HaleyDewit Article: Unwanted

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posted by HaleyDewit

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what Du write
If this is really Du and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a Frage for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet Du don’t wanna see
The damage Du have caused
The Friends Du have lost
‘Cause Du took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

Du don’t know what has been going on
Du don’t realize all the things Du sagte were wrong
If this is who Du are and you’re not hiding your inner truth
There’s a Frage that I need to be answered Von you

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet Du don’t wanna see
The damage Du have caused
The Friends Du have lost
‘Cause Du took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

I don’t mean to hurt you
I don’t mean to insult you
I just wanna make Du open up your eyes
I don’t mean to make Du cry
I don’t mean to make Du run and hide
I just wanna know who’s the girl inside

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet Du don’t wanna see
The damage Du have caused
The Friends Du have lost
‘Cause Du took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted
How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet Du don’t wanna see
The damage Du have caused
The Friends Du have lost
‘Cause Du took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

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Closure

posted by HaleyDewit

Here I stand
My herz beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place Du will...

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My savior

posted by HaleyDewit

I hoped it was over
I hoped no one would try to put me through that again
I suspected a lot of people
But Du were not one of them
You were my only friend
When I was at the bottom of my desperate mind
And I had the climb out to see the light
and clear my mind to finally realize

That it was Du all along
You’re the reason why things went wrong
I believed Du saved me from drowning
But all this time Du held me under water
You’re a very good manipulator
How could I ever see Du as my savior
You might as well just say goodbye
‘Cause I’m not in for your lies

I found my way through the traffic
I found a...

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What have Du done to me

posted by HaleyDewit

What have Du done to me
Making my walls tumbling down
Making my feet lift up from the ground
Conjuring this happiness, so obvious to see

What have Du done to me
Taking this depressed mood away
Being the answer to my prayers
Being such a savior I can barely breathe

I'd use no exaggeration when it comes to you
And when I'd wake up alone I don't know what I should do

I can't eat, I can't sleep
'Cause all I think about is you
I'm possessed, I'm obsessed
And only Du can help me through
I can't breathe, I'm in need
What have Du done to me

What have Du done to me
Turning my nightmares into dreams
Making the best...

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I'm not in Liebe

posted by HaleyDewit

Du must be so sure of yourself
Now Du think I'm in Liebe with you
You must have great thoughts of yourself
Now Du think I'm in Liebe with you
But I won't waste my time on a dirt-looking arsch like you
I'd rather be alone than thinking 'bout the one Du think i do

I would stand all night in the rain
I would suffer all world's pain
If it would help to get it into your head
That I'm not in Liebe with
You.With every joke Du make
I'd better wipe my smile away
'Cause everytime I look at you
You think I'm in Liebe with you

You must be scared your Friends will make fun of you
Now Du think I have a crush on you
You...

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It's killing me

posted by HaleyDewit

I'm pretending to be untouchable
I'm playing to be unbreakable
I'm Schauspielen to be capable
Of forgetting what Du do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still see you
If you'd cut my ears I would still hear you
If I'd be Lost Du would still reach me
And it's killing me
That no matter what you'll do
I could never Liebe anyone else but you

I'm saying words not coming from my heart
I'm making a totally different start
I'm Schauspielen like it doesn't tear me apart
When I try to forget about what Du do to me
But on the inside it's killing me

If you'd stab my eyes out I would still...

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The way

posted by HaleyDewit

It's the way Du walk
It's the way Du talk
It's the way Du make me dizzy
It's the way Du smile
That turns me on for a while
Making Du see me won't be easy

It's the way Du are
It's the way Du drive your car
It's the way Du get me dreaming
It's the way Du rush
That makes me fall in a crush
And I'll never stop believing

In a future of Du and me
Though I know it won't be easy
If Du would just stand Von my side
And tried to read the signs
'Cause Du and me together
Is the way I picture us forever
If Du would just look into my eyes
You'd see the Liebe I can't hide

It's the way Du lay in your bed
It's the way...

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Meant to be

posted by HaleyDewit

The rain is falling upon the window
And I'm sitting here all alone
There's nothing really that keeps me here
I'm just staring at the floor
Than suddenly I stand up
I walk right out of the front door
Across the rain I start to run
'Cause I wanna scream for more

I Liebe you
And I need you
I've tried to keep it inside
But now it has to come out
I've fought the hardest fight to get Du in my life
And now you're standing Weiter to me
I guess this was meant to be

The rain is falling upon our faces
But that doesn't matter anymore
Don't let our precious time getting wasted
You know you're the only one I adore
And when the...

