It felt like I had been submerged under water. I was suffocating.
“How could Du leave her?” I managed to get the Frage out of my mouth.
“Genette didn’t tell me she was pregnant. I didn’t even know about Lucy until she was five. Von then I figured it was too late,” Alexander sagte a look of pain was in his face.
“It’s never too late, Alexander,” I said, angered Von the fact he would just give that magnificent child up.
“It was at the time. I didn’t know where she was, and the picture that I saw of her was a mirror image of Genette. It would’ve killed me to see that every day,” he said. I wanted to just except the fact and go on, but I couldn’t.
“You could’ve pulled through. Now, Lucy thinks no one wants her. She was abandoned from birth, and none of the foster parents wanted her. Only because Lucy is a free-spirit,” I sagte tears in my eyes. When I became angry-or passionate in this case-I cried.
“You remind me so much of Genette, Du know. The way Du act, and your features. I always wished I would find someone like her, but in a man. I finally did, and it was you. A strong, passionate man that could read anyone, but himself,” Alexander looked through me.
“Would Genette be proud of your decision to abandon Lucy?” I asked, ignoring the statements he just made.
“Honestly, I don’t know. She knew she was dying, and wanted to make Liebe with me. I was the Liebe of her life, but she wasn’t mine. Genette knew I only loved her as a friend, but that didn’t stop her from seducing me,” Alexander gave a bittersweet smile.
“Do Du regret it?”
“What, screwing around with a dying girl?” he asked.
“No, not adopting Lucy as soon as Du heard about her,” I couldn’t let go of the topic. I didn’t care what happened, all I needed to know is that he was sorry for not going back to get her.
“Yes, I regret that. If I had a time machine, I would’ve adopted her,” Alexander said. A look of old sorrow crossed his soft features. I looked into his eyes, I was glad he regretted it. At the same time, I felt so sorry for him. No one should have to go through that pain.
We both shared a look of sorrow. I started to say something to the effect of ‘I’m sorry’, but I was interrupted my Alexander’s lips on mine. I kissed him deeply; he slid on oben, nach oben of me.
Alexander pulled back, and leaned down to my ear.
“Come on,” he said, and pulled me off the purple couch. I didn’t know where we were going, but we kissed in the cab until we reached an apartment building. I guessed it was his. We got out hand-in-hand.
He led me to an elevator, which we kissed in until we reached the ninth floor. We went down the hall to apartment 9A. Alexander opened up the door, and guided me inside. He kissed me again.
Somehow, we got to the bedroom, still kissing. Alexander pinned me up against the wall. He took off my shirt, revealing my six-pack I worked so hard to maintain. His eyes lingered on my mid-drift for a moment. Then his eyes moved up to my chest. I had a big, black raven tattooed across it.
Alexander kissed me again, and threw me on the bed. The mattress was soft, and the sheets were cool. It felt nice since his warm body was on oben, nach oben of me.
We made Liebe for the rest of the night.
“How could Du leave her?” I managed to get the Frage out of my mouth.
“Genette didn’t tell me she was pregnant. I didn’t even know about Lucy until she was five. Von then I figured it was too late,” Alexander sagte a look of pain was in his face.
“It’s never too late, Alexander,” I said, angered Von the fact he would just give that magnificent child up.
“It was at the time. I didn’t know where she was, and the picture that I saw of her was a mirror image of Genette. It would’ve killed me to see that every day,” he said. I wanted to just except the fact and go on, but I couldn’t.
“You could’ve pulled through. Now, Lucy thinks no one wants her. She was abandoned from birth, and none of the foster parents wanted her. Only because Lucy is a free-spirit,” I sagte tears in my eyes. When I became angry-or passionate in this case-I cried.
“You remind me so much of Genette, Du know. The way Du act, and your features. I always wished I would find someone like her, but in a man. I finally did, and it was you. A strong, passionate man that could read anyone, but himself,” Alexander looked through me.
“Would Genette be proud of your decision to abandon Lucy?” I asked, ignoring the statements he just made.
“Honestly, I don’t know. She knew she was dying, and wanted to make Liebe with me. I was the Liebe of her life, but she wasn’t mine. Genette knew I only loved her as a friend, but that didn’t stop her from seducing me,” Alexander gave a bittersweet smile.
“Do Du regret it?”
“What, screwing around with a dying girl?” he asked.
“No, not adopting Lucy as soon as Du heard about her,” I couldn’t let go of the topic. I didn’t care what happened, all I needed to know is that he was sorry for not going back to get her.
“Yes, I regret that. If I had a time machine, I would’ve adopted her,” Alexander said. A look of old sorrow crossed his soft features. I looked into his eyes, I was glad he regretted it. At the same time, I felt so sorry for him. No one should have to go through that pain.
We both shared a look of sorrow. I started to say something to the effect of ‘I’m sorry’, but I was interrupted my Alexander’s lips on mine. I kissed him deeply; he slid on oben, nach oben of me.
Alexander pulled back, and leaned down to my ear.
“Come on,” he said, and pulled me off the purple couch. I didn’t know where we were going, but we kissed in the cab until we reached an apartment building. I guessed it was his. We got out hand-in-hand.
He led me to an elevator, which we kissed in until we reached the ninth floor. We went down the hall to apartment 9A. Alexander opened up the door, and guided me inside. He kissed me again.
