Du are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because Du do not exist much...
Why do Du run away from such a place as this?
Du liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. Du like and Liebe this place...
Du born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt Lost without Du and like I lose Du more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will Du stay for me, then… Von my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with Du as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to Du that I will not run away-from Du oder from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I Liebe you... and want to Liebe Du Mehr again...

I am missing Du and losing Du as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, Du fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few Mehr minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some Fragen of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would Du do the same thing for me?
Would Du sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will Du save me when I need your help?

Would Du do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet Du again- in the Soul Society oder elsewhere, but I hope I can meet Du there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting Du wherever, anywhere and I cannot bär to think about that...
I just can cry and Mehr and Mehr within I cry waiting you... just waiting for Du to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing Mehr of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...