We came back from the waterfall, as a gray wolf stopped in our tracks. Howl got onto all fours, and started petting and wrestling with the wolf. The wolf kinda growled at me, but Howl corrected him. The wolf started licking me, as I squatted down to their level. Howl told me he had to get something, so I watched the wolf until he came back. Howl came with some grapes in his hand. A batch of them. We both sat down under a tree, as he started feeding me grapes. I taught him a little bit Mehr of English too. I also started teaching him about love. "What is love, Lilith? Is it...bad?" "No, it's not....well....it's not bad. It's a little complicated, depending what type of Liebe it is. There are a few types. There are Liebe for your parents like respecting them, and helping them out and listening to them. oder when Du have Liebe for your friends, like hanging out and being nice to them. And there's Liebe like between two people. That kind of Liebe is very, very special. Not only do they Liebe and respect and are nice to each other, but they kiss, hold hands, and other stuff. Like when Du were feeding me grapes, that's what a boyfriend and a girlfriend would do to oder other people would do to each other." Howl looked at me and said,"What is kiss?" I blushed and said,"When people touch their lips together like this." I kissed him to Zeigen him what a KISS was. It was just a demonstration, but I felt something. Something that I never felt with Adam. I just wanted Howl to just hold me, and never let me go.
I don't believe you.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what Du give me?
Why did Du break up with me?
I don't understand.
Du were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And Du left me.
Du abandoned me.
Why did Du dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, Du leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
I really don't
After all these years
This is what Du give me?
Why did Du break up with me?
I don't understand.
Du were so close with me
And then that tech freak came by
And Du left me.
Du abandoned me.
Why did Du dump me?
Such a close friend of mine.
Laughing with me all these years
Crying with me.
Now, Du leave me.
Why?
I don't understand anything that happened.
Why can't happy things happen
In this world?
Why do things have to be so sad?
I can't accept that it happened.
Because I am still a close friend
Of yours
But I can't accept the facts.
I just can't.
When Du hope,
Du expect and wish,
Du have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
Du don’t want them killed,
Hope makes Du stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to Du in life,
Sometimes Du need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
Du and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire Du herz out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
Du know what Du want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Du expect and wish,
Du have a feeling for wanting,
Your desires to be filled,
Du don’t want them killed,
Hope makes Du stronger,
We live to hope,
Hope is what keeps us going,
Keep it sealed,
Let it be healed,
Like it’s your shield,
Sometimes it’s your battle field,
Keep hope close to Du in life,
Sometimes Du need to rethink twice,
For hope is unstable,
It comes and goes,
Hope is a special gift,
Not everyone knows,
If they do, they don’t bother to show,
Some of us want to lose hope,
Some of us want to regain hope,
Some think it’s a useless tool,
Yet they’re the ones blind,
Who won’t come to mind?
Du and I, we all need hope,
No matter how far we seem from it,
It will find us one day,
For hope will come to us,
Wish and desire Du herz out,
Keep in mind,
Don’t back away;
Du know what Du want,
Keep hoping till the END……
Temporary Home
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are Engel who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to Bewegen on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before Du can say “Thank you” oder “I Liebe you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They KISS our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.
For some people, this world is only a stopover. They arrive here to do some good while they can, but they know that this is still not their true home. They are Engel who come to light up our lives with their luminescence and to teach us what they can before they have to Bewegen on. They flash in on golden wings, but it seems that they are gone before Du can say “Thank you” oder “I Liebe you”. They leave softly, without fanfare. They KISS our brow as lightly as a heart’s whisper, and smile, blinding us with its brightness. When we blink, they are gone.
Friends Are Forever,so I thought.
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
Friends don't back stab you.
Friends don't talk behind your back oder be pissed off at Du when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all Friends for never.
When we need to go back to being Friends FOREVER!
All those pictures that I bought,now torn apart along with my broken heart.
I miss those hugs and laughs we use to share,because now they act like they don't care.
Now all we do is fight.
I wish God would give us some light,give me a solution to solve all this tension.
Friends don't back stab you.
Friends don't talk behind your back oder be pissed off at Du when they feel like it.
Nobody seems to care anymore.
Now girls are turning into whores.
All I know is that now we are all Friends for never.
When we need to go back to being Friends FOREVER!