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When life offers Du a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Preface, p.1

I stared because their faces, so different, so similar, were all devastatingly, inhumanly beautiful.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.19

I peeked up at him one Mehr time, and regretted it. He was glaring down at me again, his black eyes full of revulsion. As I flinched away from him, shrinking against my chair, the phrase if looks could kill suddenly ran through my mind.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.24

I was sure, though, in...
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This is taken place two years after the events of New Moon.. I warn Du , it's really long.

Sorry for the typos. I'm really tired.

2.41pm
Sitting on Emily's couch for the thousanth time in the last week, was surely a high light.
But the waiting for Jacob was not. He can take far too long sometimes, no doubt he does it on purpose, that way when he finally arrives, I'm almost boucing up and down.

I can tell he likes to see me like that, to see me happy, most defiantly for him.

But I suppose the most fulfilling thing in my growing need for Jacob is watching little Lylia and Dannielle sleep peacefully...
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posted by KatiiCullen94
dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that Du were real, that Du all were , that he was.
There is evidence that Du were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming oder not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and Du diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, oder did i make Du up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without Du i dont know. But i want to find out. Do Du think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...
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posted by pompeybabe
[This is just my opinion, not meaning to offend anyone oder piss anyone off. This is just how I feel.]


There's so much crap on the internet regarding Bella schwan being a terrible, undeveloped, idiotic character. Maybe some of that is true ... I'm not sure. I try not to discuss Stephenie Meyer's Schreiben skills too much because I end up screaming at people but she isn't the best, admit it.

Anyway, I personally Liebe Bella Swan. I am incredibly fed up and aggravated Von the idea that women nowadays have to know some kind of immense self-defense oder have a super power to be considered a powerful female...
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I had a chance to spend some one on one time with Baylor. Edward also had his chance. Not surprisingly, we have different opinions on him. Maybe it’s my eternal optimism, but I really like Baylor. He seems genuine, interestingly complex, and quite gentle.
Edward Fragen his motives, of course. When Edward is unable to read someones thoughts, he becomes intrigued, yet annoyed. He isn’t used to having to work to understand people. It’s not that Edward thinks Baylor is bad, he is just being cautious.
When Baylor and I spent time together, he told me all...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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Charlie has been Home for a couple of days now, and his recovery has been smooth. Renesmee has been visiting with him often, she really knows how to bring a smile to his face. He loves her.
The feeling in his arm is coming back much faster than expected, and his infection is completely cleared up. He does however, have to remain on antibiotics to ensure the infection doesn’t come back.
I’m so proud of Charlie. I have never gegeben him the credit he deserves for his incredible ability to overcome tribulations in life, and walk away with a smile on his face....
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Having speed, strength, immortality… it’s great. However, the simple things like being able to spend time at Isle Esme with Edward without him having to fear for my life, is the best feeling… ever.

This was our real honeymoon. Our chance to be together, without fear, without Fragen and without the pain of a half human half vampire child growing inside of me. It was the best honeymoon anyone could ask for.

“I cannot live without my life! I cannot die without my soul”
-Heathcliff (Wuthering Heights)
This was the quote Edward had inscribed onto the...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
Like Edward Journal I found Bella's Diary but in no way does this belong to me it belongs to the writer at link





And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in Liebe with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.

-Juliet

Romeo And Juliet.

I had written this quote down in an old diary I brought with me to Forks. I scribbled hearts around it while thinking of his pale porzellan face. I knew nothing of him then. Nothing of his immortality, strength, speed oder how dangerous he was. All I knew then, was that he...
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Edward had seen how much I’ve been hurting over the past while over Charlie’s shooting. He could see every emotion flow through me, from confusion, to anger. He could also see how hard I was trying to conceal those very emotions, to keep them hidden from Nessie. I never want to make her worry.
Earlier today Nessie showed Edward and I her thoughts. When she touched us we saw her, Charlie, Jacob, Edward and myself gathered in Charlie’s living room. Charlie looked healthy, and happy. We were all laughing and having a good time. It was a simple thought,...
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I could not help it. I was so angry at those horrible people for putting my Dad through this. Having to see him so lifeless, laying in his hospital bed, unable to do anything… it hurts me.
The bullet had shifted a little closer to Charlie’s heart, and Carlisle confronted me with an option. His option? To turn Charlie. Even though I don’t need to breathe, I somehow felt so out of breath, so confused, so… angry. I can’t believe it has come to this.

I…I… killed the criminals. I hate that word, and I am so mad at myself right now.

