eyes open.

After he had eaten most of the Essen I picked him up and whispered "are Du ready to go night – night Christian?" I patted his back as I carried him upstairs and got him ready for bed. I brought him into his room and put him under the covers. I thought he was almost asleep at this point; but when I leaned in to give him a kiss, his eyes shot open and he asked "are Du eating my Süßigkeiten daddy? Du smell like skittles!" I sagte with a guilty grin on my face "maybe!" He sagte "you are; I can see the red on your teeth and your tongue is purple!" I giggled and sagte "alright; Du caught me! There's plenty Mehr left; so I snuck a couple pieces!" He lightly pecked my lips and sagte "don't eat all of my Süßigkeiten daddy!" I chuckled as I shut off the light and turned the TV on. Christian sagte "I Liebe Du Mehr daddy!" I laughed as I sagte "hey; I'm supposed to say that! I Liebe Du Mehr Christian!"

***

It was weird being able to celebrate Halloween because I've never been allowed celebrate it before and now I have to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving because that's right around the corner. My mother still won't talk to me ever since she found out that I left the Jehovah's Witness religion and I don't know if she's mad at me oder not. I wish I could convince her to leave the religion as well; because I want her to be able to be a part of all these new experiences with us.

I was sitting at the küche tabelle waiting for Christian to wake up and there was a knock at the door. I got up to answer it and my manager Frank was standing there. I invited him inside and he sagte "I just wanted to stop in and see how you're doing; and I haven't seen Du in about a month. How are Du enjoying your vacation?" I sagte "I finally disassociated myself from the Jehovah's Witnesses and now I'm just trying to figure out how to celebrate Thanksgiving. I'm thinking I should invite as many people as possible over to the house for Thanksgiving." He sagte "I'll definitely come Michael! I usually celebrate Thanksgiving with my family; but if Du want me to I can come!" I sagte "only if Du want to Frank and if it's okay with your family. I really think Du should celebrate with them instead Frank because they are your family; not me and Christian!" He sagte "I consider Du part of my family Michael; Du know that!" I sagte "yeah; but Du don't feel the same way about Christian!" He sagte "I'll be the first to admit that I wasn't too keen on the idea of Du becoming a father; but I'm slowly getting used to it as time passes." I sagte "Christian is going to wake up soon; so Du should probably go. Feel free to stop Von on Thanksgiving Tag for a couple of hours; but Du really should spend it with your family Frank!" He patted my shoulder and sagte "will do for sure!" He shut the door behind him and I walked upstairs to check on Christian to see if he was awake yet.

I walked into his room and he was once again hanging off the side of the bed. I ran to catch him before he fell off the bett and smacked his head on the floor. I picked him up and sagte "good morning Christian." He opened his eyes and rubbed them as he sagte "good morning daddy." I sagte "I'm going to make Du some breakfast and while Du eat, I'm going to make some phone calls to invite your aunts and uncles to come over on Thanksgiving."

I went downstairs and made Christian some oatmeal for breakfast. Afterwards, I went into the living room and started to call each one of my siblings. Surprisingly, all of them agreed to come over and I'm hoping it's not because my brothers want to ask me for money to pay for another one of their "get rich quick" schemes. I really hope I don't regret inviting them because it usually doesn't end very well for me!

***

My alarm clock started beeping and I opened my eyes just as the sun started to come up. I got ready for the Tag and went downstairs to make myself a cup of coffee. I went to the pantry and grabbed a bunch of different Essen to start preparing for our Thanksgiving meal this afternoon. I am a pretty good cook; but I've never tried to make some of these foods before and I hope I don't screw it up. I was at a complete loss about how to cook a turkey and this was one of those times when I wish I could call my mother for advice.

I know that that's going to take the longest to cook, so I put that in first and hoped for the best. I decided that it's probably best if I cook the things that I'm most familiar with first; so I made the mashed potatoes and vegetables before starting the Mehr difficult things. I'm not really familiar with baking things; I just hope that these pies turn out okay.

After I had gotten the three pies into the oven, I heard Christian coming downstairs. He walked up to me and I sagte "hey buddy; I've got to pick out your clothes for the day!" I turned the TV on in the living room and went upstairs to get his clothes while he watched cartoons.

