" I would like to Run away from You, But If Du din't come and Stop Me, I would Die..!! "
Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called Liebe to Me.. I was in Liebe and this was the Liebe at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. Liebe took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.
I turned back to face Home while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me Von Hand.
"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.
"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.
"Can Du please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for Du on the Terrace" I requested.
"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.
I went straight to the oben, nach oben Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. oder may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.
"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, Liebe finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.
"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do Du keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced
I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.
"So would Du like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made Du so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself vorwärts-, nach vorn to Hug Me.
"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.
"Did Du meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently
"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.
"... oder May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell Du later" I added.
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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last Tag I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.
"I Liebe You"
A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.
"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.
I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. Von Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.
I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's Tag when I was all Alone on the Roads.
Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in Liebe with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his herz one Day.
I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in bett before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.
Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.
"Where are Du Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.
I ran to Alice.
"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.
"What's Going on ??" Alice said.
"I will tell Du later" I snapped.
A part of Me didn't want to Bewegen a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.
I leaned back in the bett and Dialed his Number.
"Oh My God.. Du finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.
I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...
Life may be was Unfair to Me but Alteast it was Slow. As Slow as I'd rather say It was standing Still. Life brought the thing called Liebe to Me.. I was in Liebe and this was the Liebe at first Site, a Feeling Unknown, Unhoped for, Unexpected in so far as it could be a matter of concious awareness. Liebe took the entire possesion of Mine & He understood that this was for life.
I turned back to face Home while My Eyes were still digged in the Note. No One knew where I was. I entered My Room. James was Cuddled in the Couch. He might've fallen asleep while watching TV. I was glad that No One's going to Shoot a Question, but before I could make my way to My Room, Alice Grabbed Me Von Hand.
"Hey Sweetie, You're Back, How was the Day?" Alice seem delighted with NO reason.
"Oh, things were Tiring" I Yawned.
"Can Du please get Me a Cup of Coffee,I'll wait for Du on the Terrace" I requested.
"Ehem Ehem" Alice coughed in Sarcasm but accpeted the Request.
I went straight to the oben, nach oben Floor. World was Quiet & Beautiful. I admired the Beauty of Night & Sighed Heavily. oder may be Huffed as I took stairs over the Lift.
"So, once in a while right in the Middle of My Ordinary life, Liebe finally decided to Give Me a Fairytale" I smiled at the thought.
"You need a Doctor Psycho, Why do Du keep talking to yourself" Alice grimaced
I raised an Eyebrow in Sarcasm.
"So would Du like to share.. Uhh.. I wonder what made Du so reserved to Yourself ?" Alice streched herself vorwärts-, nach vorn to Hug Me.
"Alice, Well.. Me.. I'm.. I guess I'm Scared" I answered with a Grin though I can't hide My Wet Eyes.
"Did Du meet someone today ??" Alice asked Impatiently
"Oh.. No.. Not Really" I lied.
"... oder May Be.. But I don't wanna talk about that.. Will tell Du later" I added.
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Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last Tag I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.
"I Liebe You"
A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.
"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.
I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. Von Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.
I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's Tag when I was all Alone on the Roads.
Paul, My So-Called friend who declared himself to be in Liebe with Me, decided not to talk to me any more. Me too decided to let him Go 'cause I never wanted to make this Hard for Him. I knew It will break his herz one Day.
I locked my Phone in the Drawer and handed the keys to Alice. I lingered and slipped stealthily in bett before giving her a chance to catch My May-be-she-is-crazy-after-all Expressions.
Its been ages I have'nt checked My Mails. So In order to divert my Mind, I powered the Computer ON. I flickered My eyes on the eMails once.
"Where are Du Honey. Please Call Me" My Eyes Turned Wide as I saw that Message. I Adjusted Myself Close to the Monitor & tried to concentrate on the eMail while I managed to Breathe. My heartbeats ran so Fast that I had to read it thrice to make a sense out of it.
I ran to Alice.
"Alice, Get Me My Phone Please" I screeched. I felt a lump in my throat while I still stared at the Computer.
"What's Going on ??" Alice said.
"I will tell Du later" I snapped.
A part of Me didn't want to Bewegen a Muscle, Not because I din't want to listen to that Melodious Voice but I was afraid that I may faint.
I leaned back in the bett and Dialed his Number.
"Oh My God.. Du finally Called.. Don't do this to Me ever.. " Jake answered. His words ran so fast out of his mouth that I actually din't get what he said.
I heard his Heavy Sigh.. and I sighed in Relief too...
2."Animal I Have Become"-Three Days Grace
3."Smells Like Team Spirit"-Nirvana
4."Running Up That Hill"-Placebo
5."Animal"-Neon Trees
6."Blue and Yellow"-The Used
7."Welcome To The Black Parade"-My Chemical Romance
8."Sexy Back"-Justin Timberlake
9."Come Home"-OneRepublic
10."Look After You"-The Fray
11."Grenade"-Bruno Mars
12."Weightless"-All Time Low
13."So Cold"-Breaking Benjamin
14."Pages"-There For Tomorrow
15."Stay Out"-Hit The Lights
16."Monster"-Skillet
17."My Eyes Burn"-Matchbook Romance
18."Breath Today"-Flyleaf
19."Sink Into Me"-Taking Back Sunday
20."Die Romantic"-Aiden
21."Breath Into Me"-Red
Those are the songs that remind me of Edward, make me think of Edward all of those things. In the Midnight Sun Playlist that Stephanie Meyer made I only used one song, which is the Sekunde one on the list.