The Meadow - Bella's Pain

dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that Du were real, that Du all were , that he was.
There is evidence that Du were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming oder not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and Du diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, oder did i make Du up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without Du i dont know. But i want to find out. Do Du think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...

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I am incredibly proud of this peice ( I never though it was possible for me to write this much in a day!) let me know if Du agree.
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Training was hard but incredibly fun much to mum and dad’s dislike. Kate had helped me like she had my mum and Emmet and Jasper were teaching me tactics.
“Okay Emmet, I’m ready to go again!” I called after he had managed to floor me for the sixteenth time. As I slipped into a low crouch I flashed Esme a huge grin, I had hardly got to spend any alone time with her since we arrived in Denali, what with the sadistic vampire and me being...

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Designated visiting hours. The only thing saving Edward from Bella. At least, it amused Charlie to think that might be the case. Even considering the surly temperament Bella displayed when Charlie objected to the idea of Edward's accompanying Bella to Jacksonville, her newly acquired almost-constantly testy attitude was Mehr oder less directed at Edward; Charlie was tickled to ponder the possibility that Bells was subconsciously blaming Edward for her confinement. Finally.

"So Edward . . ." Charlie let calmness seep into his mind, just like he did when he was fishing. Lure Edward in. "You...

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i woke.if Du called that sleeping. but i diddnt want to move, i was too shocked to move, like i couldn't, paralized . again.
Jacob sagte that he wasn't going to leave the house after last night, had givin up to continuing carrying on about the scent.
i jsut sat back ,and diddnt reply. i couldn't say a word. my face was numb, my whole body was cut off from me.
i knew that me Schauspielen this way would give concerns to jacob, but that diddnt matter now. i believe that after seeing Carlisle that Jacob knew who was there last night, but was too afraid of me to ask what happened....

-Edward bought Bella a small silver phone. The kinds everybody has when there's an emergency. I wonder what's so special about the small silver phone.

Bella holds small sliver phone Von it's edge. Almost dropping it.

Bella: Euw. It's small. and silver. and it's a phone. Omg its a small silver phone!!

Edward: Silver is sexy. Would Du prefer a green giant phone instead, Bella?

Bella: No. Not green. I hate green. Green is wet. Green is damp. Green is Forks. I hate Forks.

Edward: If Du haven't come to Forks then Du wouldn;t have met me, your sexy, gorgeous, perfect boyfriend who's also a vampire...