I came back downstairs and helped him get dressed into his little Thanksgiving Tag outfit. It was a pair of khaki pants, white socks, and a long sleeve white T-shirt, and a sweater vest with a checkered pattern of brown and orange. I combed his hair because I want him to look good when everybody came over.

I only allowed Christian to eat small snacks because I didn't want him to lose his appetite Von the time everyone arrived. When they got here, I invited them inside and we all hurried to set the tabelle because they were really hungry. I helped Christian get up into his booster sitz and sat down in the chair Weiter to him. I sagte "I guess I'll say grace as fast as possible because I know we all want to eat. A lot has changed in these past couple of months for me and I never thought I would be in this position; but I don't regret it one bit because I Liebe my son so much. I'm so thankful that God brought Christian into my life because I can't even imagine what my life would be like without him; amen."

I started to fill Christian’s plate with Essen and Latoya sagte "that was really sweet Michael! I have to say that you're an amazing father!" Jackie sagte "yeah Mike; she's right! You're a great dad!" I looked at Christian and asked "do Du think they're right?" He sagte "you're the best daddy in the whole world!" I hugged him and sagte "you're the best son in the whole Christian!"

All of us went into the living room to eat Dessert and we sat on the floor. Christian is addicted to Oreo kekse, cookies and that's his Favorit food; so I made an Oreo cookie flavored pie. The Minute he started to eat his piece of pie, I could tell that he was going to make a huge mess. I took the plate from him and sagte "here; let daddy feed Du because I don't want Du to make a mess buddy!" Janet sagte "you must be excited celebrate Weihnachten with him Michael! Du and him get to celebrate your first Weihnachten together! Do Du have any plans for Weihnachten Michael?" I sagte "I don't really know what I'm going to do yet; but it's kind of irritating that it doesn't snow here in LA! Christian won't get to experience a white Christmas!" She suggested "why don't Du take Christian to Canada and rent one of those fancy log cabins; that way there will be snow on the ground when he wakes up on Weihnachten morning?" I sagte "actually; that doesn't sound like a bad idea!" Jermaine looked at Christian and asked "what do Du want for Weihnachten Christian?" He quietly whispered "clothes." All of us were completely baffled Von his response and I asked "you really want clothes for Christmas? I can afford to buy Du anything Du ever want for a toy; but Du want clothes?" He sagte "I like clothes daddy" and Randy sagte "I definitely wasn't expecting to hear him say that! What three-year-old wants clothes for Christmas? My kids just throw any clothes they get behind them and Bewegen on to something else!" He joked "can I swap kids with Du Mike?" I laughed and sagte "sorry; he's here to stay!" Christian sagte "kiss daddy" and I puckered my lips as he leaned in to KISS me. Rebbie sagte "he's seriously the cutest thing ever Michael!" Christian sat in my lap and I asked "Christian; who is your best friend?" He pointed up at me and Marlon asked "you Liebe your daddy; don't Du Christian?" He whispered "yeah; I'm daddy's boy!" I sagte "and I Liebe my buddy so much!"

***

I really like the idea of renting a kabine in Canada for a few days and I am going to rent one after all. I was upstairs getting Christian ready to take a nap when I sagte "okay buddy; I'm going to go shopping for your Weihnachten presents and Tim is going to watch Du while I'm gone!" I turned the TV on and walked out of the room.

My other bodyguard James took me to a department store that was closed just so I could go shopping for the day. I bought so many clothes for Christian that it filled up three shopping carts. After I had gotten a bunch of clothes, I went to the toy section to buy him some fun things. At the back of the store, I saw a huge 300 piece train tabelle with tracks and Christian has recently developed an interest in "Thomas the Tank Engine"; so I knew he would Liebe this.

This wasn't just any train table, it's a $1500 train tabelle with pretty much every character that is on the "Thomas the Tank Engine" TV Zeigen and I think the cashier at the store was shocked that I was actually going to spend that much money on one item. I ended up spending $15,000 on all of Christian's Weihnachten presents; but it'll be well worth it when I see his face on Weihnachten morning when he sees all his presents!

