Depression

These regrets are Mehr like nightmares. And these nightmares never end. Somebody please stop them before I go insane.

Feeling like no one can save me from the depths of my disgrace.

All of my Farben have turned gray since the first Tag I felt this way.

I know there's people who Liebe me and couldn't live without me,but that doesn't change the fact that I want to disappear. Because all I ever do is make mistakes.

Making the wrong Bewegen at the wrong time is what I do. For there isn't room for people like me.

I don't want to feel any emotion. Not even Liebe for I fear there is still a gaping hole inside of me that I can't seem to fill.

Feeling detached from everything is the only way I can put how I really feel. Everything just seems so far out of reach. I want to be one of those people who feel complete but it seems impossible.

I am so weak because the only thing keeping me alive is my fear of pain.

Not many people can say, when they smile, they mean it. I've finally Lost it all, my parents dead, sister commit suicide to get away from me, noone talks to me. I sit alone in a dark house listening to one song every Tag seven days a week fife our four weeks a month, twelve months a year. Every night i cry my self to sleep. I..have officialy Lost all of my sanity. so today, with no sanity, i've decided to commit suicide so goodbye every one, i hope your better off without me.. link