She is crying but Kevin is staring with no care and walks away and Connor comes up behind me and kisses the back of my neck. Dylan and Mel are playing in the sand and Debbie and Dawn and Avril are dancing around with Damon. I smile this is how I want it to be. Me and Connor sway and he pulls me close and I lean back and he kisses my neck and soon I see Kira copying me and Cody copying Connor. I laugh and jump into Connors arms where he cradles me and he whispers “ how long till we get out of here and our honeymoon can start.” I chuckle and say “soon.” He smiles and sets me on my feet and grabs Shiloh from Aiden who looks like he’s annoyed with her. I knell down to Aiden and say “go ahead and say it.” “She looks like Du but she ain’t nothing like Du and not as pretty.” I laugh and KISS his cheek and he says “someday I want to marry a girl just like you.” “I hope Du do.” He smiles and hugs me around the neck. I say to him “ I remember when I first met Du and I knew I wanted a son like Du and I got one close enough in looks and personality.” He looks at Dylan and nods. I smile and say “ Du want to dance.” “With you?” “Yea why not Du can’t dance with your old aunt.” “You ain’t old.” I laugh and grab his hands and begin to dance with him. He ain’t much shorter than me he’s 10 and about 4ft 8in and I’m only 8 inches taller. He’s a good for dancing with someone that much taller than him. He’s smiling the whole time with Mika watching on the side lines. He also asks me to dance along with Kevin.
TOADSTEP PVO
What just happened what kind of dream was that? Toadstep wondered.
He couldn't believe he just dreamed that he loved Dovewing Mehr than Ivypool. He shook his head vigourously trying to get the thought out of his mind. Ivypool was lying beside him and dreaming too, she mustn't of heard him call out his dream.
Thank god! Toadstep thought with relief.
He nudged his mate and she got up, "Morning, Toadstep." She purred rubbing her face against Toadstep's..
Everything is going to be okay, Toadstep you'll be fine, as long as she doesn't find out about the dream.
What just happened what kind of dream was that? Toadstep wondered.
He couldn't believe he just dreamed that he loved Dovewing Mehr than Ivypool. He shook his head vigourously trying to get the thought out of his mind. Ivypool was lying beside him and dreaming too, she mustn't of heard him call out his dream.
Thank god! Toadstep thought with relief.
He nudged his mate and she got up, "Morning, Toadstep." She purred rubbing her face against Toadstep's..
Everything is going to be okay, Toadstep you'll be fine, as long as she doesn't find out about the dream.
Can I help if I am messy?
Can I help if I forget?
Yes I can.
Can I help if I mouth off?
Can I help if I cuss?
Again, yes.
Can I help if Du screech?
Can I help if Du blather?
No.
Can I help if you're a hypocrite?
Can I help if Du overreact?
No, not really.
Can I help if Du yell at me, for no good reason?
Can I help if Du punish me for rolling my eyes?
Lord knows no.
True, I can help some bad things I do.
But the worst thing of all.
That I possibly can do.
Is waste Tag after day.
Of putting up with you.
Can I help if I forget?
Yes I can.
Can I help if I mouth off?
Can I help if I cuss?
Again, yes.
Can I help if Du screech?
Can I help if Du blather?
No.
Can I help if you're a hypocrite?
Can I help if Du overreact?
No, not really.
Can I help if Du yell at me, for no good reason?
Can I help if Du punish me for rolling my eyes?
Lord knows no.
True, I can help some bad things I do.
But the worst thing of all.
That I possibly can do.
Is waste Tag after day.
Of putting up with you.
You’re the reason why
I have to lie
Why I hurt so much
That my heart’s in a clutch
I’m slowly dying
‘Cause of your lying
Du used to be my magic
But now you’re a dick
Du made me long to be
Everything that wasn’t Lee
But look where that got me
Locked in without a key
If only Du knew
That I plummeted deeper than blue
But then again
You’re just another two timing has been
Du ran away
Thinking it’d be okay
But Du were wrong
Mehr so than any Liebe song
Du made me want to sing
With Du following
But look at how wrong I was
Believing Du that it was just “buzz”
Now you’re the reason why
I cannot do anything but cry
I have to lie
Why I hurt so much
That my heart’s in a clutch
I’m slowly dying
‘Cause of your lying
Du used to be my magic
But now you’re a dick
Du made me long to be
Everything that wasn’t Lee
But look where that got me
Locked in without a key
If only Du knew
That I plummeted deeper than blue
But then again
You’re just another two timing has been
Du ran away
Thinking it’d be okay
But Du were wrong
Mehr so than any Liebe song
Du made me want to sing
With Du following
But look at how wrong I was
Believing Du that it was just “buzz”
Now you’re the reason why
I cannot do anything but cry
I felt them start to build up
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
Violently, the ground shook,
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a schnell, swift dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, Liebe and it’s people’s cries.
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a schnell, swift dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, Liebe and it’s people’s cries.