***

My bodyguards James and Tim pulled up in front of a huge kabine that I had rented in the Canadian countryside. Christian I got out of the car and I sagte "have a good holiday Du guys; we'll see Du when Du come to pick us up in three days!" James sagte "we already had someone drop off all the gifts Du bought and they are in one of the spare bedrooms waiting for Du to wickeln, wickeln sie them Michael!" I sagte "okay guys; thanks for all the help! Say hello to your families for me!" They both sagte "we will Michael; have a good Christmas!" I quickly grabbed the cardboard box from the back sitz with all the cookie baking ingredients inside it and waved goodbye to them as they pull out of the driveway.

I carried Christian inside with one hand as I carried the cardboard box with the other. I turned on the light with my elbow because both my hands are full and put the box on the nearby counter. It was way past Christian’s bedtime Von the time we got to the cabin; so I carried him upstairs to get him ready for bed.

I found a room that was perfect for Christian to sleep in because it had a TV and a big bett that I think would be hard for him to roll out of in the middle of the night. I covered him up with the blankets and kissed his forehead after I turned the TV on. I don't even think he will be awake long enough to even watch one episode of cartoons.

I walked down the hall and found the room where all the presents were. That's when I realized how many presents I had actually bought because this entire room was covered with stuff. I walked into the room and sat down on the small Weltraum of the bett that wasn't covered with anything. In one corner of the room, I noticed over 30 rolls I'm wrapping paper and a bucket full of rolls of tape. I whispered to myself "this is going to take forever to wickeln, wickeln sie all of this stuff! Why did I wanted do this all of this on my own?" I must've spent most of the night wrapping gifts and when they had all been wrapped I counted about 250 presents. I know what you're thinking; I'm crazy!"

***

I was downstairs cooking speck and eggs for breakfast when Christian walked down the stairs of the cabin. He walked up to me and I picked him up as I sagte "good morning buddy! Are Du ready to have fun today?" He asked "what are we going to do today daddy?" I sagte "well, before we do anything we're going to eat breakfast. Then we're going to go outside to play in the snow and go sledding. We're going to decorate the Weihnachten baum and bake kekse, cookies to leave out for Santa Claus. Then we're going to go get ready for bett because tonight's Weihnachten Eve and Du have to be asleep for Santa Claus to come."

After we were done eating breakfast, I sagte "okay; let's get Du ready to go play in the snow!" I went to the closet and grabbed everything we needed. I began to get him dressed in his snowsuit, jacket, gloves, hat, and boots. I looked up at the clock on the Wand and realized that it had taken me 45 Minuten to get him ready to go outside. I asked "are Du ready to go outside now?" He asked "daddy?" I responded "yeah?" He sagte "I have to go potty." I covered my face of my hands and asked "are Du serious? Do Du really have to go?" He nodded his head yes and I couldn't help but laugh at how much time I had just wasted getting him ready to play in the snow; just to have him tell me that he needed to go to the bathroom before we even made it out the door.

Afterwards, we finally made it outside and it didn't look to me like Christian had ever seen snow before. He wouldn't let go of my hand and I sagte "it's okay buddy; it's just snow! It isn't going to hurt you!" He started freaking out and sagte "my boot is stuck in the snow daddy!!! I can't move; help!!!" I sagte "okay; how about we try something with a little less walking involved?" I climbed onto the sled and put him on my lap. We slid down a huge hügel and thank God I was on the sled with Christian because I had to swerve out of the way so we wouldn't hit a tree. Christian thought rodeln, schlittenfahren was the best thing in the world after that and I must've carried him up that hügel over 30 times; so we could slide back down!

I brought Christian back inside and fed him some lunch before I put him down for a nap. While he was sleeping, I started to set things up so we could make cookies. An Stunde later, he woke up from his nap and came downstairs. I picked him up and sagte "okay; are Du ready to make some kekse, cookies for Santa?" The kekse, cookies were already in the ofen because I knew Christian was far too young to actually help me make the cookies; so it's better just to have him decorate the cookies.

When they came out of the oven, I let them cool down for a few minutes; so they were still warm but not warm enough to burn Christian. I passed Christian a cookie and he put SO MUCH frosting on those kekse, cookies that it was overflowing off the sides. I had to stop him because if I didn't there wouldn't have been enough frosting for the other cookies. After the kekse, cookies were decorated, I asked "do Du want to lick the spoon that I used to make the cookie dough with?" He smiled and I passed in the spoon as he walked off into the living room.

