Last time.... she got a text message from brian (mr.m)
Hey Jasmine,wanna go out for abendessen tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well Mehr like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making Essen for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the bett with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some Mehr before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as Du want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some Essen ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate Du letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask Du one question. Why? Why did Du invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, Du are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, Du want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see Du get shipped off to some foster Home and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask Du something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with Du I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my Favorit teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a Stunde oder so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her ipod headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The Weiter morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the Zurück night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the küche where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l sagte smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot rosa pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded Von something Du can't see so Du make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the tabelle and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are Du nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. Du know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in Liebe with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda limette, lime your ex husband. Du Liebe the person but just not the way Du Liebe the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who Du really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her datum started at seven. She had chosen a tan hemd, shirt with a long Gold chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her Favorit heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say Von to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a datum its two Friends haveing abendessen together."
"Say what Du want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She sagte as she walked out the door.
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Hey so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
Hey Jasmine,wanna go out for abendessen tomarrow night?
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She was speechless. Didn't they just have this coversation,(well Mehr like she had it with herself in her head but still...) and now all of a sudden he's asking her out. So she started typing back.
sure.what time do you- then she remebered jade. She couldn't just leave her. Could she?
uhh...mabye I have a guest staying here but if she doesn't mind then sure!. She closed her phone and went back to making Essen for her and jade. The house was quiet for a while and then she thought she heard crying. She was curious so she walked to the room jade was in and checked on her. When she walked in she found jade sitting on the bett with her knees pulled up to her chest and sobbing. She quickly walked over and sat down beside her, pulling her into a hug. "What's wrong?" She asked. She sobbed some Mehr before answering."my mom is gone,my dad is gone. My step dad doesn't want me and I might never get to see my sister again! I have no place to go, after I leave her ill probaly be put into foster care and placed in a group home..." she cryed some more. Mrs.l felt so bad for this poor girl.
She hushed her."shhh....you can stay here for as long as Du want to ok?" She looked up at her,with a glimer of hope in her eyes. "Really?" "Really,now let's get some Essen ok?" They walked down the hall and jade sat at the table, mrs.l came over and handed her a plate of pizza. They sat in silence for a while, occacinally a glance at the other but no words. Finally jade broke the silence. " I really do appericiate Du letting me stay her.I was probaly going to sleep at the police station until my cps worker came and got me in the morning...and I just have to ask Du one question. Why? Why did Du invite me to come stay with you, I'm nothing but trouble..." mrs.l looked at her for a minuete before speaking. "Jade, Du are troubled, yes. But I see a lot of potential in you. Your smart, talented, and I know somewhere inside you, Du want to do something with yourslef. I don't want to see Du get shipped off to some foster Home and ruin that." Sh e was shocked to hear some one belived in her even when she didn't belive in herself. "Thank you." Was all she could manage to say. "So jade can I ask Du something?".
"Sure.".
"Well mr.m sent me a message asking me out tomarrow night and if it was ok with Du I was wondering if I could-" she was cut off. "Go.have a good time. It'll be cool to have my Favorit teachers dating."
"Ok.thanks." the rest of the night was spent talking about themselves. After a Stunde oder so they both headed off to bed. Jade put her ipod headphones in her ears and drifted off to kelly klarckson...
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The Weiter morning she woke up.confused of where she was and then the memories of the Zurück night came flooding back to her. She brushed her hair and walked out to the küche where mrs.l was making breakfast.
"Good morning!" Mrs.l sagte smiling sweetly at her.
"Morning..." mrs.l took notice of what she was wearing. Hot rosa pajama pants and a white tank top. She looked differnt with her black everything. "What?" She asked as she noticed her looking at her.
"You just look differnt with everything black..."
"Oh..yeah. sometimes even goths need a break from all the blackness. I guess I like black cause it feels like a escape. When everything is dark nothing can disturb you, its like your surrounded Von something Du can't see so Du make it your own world."
"Fair enough." They both laughed. They sat down at the tabelle and ate, and jade had to ask.
" are Du nervous, about tonight I mean?"
