The Last Goodbye
I am standing on my tiptoes with my arms around him and he is bending down so that I can reach. There are tears of joy, and cheering. It is too loud to hear even my own thoughts but somehow I still manage to hear the sound of my herz in my ears as I cling to my friend. After a long moment, we both pull back slightly and my hands slide over the strange fabric of his bright blue graduation gown. I look up at him knowing this could be the last times I see my most treasured friends. His hand leaves my shoulder, and he places it lightly on my face. My herz nearly stops as something in his face changes. Every nerve in my body is on edge. Why is he doing this to me? I know he doesn’t feel the same he has never even considered it. Still he slides his hand slowly vorwärts-, nach vorn and down until his thumb is touching the corner of my mouth. The tip of his finger traces the line of my bottom lip until it reaches the center of my lips and rests there. He isn’t looking at my eyes he is looking at his hand as he slowly pulls his thumb lower and the pressure causes my lips to separate. I let out a hot breath and the air hits his skin, and he lowers his thumb and the rest of his fingers Bewegen until he is holding my face Von the chin. I have been waiting for this moment for so long. I have been waiting for him to stop seeing me as his young freshman friend that he watched graduate high school and finish the first Jahr of college. He is finally seeing me, a young woman. He really is the perfect guy. He never thought of me in a degrading way, he was always gentle, kind, and wise. He never saw how much harder that made it for me to resist, and now he is looking at me and I know he is truly seeing me for the first time. He is leaning toward me, it’s a scene I’ve played in my head so many times it hurts, and all I can think is:
“Don’t.”
I whisper the word with closed eyes and pull away. He lets go and both our arms fall to our sides. The confusion in his light brown eyes is clear, but I don’t know if it is caused Von my words, oder Von his sudden realization that I’m not a little kid anymore but I explain anyway.
“Jonathan, this isn’t you, and I can’t do this. As much as I would Liebe to just stand here and let this happen—let Du KISS me—and forget that Du are leaving soon, forget that I may not ever see Du again after this summer, forget that afterwards Du will regret it with all your heart, and then have to break mine, I can’t. But if Du do, if Du can see us. If Du think Du could Liebe me, for Mehr than just today then do it. KISS me. But unless Du have thought about it, unless Du have weighed the pros and cons, unless Du see the possibility for a real relationship here—don’t. Unless Du know in your herz that this isn't just something Du will feel now and regret later, then please, don’t.”
A tear rolls down my face and Mehr swim in my eyes blurring my vision and I can hardly see his face. In that teilt, split second—my taste of eternity—it felt as though all the hurt in the world was mine to bear. The moment stretched forever, I was conscious of ever heartbeat that didn’t happen, while I waited for my dreams to shatter oder come true. Then I blinked, and the rest of the tears came flooding down clearing off my eyes so I can see him. He is just staring and thinking. He doesn’t Bewegen and I don’t breathe. Then his gaze leaves the floor, and he is looking in my eyes again. For the Sekunde time in all the years that I’ve known him he touches my face and pulls me close, but his lips instead of meeting mine draw close to my ear, and in a chocked voice he whispers:
“I’m sorry.”
I am standing on my tiptoes with my arms around him and he is bending down so that I can reach. There are tears of joy, and cheering. It is too loud to hear even my own thoughts but somehow I still manage to hear the sound of my herz in my ears as I cling to my friend. After a long moment, we both pull back slightly and my hands slide over the strange fabric of his bright blue graduation gown. I look up at him knowing this could be the last times I see my most treasured friends. His hand leaves my shoulder, and he places it lightly on my face. My herz nearly stops as something in his face changes. Every nerve in my body is on edge. Why is he doing this to me? I know he doesn’t feel the same he has never even considered it. Still he slides his hand slowly vorwärts-, nach vorn and down until his thumb is touching the corner of my mouth. The tip of his finger traces the line of my bottom lip until it reaches the center of my lips and rests there. He isn’t looking at my eyes he is looking at his hand as he slowly pulls his thumb lower and the pressure causes my lips to separate. I let out a hot breath and the air hits his skin, and he lowers his thumb and the rest of his fingers Bewegen until he is holding my face Von the chin. I have been waiting for this moment for so long. I have been waiting for him to stop seeing me as his young freshman friend that he watched graduate high school and finish the first Jahr of college. He is finally seeing me, a young woman. He really is the perfect guy. He never thought of me in a degrading way, he was always gentle, kind, and wise. He never saw how much harder that made it for me to resist, and now he is looking at me and I know he is truly seeing me for the first time. He is leaning toward me, it’s a scene I’ve played in my head so many times it hurts, and all I can think is:
“Don’t.”
I whisper the word with closed eyes and pull away. He lets go and both our arms fall to our sides. The confusion in his light brown eyes is clear, but I don’t know if it is caused Von my words, oder Von his sudden realization that I’m not a little kid anymore but I explain anyway.
“Jonathan, this isn’t you, and I can’t do this. As much as I would Liebe to just stand here and let this happen—let Du KISS me—and forget that Du are leaving soon, forget that I may not ever see Du again after this summer, forget that afterwards Du will regret it with all your heart, and then have to break mine, I can’t. But if Du do, if Du can see us. If Du think Du could Liebe me, for Mehr than just today then do it. KISS me. But unless Du have thought about it, unless Du have weighed the pros and cons, unless Du see the possibility for a real relationship here—don’t. Unless Du know in your herz that this isn't just something Du will feel now and regret later, then please, don’t.”