I followed after him with boxes of decorations and sat down on the floor. The smell of the pine needles from the Weihnachten baum filled the entire living room as I started to put ornaments and lights on the tree. I made sure to not buy any glass decorations because I wanted Christian to be able to help me decorate the tree. Once that it was decorated, I passed Christian the star, sterne and put him on my shoulders. I sagte "go ahead; put the star, sterne on the oben, nach oben of the baum pal!" Even though he was on my shoulders, he was just barely able to reach high enough to put the star, sterne up there!

I took Christian off of my shoulders and noticed that it was starting to get dark; so I sagte "let me switch on the lights on the tree." I think that's when Christian really got excited and I sagte "okay; let's go eat some macaroni and cheese!"

After he was done eating, we went through his typical bedtime routine and he climbed into bett afterwards. I lie down Weiter to him and read him "the night before Christmas." I kissed his forehead and sagte "sleep well buddy! Don't go downstairs until I tell Du it's okay! Du have to go right to sleep after the Zeigen is over because if Du don't Santa Claus won't come." He sagte "okay daddy; I will! I Liebe you" I shut off the light and sagte "I Liebe Du more" as I shut the door.

I waited about an Stunde and a half and went to check on Christian to make sure that he was sleeping before I started to bring things downstairs. It took me about 50 trips up and down the stairs to bring everything into the living room. The final trip was for the train tabelle that I still needed to put together. I tried my best not to make noise as I pushed the gigantic box down the stairs.

I dumped the contents of the box onto the floor as gently as I could; but it still made a racket. I was so worried that that woke Christian up; so I ran upstairs to double check on him again. Once I realized that he was asleep for the rest of the night, I went back downstairs and lay down on my stomach. I opened up the instructions and started to flip through the pages as I sagte to myself "Spanish, French, Japanese, German; where the hell is the English version of these instructions?" I found them at the very end of the manual; but that just confused me. It took me from 9 o'clock at night to 3 o'clock in the morning to put together that train table! The box sagte "some assembly required" when actually it should have read "all assembly required!” I had to set up the tracks, built the tabelle itself, and put the trees in the area they were assigned to going Von the number written on the train table. I'm just glad that I built this thing because I was worried that I wasn't going to be able to figure out how to do it; I'm not a very handy person at all and I'm surprised that I figured out how to put this train tabelle together all on my own!

***

I heard "daddy, daddy, wake up daddy" as I felt Christian jumping on my chest. I opened up my eyes slightly and groaned in pain as I sagte "okay; okay I'm up!" I rubbed my eyes and looked over at the alarm clock as I noticed it was only just barely 7 AM. I got out of bett and chased after Christian as he ran to the oben, nach oben of the stairs. I sagte "wait for daddy Christian! Don't go downstairs yet because I want to take pictures.

I grabbed my camera as I followed behind Christian and sagte "okay; let's see if Santa Claus came last night" his mouth dropped wide open as he walked in so living room and I snapped pictures with the camera. I knelt down Weiter to Christian and chuckled as I whispered "what is that Christian?" He sagte "choo-choo train!" He walked over to the train tabelle and I knelt down Weiter to him again as I pointed to one of the trains. I quietly asked "who is that Christian?" He looked at it and sagte "Thomas!" I gasped and sagte "wow; Santa Claus must know that Du like Thomas the Tank Engine!"

I grabbed the empty plate of kekse, cookies and sagte "wow; he ate all your kekse, cookies buddy!" He didn't even look up from the train tabelle and that's when I realized it probably would've been a better idea to cover that up with a blanket and have him open it at the very end because I think I Lost him.

I sat down on the floor and sagte "come here Christian; look at all these presents Du have to open?" He whispered "no; I play with my choo-choo train daddy!" I sagte "you can play with your choo-choo train later buddy; look at all these presents that daddy spent hours wrapping!" I started to tear open one of the presents and that caught his attention because he took the present out of my hands. Once he realized that there were toys and clothes underneath the wrapping paper, he was unstoppable. He ripped through everything like a tornado and before I knew it, the entire living room floor of the kabine was covered with stuff.

