I took in a deep, shaky, breath as I stared at the bright city through tear filled eyes. I was sitting on the side of an old, grassy, hügel that gave me a great view of the city glowing under the dark, midnight sky. The hügel gave me a cold, eery, feeling. I didn't know if it was the dead rose bushes, the dead, sturdy, black tree, oder the fact that my herz was broken into a million peices.
I remember last summer...The hügel never looked this way, the gras, grass was green and not brown and crisp. The rose bushes were blooming bloody red colored roses. And my herz was warm, complete, and happy.
The reason my life was like this a summer Vor was because Duncan Meyers was in my life....
I closed my eyes and flashbacked about us..
About the time in my life when I was happy...
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I smiled at Duncan, his teal, knickente, blaugrün eyes meeting mine, I felt like nothing and noone will ever hurt me. Our lips met eachothers, I felt like time stood still, and I felt the sun shine on us. I was happy...
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But now, he's gone, we're done, and he's not coming back. I don't blame him for cheating on me. The way I was acting, I would have cheated on me to. Tears rolled from my eyes as i stared down at my cut wrists. I was a wasted soul, a waste of time, and worst of all, a waste of Duncan's time. I grasped the rope in my hands and walked up to the branch that was a few inches taller than I was...
I put the end of the rope around my neck, and threw the other end over the branch, and caught it in my hand, I took a deep breath and whispered to myself "Duncan...I Liebe you.." And pulled the rope...
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Duncan's POV:
I ran up the straße determend and nervous to see Courtney, I never should have cheated on her, it was her I always loved, it was her I was meant to be with. I closed my eyes as I pulled into the sidewalk in front of her house and opened my eyes. The house was empty, deserted. I walked up slowly to the door and turned the knob. Everything was gone...The furniture, her clothes, and Courtney, she wasn't there. I would have known if she had moved, I'm close with her grandma.. I had an idea, I quickly ran out the door, and across the straße to where her grandmother lived.
I knocked, and an elderly woman answered and smiled "Hello Duncan, what can I do for you?" I smiled back and sagte "Do Du know where Courtney is?" Suddenly, Courtney's grandma's smile dissappeared. "Honey, I'm sorry, but about three weeks ago, Courtney went missing, and they can't find her body, all they found was a note in her room, funny, it was addressed to you." Courtney's grandma dissappeared inside for a Minute oder two and came back with a note.
I quickly opened it and read it
'I don't know if Du will ever come looking for me, but if Du want to find me, check where I first realized I loved you'
I closed my eyes and tried to remember..Where did I first realized I loved her?
The hill...
I thanked Courtney's grandma, and ran as fast as I could to the hill. When I finally got there I gasped, the gras, grass was dead, the Rosen were dead, the baum was dead, and Courtney....was dead....
My eyes filled with tears as I looked at her dead corpse.. I looked around and saw some rope...I remember what I thought a few hours ago.. 'She was the one I was ment to spend the rest of my life with' I reached in my pocket, and pulled out a ring, and placed it around Courtney's finger. I was going to spend the last few Minuten of my life with her. I took, the rope, wrapped it around my neck, threw the rope over the baum and caught the end in my hand, and pulled it.
I remember last summer...The hügel never looked this way, the gras, grass was green and not brown and crisp. The rose bushes were blooming bloody red colored roses. And my herz was warm, complete, and happy.
The reason my life was like this a summer Vor was because Duncan Meyers was in my life....
I closed my eyes and flashbacked about us..
About the time in my life when I was happy...
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I smiled at Duncan, his teal, knickente, blaugrün eyes meeting mine, I felt like nothing and noone will ever hurt me. Our lips met eachothers, I felt like time stood still, and I felt the sun shine on us. I was happy...
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But now, he's gone, we're done, and he's not coming back. I don't blame him for cheating on me. The way I was acting, I would have cheated on me to. Tears rolled from my eyes as i stared down at my cut wrists. I was a wasted soul, a waste of time, and worst of all, a waste of Duncan's time. I grasped the rope in my hands and walked up to the branch that was a few inches taller than I was...
I put the end of the rope around my neck, and threw the other end over the branch, and caught it in my hand, I took a deep breath and whispered to myself "Duncan...I Liebe you.." And pulled the rope...
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Duncan's POV:
I ran up the straße determend and nervous to see Courtney, I never should have cheated on her, it was her I always loved, it was her I was meant to be with. I closed my eyes as I pulled into the sidewalk in front of her house and opened my eyes. The house was empty, deserted. I walked up slowly to the door and turned the knob. Everything was gone...The furniture, her clothes, and Courtney, she wasn't there. I would have known if she had moved, I'm close with her grandma.. I had an idea, I quickly ran out the door, and across the straße to where her grandmother lived.
I knocked, and an elderly woman answered and smiled "Hello Duncan, what can I do for you?" I smiled back and sagte "Do Du know where Courtney is?" Suddenly, Courtney's grandma's smile dissappeared. "Honey, I'm sorry, but about three weeks ago, Courtney went missing, and they can't find her body, all they found was a note in her room, funny, it was addressed to you." Courtney's grandma dissappeared inside for a Minute oder two and came back with a note.
I quickly opened it and read it
'I don't know if Du will ever come looking for me, but if Du want to find me, check where I first realized I loved you'
I closed my eyes and tried to remember..Where did I first realized I loved her?
The hill...
I thanked Courtney's grandma, and ran as fast as I could to the hill. When I finally got there I gasped, the gras, grass was dead, the Rosen were dead, the baum was dead, and Courtney....was dead....
My eyes filled with tears as I looked at her dead corpse.. I looked around and saw some rope...I remember what I thought a few hours ago.. 'She was the one I was ment to spend the rest of my life with' I reached in my pocket, and pulled out a ring, and placed it around Courtney's finger. I was going to spend the last few Minuten of my life with her. I took, the rope, wrapped it around my neck, threw the rope over the baum and caught the end in my hand, and pulled it.
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Back Together Again???
"Well?" i asked interrupting Du
"well, you'll probably think this IS a lame arsch excuse but, the reason is oder was, i didn't wanna ruin your chances for a good career oder a great future" Du blushed
I was thrown completely off guard, "erm, i dont think it's a lame arsch excuse, i guess i was just being..." i began
"just being what?" Du asked, smirking. "i guess i was just being stubborn, again, im sorry, ok?" i told Du solemly. "So do Du forgive me" Du asked.
"Yes"
Du gave me a hug...
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Adam