Depression

A few days Vor on Halloween I stahl, stola on of my mom's boyfriend's bier then brought it to school and when no one was looking I drank about half of it until the taste hit me. At first the loneliness and the pain was so hard I didn't taste anything then the taste came to and hit me all at once. After I decided to dump it out When I was dumping it out I saw someone staring at me I don't know if it was a teacher oder a student but his eyes were wide I hid the can behind me until he went back in his class and threw it away. A few Minuten later I went back to eat my breakfast but was restless I coudn't eat anything I didn't know if that guy was a teacher and if he was how much had he seen ? Did he see me dumping the other half of the can out ? I knew I had done something bad part of me regretted it but most of me didn't care .Now though I wanna confess.Well that's it.