Once everything had been opened, Christian started to come up to me and was asking me for help taking things out of the packaging. I sagte "I'll open this for Du but I want a hug first." He gave me a hug and lightly pecked my lips and I sagte "thank you; did Du have a good first Weihnachten with me?" He sagte "yeah daddy; but how did Santa Claus get that big train tabelle down the chimney?" I sagte "I don't know; Santa is just magical like that I guess!!!”
posted by Beatit
Du were there
Before we came
Du took the hurt
Du took the shame
They built the walls
To block your way
Du beat them down
Du won the day

It wasn't right
It wasn't fair
Du taught them all
Du made them care
Yes, Du were there
And thanks to you
There's now a door
We all walk through

And we are here
For all to see
To be the best
That we can be
Yes, I am here
'Cause Du were there

And we are here
For all to see
To be the best
That we can be
Yes, I am here
'Cause Du were there

And we are here
For all to see
To be the best
That we can be
Yes, I am here
'Cause Du were there
posted by Beatit
Musik and me

We've been together
For such a long time now
Music, Musik and me
Don't care whether all our songs rhyme now
Music, Musik and me




Only know wherever I go
We're as close as two Friends can be
There have been others
But never two Liebhaber
Like music, Musik and me





Grab a song and come along
Du can sing your melody
In your mind Du will find
A world of sweet harmony
Birds of a feather
We'll fly together
Now music, Musik and me
Musik and me


Musik and me

We've been together
For such a long time now
Music, Musik and me
Don't care whether all our songs rhyme now
Music, Musik and me




Only know wherever I go
We're as close as two Friends can be
There have been others
But never two Liebhaber
Like music, Musik and me





Grab a song and come along
Du can sing your melody
In your mind Du will find
A world of sweet harmony
Birds of a feather
We'll fly together
Now music, Musik and me
Musik and me
posted by Beatit
Money.
Money...
Lie for it
Spy for it
Kill for it
Die for it

So Du call it trust
But I say it's just In the devil's game Of greed and lust
They don't care
They'd do me for the money
They don't care
They use me for the money

So Du go to church
Read the Holy word
In the scheme of life
It's all absurd
They don't care
They'd kill for the money
Do oder dare
The thrill for the money

You're saluting the flag
Your country trusts Du
Now you're wearing a badge
You're called the "Just Few"
And you're fighting the wars
A soldier must do
I'll never betray oder deceive Du my friend but...

If Du Zeigen me...
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posted by Beatit
No sense pretending it's over
Hard times just don't go away
You gotta take that chip off your shoulder
It's time Du open up, have some faith

Nothing good overcomes easy
All good things come in due time
You gotta have something to believe in
I'm telling Du to open your mind

Gotta put your herz on the line
If Du wanna make it right
You've got to reach out and try
Gotta put your herz on the line
If Du wanna get it right
Gotta put it all on the line
You see yourself in the mirror
And Du don't like what Du see

And things are getting much clearer
Don't Du think it's time Du go for a change...
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posted by Beatit
Ain't the pictures enough, why do Du go through so much
To get the story Du need, so Du can bury me
You've got the people confused, Du tell the stories Du choose
You try to get me to lose the man I really am
You keep on stalking me, invading my privacy
Won't Du just let me be
'Cause your cameras can't control, the minds of those who know
That you'll even sell your soul just to get a story sold

Chorus
I need my privacy, I need my privacy
So paparazzi, get away from me

Some of Du still wonder why, one of my Friends had to die
To get a message across, that yet Du haven't heard
My friend...
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posted by Beatit
Ben, the two of us need look no Mehr
We both found what we were looking for
With a friend to call my own
I'll never be alone
And Du my friend will see
And you've got a friend in me
(You've got a friend in me)

Ben, you're always running here and there
(Here and there)
Du feel you're not wanted anywhere
(Anywhere)
If Du ever look behind
And don't like what Du find
There's something Du should know
You've got a place to go
(You've got a place to go)

I used to say 'I' and 'me'
Now it's 'us' now it's 'we'
(I used to say 'I' and 'me')
(Now it's 'us' now it's 'we')

Ben, most people would turn Du away
I don't listen to a word they say
They don't see Du as I do
I wish they would try to
I'm sure they'd think again
If they had a friend like Ben
(A friend)
Like Ben
(Like Ben)
Like Ben
posted by Beatit
This time around
I'll never get bit
Though Du really wanna fix me
This time around
you're making me sick
Though Du really wanna get me

Somebody's out
Somebody's out to get me
They really wanna fix me, hit me
But this time around
I'm taking no shit
Though Du really
wanna get me
You really wanna get me

