Here I am,
So close, but so far from you.
In the cold I am standing,
Outside your stone brick Wand
I cannot break through.
So I just stand there foolishly,
Peering through your window.
Loosing myself in your deep blue eyes,
My eyes fixed on your broken smile,
Du are simply all I desire.
The pain inside floods me,
I am drowning in my misery.
But when I see your face, it all seems to fade,
And when I taste your red lips,
My herz skips a beat
As the rest of me goes numb.
The Liebe I feel for Du is real
But so are fears of hurting you.
So all emotions are pushed aside,
Right Weiter to all the tears I’ve cried.
In this life of wrong I live,
Du remain the one thing I got right,
The only one I let inside.
Now heartache and hate has filled its place,
And I never want your smile
To fall from your face.
*Inspired Von the episode The Itch*
Another Week went by.
Didn´t hear anything from Wilson oder Cuddy oder somebody else.
Dr. Travis and i went out for a walk. Today we talked about my childhood.
It was not easy talking about my Dad and Mum.
But i think we´ve had a good start at this chapter of my life.
There are often moments i´m jsut a little afraid about talking in this intimate way to Dr. Travis. Normally it´s Wilson i talk to like this. And there are many things he didn´t know yet like Dr. Travis.
My leg hurt a little when we were back. Emma brought me my pill and i swallowed it down.
I had some French toast and two oder three cups of coffee.
Frank had a girlfriend since three days. Her Name is Sally. She´s nice...for Frank. She had the Asperger syndrome, poor little girl.
So, this evening is damn boring. I played the guitar, listened to the Singen birds outside, fighted with that Zombie-Bitch and.....
Von tomorrow, ít knocks.
G.H.
(TBC)
Didn´t hear anything from Wilson oder Cuddy oder somebody else.
Dr. Travis and i went out for a walk. Today we talked about my childhood.
It was not easy talking about my Dad and Mum.
But i think we´ve had a good start at this chapter of my life.
There are often moments i´m jsut a little afraid about talking in this intimate way to Dr. Travis. Normally it´s Wilson i talk to like this. And there are many things he didn´t know yet like Dr. Travis.
My leg hurt a little when we were back. Emma brought me my pill and i swallowed it down.
I had some French toast and two oder three cups of coffee.
Frank had a girlfriend since three days. Her Name is Sally. She´s nice...for Frank. She had the Asperger syndrome, poor little girl.
So, this evening is damn boring. I played the guitar, listened to the Singen birds outside, fighted with that Zombie-Bitch and.....
Von tomorrow, ít knocks.
G.H.
(TBC)