Somehow, we got to the bedroom, still kissing. Alexander pinned me up against the wall. He took off my shirt, revealing my six-pack I worked so hard to maintain. His eyes lingered on my mid-drift for a moment. Then his eyes moved up to my chest. I had a big, black raven tattooed across it.
Alexander kissed me again, and threw me on the bed. The mattress was soft, and the sheets were cool. It felt nice since his warm body was on oben, nach oben of me.
We made Liebe for the rest of the night.
"It's nice here. I don't know many people though..." Victor brushed his hair back, smiling again. "Well, Von tomorrow, all of the kids at school will wanna be your friend." "Oh..." Jade turned slightly to see the raven haired boy deep in thought. "What is it?" "Hn? Oh, it's nothing. Oh, we're here." The blonde looked up ahead and saw her house. "Really? Cause my house is right there." She pointed, and Victor burst out laughing. "Haha-I live right Weiter to Du then..." The blonde looked at the house Weiter to hers. It seemed normal. A little old fashioned, but definitely normal. "Cool! Well, I'll see Du tomorrow then?" "Yeah..." The onyx eyed boy took Jade's hand, kissed it lightly, then walked off. "What was that?"
Jade Adams was making her way Home when she saw him. The dark haired kid everyone had been talking about earlier today was walking in the same direction she was. "Hey! You're the new kid in school right?" "Hn?" The boy turned around to face Jade, making her herz skip a beat. He had to be one of the most strikingly beautiful people she had ever seen. He was pale, with onyx colored eyes, and jet black hair that hung over his eyes slightly. "H-hi. I'm Jade..." the poor girl was at a loss for words when he flashed his dazzling smile at her. "Hey, I'm Victor." She blushed slightly and readjusted her Slipknot tee over her black skinny jeans. "Soo... what road do Du turn onto to get home?" "I turn onto Salem road, what about you?" Victor looked over at her again, scratching his head awkwardly. "Me too! Wanna walk Home together?" "Sure!" The blonde girl started walking ahead, leaving Victor o follow. "So, how do Du like it here?"
Memories,
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The Zeigen is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This Zeigen is over,
Now go home.
Confusion,
So many thoughts,
The end is near,
The darkness coming,
Now its here,
The Zeigen is over,
The lights are off,
We now say goodnight,
Goodbye,
As we begin 2 open the new chapter
It hurts at first,
Will the changes be extreme?
Please, just tell me,
This was only a dream,
I want to go back,
To relive this again,
This high point in life,
It can't end.
The stage lights dimmed,
The leaving spoke,
With happy faces on,
But tears in their eyes,
This Zeigen is over,
Now go home.
She fell to the floor and wept, and the jar shook
The Tag ended on a cold note for the cold night
He had her herz sealed in a jar, fragile and trapped
Until he had his moment and let go
With little strength, she had saved it and ran
She had ran until the darkness was unbearable,
As she wept, the jar shivered in her arms
Her dark blue eyes were drenched
And her mind was a dark, narrow corridor.
Her heat prolonged in entrapment,
Torturing her unknowingly with each eternity-like moment.
Finally, she ceased her overwhelming emotions,
Now silent and pondering
Distracted, the jar fell, and shattered at her feet
He’s gone. He’s gone! The words danced in her mind.
Her herz was free, and she was free
She got to her feet, no longer stumbling
And the shattered jar crunched under her feet
There was no Mehr pain.
~~~~~~~~
...Yeah, I know it kinda sucks. Like I said, first attempt. :/
The Tag ended on a cold note for the cold night
He had her herz sealed in a jar, fragile and trapped
Until he had his moment and let go
With little strength, she had saved it and ran
She had ran until the darkness was unbearable,
As she wept, the jar shivered in her arms
Her dark blue eyes were drenched
And her mind was a dark, narrow corridor.
Her heat prolonged in entrapment,
Torturing her unknowingly with each eternity-like moment.
Finally, she ceased her overwhelming emotions,
Now silent and pondering
Distracted, the jar fell, and shattered at her feet
He’s gone. He’s gone! The words danced in her mind.
Her herz was free, and she was free
She got to her feet, no longer stumbling
And the shattered jar crunched under her feet
There was no Mehr pain.
~~~~~~~~
...Yeah, I know it kinda sucks. Like I said, first attempt. :/
Ok, so I just want to write a little summary to my story that I want to write called A Place of Our Own I'm basically Schreiben this to see if people will like it, and if they do, I'll write more. :)
So anyways, it's about a Hollie, 17 Jahr old girl who has an alcoholic mother and a step father who abuses her as well as her 12 Jahr old sister, Amy. Hollie's been in a 3 Jahr on/off relationship with a heroin addicted boyfriend, Danny. When a close call puts Danny in the hospital, he promises Hollie that he'll quit and they'll find a better life. This causes Hollie to realize that she needs to leave Home and find help herself.
So yeah, if Du liked this, please Kommentar and there WILL be more. Thanks. :)
So anyways, it's about a Hollie, 17 Jahr old girl who has an alcoholic mother and a step father who abuses her as well as her 12 Jahr old sister, Amy. Hollie's been in a 3 Jahr on/off relationship with a heroin addicted boyfriend, Danny. When a close call puts Danny in the hospital, he promises Hollie that he'll quit and they'll find a better life. This causes Hollie to realize that she needs to leave Home and find help herself.
So yeah, if Du liked this, please Kommentar and there WILL be more. Thanks. :)