He really thought
he really had a hold on me
He really thought he really had
They thought they really had control of me
He really thought he really had Control of me
He really thought he really had
They thought they really could control me

This time around
I'll never get bit
Though Du really...
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posted by Beatit
When the world is on your shoulder
Gotta straighten up your act and boogie down
If Du can't hang with the feelin'
Then there ain't no room for Du this part of town
'Cause we're the party people night and day
Livin' crazy that's the only way

So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Groove, let the madness in the Musik get to you
Life ain't so bad at all
If Du live it off the wall
Life ain't so bad at all (live life off the wall)
Live your life off the Wand (live it off the wall)

You can shout out all Du want to
'Cause there ain't no sin in folks all getting loud
If...
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Trying to trace Michael Jackson's influence on the pop stars that followed him is like trying to trace the influence of oxygen and gravity. So vast, far-reaching and was his impact — particularly in the wake of Thriller's colossal and heretofore unmatched commercial success — that there weren't a whole lot of artists who weren't trying to mimic some of the Jackson formula.

In a way, such appropriation is fitting. After all, Jackson himself was a borrower. He wasn't content to make a pop record oder a dance record. Instead, he wanted everything, combining rock gitarre with R&B rhythms, disco...
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posted by Zimbarino
On earth Du reached into our souls,
Sung to our hearts
Removed evil from our worlds with your sweet loving nature.

But behind your smile was both happiness and pain.
Du carried the pain,
While we, oblivious, stahl, stola the happiness.

A strahl, ray of sunshine and in a class of your own.
This world ever trying to destroy your light, not worthy of any part of your life.
Yet Du never saw it that way and gave us everything till nothing was left.

How could we have placed hatred on someone completely incapable of it.

In heaven now, Du have been set free to live eternally where Du belong. No pain will reach Du up there, of that I’m sure.

Du entered this world loved, left loved, and forever will be loved - what happened in between is unforgivable on our part but I pray that Home at last it can be dealt with.

- Du sagte Du saw the face of God in children, we saw it in you.

R.I.P Michael.
king of pop.
x
Welcome to Hollywood
That's what they told you
A child star, sterne in Hollywood
That's what they sold you
Grace with beauty, charm and talent
You would do what Du were told
But they robbed Du of your childhood
Took your youth and sold it for gold

Elizabeth, I Liebe you
You're every star, sterne that shines in the world to me
Elizabeth, can't Du see that it's true
Elizabeth, I Liebe you
You're Mehr than just a star, sterne to me

Lovely Elizabeth
You have surpassed them all
My friend Elizabeth
Learned to outlast them all
Many started back when Du did
Lost their way and now they're gone
But look at you, a true survivor
Full of life and...
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posted by Mallory101
"Billie Jean" Written and composed Von Michael Jackson.

She was Mehr like a beauty Queen from a movie scene
I sagte don't mind, but what do Du mean I am the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round

She sagte I am the one who will dance on the floor in the round
She told me her name was Billie Jean, as she caused a scene
Then every head turned with eyes that dreamed of being the one
Who will dance on the floor in the round

People always told me be careful of what Du do
And don't go around breaking young girls' hearts
And mother always told me be careful of who Du love
And be careful of what Du do...
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posted by san122333333
god bless Du and your memeories will be in your heart
we will miss Du a lot.
we hav a good person ,father and a perfomer
god bless his family and fans
we will misss him a lot
from sanjay. ....................................
god bless him iwyth his voice....................
we will miss Du a lot .............................
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we will miss Du a lot .............................
WWE will miss Du a lot
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will miwe will miss Du a lot
we will misss him a lot
we will misss him a lot
we will misss him a lot
we will misss him a lot
posted by MJBabbies1958
June 29, 1982

"Dear Michael, My name is Zoey and I have been a Fan of Du ever since Du became a member of the Jackson 5. I'm sure Du get letters 24/7 about how much girls want to be with you. I would like to be with Du but I don't really know you, so if Du wouldn't mind I would Liebe to go out sometime. You'll probably never see this and if Du do Du probably won't respond. But just in case Du read this and decide to respond her are some things about be: My Favorit color is red and blue, I have a welpe named Zues, he is only 18 months old, he's a Pit-Bull, I used to live in Jackson, Mississippi...
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