A tear rolls down my face and Mehr swim in my eyes blurring my vision and I can hardly see his face. In that teilt, split second—my taste of eternity—it felt as though all the hurt in the world was mine to bear. The moment stretched forever, I was conscious of ever heartbeat that didn’t happen, while I waited for my dreams to shatter oder come true. Then I blinked, and the rest of the tears came flooding down clearing off my eyes so I can see him. He is just staring and thinking. He doesn’t Bewegen and I don’t breathe. Then his gaze leaves the floor, and he is looking in my eyes again. For the Sekunde time in all the years that I’ve known him he touches my face and pulls me close, but his lips instead of meeting mine draw close to my ear, and in a chocked voice he whispers:
“I’m sorry.”
"Gwen,Gwen,Gwen!" Ms.Barton sagte as I was asleep in history class."What?" I sagte when I woke up."had a nice dream?" "S-sorry Ms.Barton,it won't happen again"."let's hope not." She said. When the glocke rang to go to lunch,my best friend,Marlon came up to me."What happend back there?" Marlon asked.To tell Du the truth,I've always had a crush on him.I always had a feeling he liked me back."Nothing,nothing at all,i was just dreamin." "What about?"he asked with a smile."I'm not telling you!" I sagte with a smile.When we went back to class,Ms.barton wanted to talk to me."Gwen,you have been sleeping in my class far to long". "sorry Ms.B,I havent been myslef lately." I sagte with a frown."OK,first of all,dont call me "Ms.B",and Du must go to sleep on time." She sagte with a light smile."sorry,it hared to fall a sleep in my house." well then...ther is only one thing to do...you need to,wake up..."
You’re keeping me up at night as Tag breaks
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Du do, got me feeling so blue
When will Du see
Du have to let it be
When will Du see just how much Du really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Du think you’ll be able to understand
My Liebe might be killing me
I hope Du realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Du think you’ll understand
Du drove me to a far off land
When will Du see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Du finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Du that firsthand
Du have my herz and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Du mean the universe and the galaxy to me
It’s all for you
Yeah that’s what Du do, got me feeling so blue
When will Du see
Du have to let it be
When will Du see just how much Du really mean to me
Why is it just so hard to send that card
When do Du think you’ll be able to understand
My Liebe might be killing me
I hope Du realize I’m just a fool
Damn! You’re so cool
When do Du think you’ll understand
Du drove me to a far off land
When will Du see
I can’t just let it be
Come on try to set me free
When will Du finally understand
I care about you
I’ll tell Du that firsthand
Du have my herz and my life
I hope soon I’ll get a chance to be your wife
I hope soon you’ll see, Du mean the universe and the galaxy to me
Race:half Italian Human,Otaku,Reader Fanfiction,I Liebe my Friends and Respect them i Speak American English Fluent and i like the sound of the ocean and strand Favorit animals:Dogs,Wolf,Dolphins,Horses,Panda,Tiger,Orca
Beluga Whales
Anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Favorit sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
Beluga Whales
Anime i love:Naruto Shippuden,Swords Art Online,Inuyasha,Vampire Knight,Rosario+Vampire
my Favorit sports are:Basketball,Tennis,Swimming
I'm the youngest child my mother have I have a biological brother and mom also my brother is a electronic Engineering
I have one small cute Malchi dog
In my opinion the new Suicide Squad sucks. Harley Quinn is not even Harley Quinn any more, Deadshot has stupid movie lines, and no King Shark. WTF. I will explain this all for people who are not familier with The Suicide Squad.
Since the beginning of time Harley Quinn has had an accent and, guess what, no accent in the new Suicide Squad. And since when does Harley Quinn dress like a fucking slut.
Deadshot is normaly the main charecter in The Suicide Squad but now he has two stupid arsch lines, "So we are some kind of Suicide Squad?" Yes Du are stupid it is the Titel of your movie. "Let's go save the world." Fuck it I am done with Deadshot fully.
King hai is, well, a giant hai but now they have replaced him with a less cool Killer Crok.
I really Liebe to write.I've done it ever since I was only 4.
My mother used to write things like stories oder poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Schreiben is really fun to do and I Liebe it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write E-Mail on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Liebe Schreiben so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an Autor when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write Poesie oder stories,I would also like to write Artikel for other people to read (just like I'm Schreiben one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new Bücher for kids.
Again I really Liebe to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
My mother used to write things like stories oder poems and letters.My mom inspired me to write things now.
Schreiben is really fun to do and I Liebe it alot!Sometimes I write things like my mom did.
Whenever I feel mad I usually write things in the Write E-Mail on the computer and write things that have been on my mind for a couple of days,then I erase them because I always feel better after I do that and I usually feel much calmer and I get it out of my system.
Since I really Liebe Schreiben so much I was thinking that maybe I could become an Autor when I grow up. :)
I wouldn't just write Poesie oder stories,I would also like to write Artikel for other people to read (just like I'm Schreiben one right now).But of course I would write it on a piece of paper.I would also like to write new Bücher for kids.
Again I really Liebe to write and it's sort of special to me in my life.
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