youreawhat 1.14s

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a Liebe that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear Mehr that we will never be

I’m zoning out on Du and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine Du are Weiter to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much Mehr than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please kreuz your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna Liebe you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved Du but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why Du have to be the way that Du are
If only Du were different
It would make it much easier for me to Bewegen on

I thought Du finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a Liebe that seems to last

My herz breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting Mehr obvious everyday
I’m in Liebe with you, again

It’s getting harder
To Bewegen on without Du every day
But Du don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My herz breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My herz beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Du will...