"Actually to tell the truth? Extremley. I never felt like this about another guy before and I'm scared I'm gonna mess it up..."
"Trust me I've been head over heels for a guy before. Du know aaron rose?". "Yeah, he's in your class period right?"
"Yeah well I was in Liebe with him, but then me and jason started dating and I just feel something for him I never felt for aaron. Kinda limette, lime your ex husband. Du Liebe the person but just not the way Du Liebe the other.." she thought for a moment before adding "and you'll find out who Du really wanna be with one day, mabye that's tonigjt."
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It was around 6:30, her datum started at seven. She had chosen a tan hemd, shirt with a long Gold chain necklace, and a darker shade of tan to go over top. She also wore a pair of white pants and aair of mary janes, her Favorit heels." She walked out of her room and went to the guest room to say Von to jade. "Hey I'm about to leave, I left my phone number on the fridge, call if somethings wrong.ok? Oh! And since I'm gonna be out I'm probally gonna be full be the time I get back so help yourself to anything in the fridge."
"Ok have fun on your date. She stressed the word "date".
"Its not a datum its two Friends haveing abendessen together."
"Say what Du want but its a dat."
"Bye jade!"
"Bye." She sagte as she walked out the door.
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Hey so sorry if this chapter sucked. But I was having writers block soo... yeah. Well please reviews.thanks.
I felt them start to build up
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
As soon as I saw him
I put on a happy face for my mom
Because she doesn’t know
That he broke my heart
She didn’t know that I balled my eyes out
She hasn’t realized that I’ve withdrawn
He says he wants us to be friends
I could barely hold them back
He asked if I understood
And I do
But that doesn’t stop the pain and anger
I blink back the tears
And realize that I was starting to put a shield up
My shield of anger
I feel the tears
As I pray
That God will help me this time
So I don’t isolate myself again
And don’t lose myself
Tears……
They come and I can’t stop them
I hate them
They are a weakness
and I can’t stop them
Violently, the ground shook,
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a schnell, swift dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, Liebe and it’s people’s cries.
As the mountain exhaled black smoke.
Overwhelmed, they ran for cover,
Those left began to choke.
Cherished, were the possessions left behind,
Melted and scattered as ash.
Beloved, the children lost,
They couldn’t make a schnell, swift dash.
Darkened, the cloudy heavens above,
Black clouds fell from the sky.
Covered, the people escaping,
With no way out they began to die.
Lost, the souls of the trapped,
A snatched half-chance at life.
Fallen is Pompeii;
Civilisation, Liebe and it’s people’s cries.
He creeps through the alley ways
Forever, perhaps
All in search
Of a few meaningless scraps
Paws scared, pelz stained
Mourning over
What his herz once contained
halsband, kragen torn, soul lost
Forever wandering
On the ground of frost
Memories will never fade
For his closest companion
And master for life, betrayed
Kicked on the streets
Forced to live
With the night's beasts
Wanders and wonders
Hiding in the shadows
From the night's thunders
Forgive and forget
They always say
But that thought doesn't enter the mind of this stray
Hoping one Tag a new master would come
But alas, that is seldom
As days go by, and nights linger
He hopes and prays
For his soul and body
To part ways
For the pain is torture
And the future is bleak
Shunned from the world
Known as a freak
When, oh when, will the world learn?
How would they feel if the tides were turned?
Forever, perhaps
All in search
Of a few meaningless scraps
Paws scared, pelz stained
Mourning over
What his herz once contained
halsband, kragen torn, soul lost
Forever wandering
On the ground of frost
Memories will never fade
For his closest companion
And master for life, betrayed
Kicked on the streets
Forced to live
With the night's beasts
Wanders and wonders
Hiding in the shadows
From the night's thunders
Forgive and forget
They always say
But that thought doesn't enter the mind of this stray
Hoping one Tag a new master would come
But alas, that is seldom
As days go by, and nights linger
He hopes and prays
For his soul and body
To part ways
For the pain is torture
And the future is bleak
Shunned from the world
Known as a freak
When, oh when, will the world learn?
How would they feel if the tides were turned?