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Dreams

posted by HaleyDewit

When I'd cry
Would Du dry my tears
When I'd be scared
Would Du fight my fears
Would Du make it all right
Would Du hold me in your arms tonight

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see Du lying Weiter to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy
Than I blink my eyes and there's no one to find
So just as always it seems
You belong to my dreams

When I'd run
Would Du come after me
When I'd lose my mind
Would Du make it easy
Would Du make me strong
Would Du hold me in your arms all night long

'Cause when I open my eyes and I see Du lying Weiter to me
I can't help but wonder if you're not just a fantasy...

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What's the point

posted by HaleyDewit

Say hello to your reflection
'Cause it's probably the only one Du dare to look in the eye
Tell me what's the point of your defending
Can't Du see there's no reason to hold on to your lies

I might act not normal
'Cause I'm probably the only one who dares to stand up to you
Tell me what's the point of your pretending
Can't Du see Du better not shut your eyes for the truth

Wake up and take a look around
Can't Du see there's no one to lean on
You're sinking faster and faster into the ground
While Du realize all your Friends are gone
Now do I see tears coming up in your eyes
Than tell me what's the point...

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Prayers

posted by HaleyDewit

What do Du feel now you're standing here
You really wanna make me believe you've changed
If I didn't know better,I would say it's allright
We can give it another try
But we both know that's not gonna happen

You can cry a river,it won't hurt my soul
I'll just leave you,crawling on the floor
'Cause I don't care for Du anymore

Don't chase after me
'Cause I'm already gone
Don't try to convince me
'Cause I'll never forget what you've done
Don't pretend,don't defend
Don't say you've changed your ways
'Cause unlike God I can't hear your prayers

How should I feel now you're back in my life
You really expect I'm...

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Revenge

posted by HaleyDewit

When Du bleed,you can start dying
You can finally stop denying
There's no reason for Du to keep on trying
Just admit that you've been lying
You better find a place to play hide and seek
'Cause the things I'll do to Du will make Du weak
Remember all the things that Du have sagte
'Cause I can't get the revenge out of my head
Soon you'll be dead

One Tag I'm coming back
I'm getting ready for the attack
I'll fight Du like once before
You won't hurt me anymore
You better start to run and find a place
'Cause a lying hündin like Du has no saving grace
Remember all the things that Du have done
'Cause my revenge...

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Pretty lies

posted by HaleyDewit

She's got eyes like the devil
She's a demon from hell
The way she came into
I could never tell
All the words she's spoken
I can easily recall
All the promises she's broken
They will make her fall
She will fall

Pretty lies in her eyes
Pretty lies in her head
All the things that she thought
All the things that she said
She won't try it again
She won't hurt me twice
I can still hear the sound
Of all her pretty lies

She's got hair like a banshee
She's got a herz of stone
She's living free
But she's all alone
She's like a ghost
I don't know what's worst
She's got no reason to smile
'Cause she'll be cursed
She'll be...

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I don't like

posted by HaleyDewit

I like it when the sky is blue
I like it when I hear the truth
I like it when you're not near
And I like it when things are real

I like it when the sun goes up
And I'd like it when you'd finally stop
I like it when you're far away
And I like it when there's nothing Du can say

But there are some things I don't like anymore
And about those things I think Du should know

'Cause I don't like the way Du came into my life
And I don't like the way Du told me all your lies
No,I don't like the way Du interrupt my words
And I don't like the way Du came into my world

You know that I like to sing
So Du can't tell...

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Fool

posted by HaleyDewit

Baby,I've seen it all
Telling all your lies trying to make me fall
And I know you're only fake
Letting Du inside was just one big mistake

You're still cold as ice
I can still hear the lies
I can see them in your eyes

And somehow I feel like I've been a fool
After all my prayers Du still broke the rules
And now I see it was just all pretend
Now I know you're not my friend

Baby,you think Du know
How it feels to be betrayed but let me show
You how it feels to hate
Don't start crying 'causr it's already too late

You still think I've let it go
Think I forgave Du all your show
But I still wanna know

And somehow...