After Carlisle told...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then Du shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When Du were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded Von the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no Mehr reason for anything.”
-Edward Cullen
New Moon Chapter 23, Page 514

Edward and I had a long talk last night. We do that...
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Edward, Nessie and I spent the Tag with Charlie and Sue. Sue cooked a huge dinner, actually. We had insisted on coming over after dinner, and insisted… and insisted. They didn’t seem to want to take “no” for an answer however. Once there, we had to play it off like we had forgotten and already ate. That was odd. Something I’m getting somewhat used to though.

After abendessen I helped Sue clean the tabelle and dishes. She had accidentally bumped into me and had a shocked look on her face. I half smiled at her before she blurted out “Wow Bella, your body...
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Remember my 1953 Chevrolet pickup truck? The one Charlie bought for me from Billy Black when I moved to Forks? Well, if you’ve been following my story, Du would know that Edward purchased me an “after car”, for when I was turned. It’s a beautiful car. It’s fast, too. Different from my old pickup truck, to say the least. It’s a Ferrari F430. Nice to look at, but Edward always knew I missed my old pickup truck. It’s been parked on Charlie’s lawn for the longest time. To my disappointment, it stopped running. I thought I’d never get to drive...
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Edward softly pressed his smooth, porzellan finger to my lips as I feebly attempted to protest his anniversary surprise. “Shh, Bella, my love,” he whispered in my ear, his sweet breath finding its way to my nose, intoxicating me. “I promise I haven’t done anything outrageous oder overly extravagant. But it is August 13th – our Sekunde anniversary, love. Du had to have expected something.” His perfect, angelic crooked grin widened, brightening up his buttery golden eyes and causing me to entirely lose my train of thought.

Edward was good at that.

When he realized I was mentally crippled...
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posted by 1TeamEdwardFan
 Bella and Edward
Bella and Edward
Thank Du for the comments. Please tell me if there is anything I can do to improve. I'd like to dedicate this to Halunik thanks for all the support!


Bella's POV


"Bella!?" I heard someone call my name. I know that voice, I would know it anywhere.
"Edward!!" I yelled out.
Edward came into my view, he was too far away for my liking. It was only then that I realised where I was. I looked around, where am I? I have never seen this place before. It was a small village. There were small and simple houses made out of bricks. There were people walking around all in old fashioned clothes. I realised...
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From time to time, human emotions encapsulate me. If it weren’t for Zafrina, my friend from the Amazonian Coven, I don’t know if I’d be able to Zeigen Edward those emotions. She helped me realize my capabilities, and taught me to use them to my full potential. He loves it though, when I do let him in. Somehow however, I think he’s quite happy not knowing everything. It’s foreign to him, exciting. I guess it keeps him wondering, which isn’t something Edward is used to. Mostly, I’ve used this capability to Zeigen Edward how deeply, truthfully and...
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I couldn’t have prepared myself enough for how deeply consumed I would become with Lesen Edward’s Diary. It’s been absolutely heartbreaking Lesen the black book with the red ribbon wrapped around it. The one from before Edward met me.

I’m not ready to post one of his diary entries yet, but one quote from what I’ve read has stood out Mehr so than anything I’ve read so far in his diary -more than anything Edward has ever said.

“The days flow into the nights. There’s no separation between the two. I have nothing to live for - yet here I am,...
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Hey everyone. As promised, I have typed out an older diary entry for you. The following entry is from before my life completely changed - before him.
-Bella

Even on days when I’m feeling Mehr down than usual, the smell of fresh cut gras, grass and the hot pavement below my feet seems to brighten up my day, somehow. The rare breeze blowing from the leaves of the fully bloomed trees feels almost euphoric against the smoldering heat. The best thing about phoenix, though, is that it’s a vigorous, booming city - full of opportunity. I’m going to miss it.

I’ve made...
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“I haven’t seen a prospective talent so promising since we found Jane and Alec. Can Du imagine the possibilities when she is one of us?”

-Aro

Jacob hasn’t left Nessie’s side in days, except to go Home to change his clothes and check in with Billy and the pack periodically. He was Lost without her. We were all Lost without her. Each one of us have taken turns blaming ourselves for everything that has happened. Now, though, I know it was bound to happen no matter what. The Volturi were desperate for our attention. Desperate for us to become part of...
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posted by Renesmee_XD
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The chaos didn’t last very long, actually. The Volturi and their guards froze, standing there with the most oddly twisted expressions on their faces. It looked as though they were battling between enmity and sympathy. I, too, gave up the battle. I wasn’t sure if it was because I wanted to see what they were thinking, oder if the looks on their faces amused me. No one got destroyed. Felix, however, has a few chunks taken out of him and my bite marks, like Jasper’s, will remain. It took me longer than it should have to realize Charlie was causing the Volturi...
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