What was going through ur head when Edward left Bella in New Moon?

i was like what the hex is wrong w/ him i was crying...

i was pondering if a vampire could be messed up in the head because thats pretty much what edward was Schauspielen like(it also made me cry)

I was like "What! NO!" I was so sad, it made me cry... :(

i got sad i cried :'(
but he shouldnt do that