I'm sorry it's been so long! I think I forgot about my Fan fiction..sorry! It will not happen again! Promise!!!
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"Alice?" I sagte in a whisper, I know she heard me.
"Bella! I need to talk to you!" Alice said.
"Let's go to my room," I said.
"Perfect," Alice said, while rushing past Charlie.
"Do I have a say in this? Remember Du are grounded Bella," Charlie sagte as Alice was trying to push me to my room.
"I'm sorry Charlie but this can not wait," Alice snapped at Charlie, then she pushed me into my room so Charlie could not further Debatte the subject.
"Bella, it's Edward," she sagte once the door was closed.
"What about Edward?" I sagte with annoyance.
"HE LEFT!" she snapped at me.
"What? What do Du mean he left? Where is he?" I had so many questions.
"I do not know why he left but he went to Tanya`s. I could run after him but then he would just go somewhere else. He's going to leave Tanya`s tomorrow but I'm not sure where he is going. I think he is just going to run. I don't know where because he doesn't know where. All he knows is he does not plan to come back to Forks. And... And... Do Du know anything that I might not know?" Alice sagte through her sobs. I feel so bad for her. But what would I know that she wouldn't know? She's the one that can see the future.
"Thats horrible! I'm so sorry, I don't know anything about this, I wish I did," I said. That's when it hit me. Edward is gone. Will I ever see him again? Will I ever speak to him again? Wait... I just spoke to him on the phone recently. Too recently. I thought he sounded happy. I thought he was over me. Maybe I thought wrong?
"When did he leave?" I questioned.
"Just a half Stunde Vor oder something. I'm not keeping track," Alice said.
"I just talked to him on the phone not too long ago," I said. What did I say to him to make him leave his family?
"What did he say?" she sagte urgently.
"Well we talked for a little while. I thanked him for the whole thing with Jacob. And I asked him if he'd go on a blind datum with... Katie,"
"Wait, stop! Katie? What's wrong with you? He hates her for doing that to you! Don't Du see? He's so not over you. I'll bet he left because he thought Du were trying to get him to like someone else," Alice said.
"It's not my fault!" I sagte as I tried to make myself believe that it really wasn't my fault.
"You should not have brought Katie up," Alice sagte while shaking her head.
"Well... I thought he was over me and that he could use a girlfriend," I said, realizing that I was trying to get him to like someone other than me. Then a strange feeling washed over me. Oh, it's only guilt.
"Well," Alice said. Even though it was one word, I could tell it meant a whole lot more. It was like she knew what was going through my head.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
I reached for my phone. But my phone wasn't going off.
"Hey Jazz!" Alice sagte into her phone. Oh, so it wasn't my phone after all.
"Okay, I''l be there as ASAP," Alice spoke into her phone, then hung up. "I have to go be with my family," Alice said.
"Oh, okay," I sagte as she walked out of the room.
Who can I talk to about this? Not Jacob, he's probably happy that he's gone. No one else. I can't tell anyone else because then they would have to know that they're vampires.
"Oh my gosh," I sagte in a whisper to myself.
Yesterday, I thought Jacob and I were history. Yesterday, I thought Edward would never speak to me again. Yesterday, I thought Edward was over me. Today, I know those three things are not true.
Today has been one of the longest of my life. First, I see Jacob with this girl, Katie. I thought they were a thing. Then when Alice was driving me home, she decided to make a stop at Jacob's house. I then 'broke' into his house and waited for him in his bedroom. He found me in there, and told me everything. Then we kissed and it was amazing. Then Katie came in and ruined it all. Then, Alice drove me home. Charlie grounded me. Then, Katie came over and surprisingly, apologized. While Katie was over, Edward called. We actually had a nice conversation. Katie left while I was in the midst of my conversation with Edward. Then I finally talked to Jacob, we didn't talk long though. Then Alice came over, and told me Edward left.
After re-capping my whole day, I was pretty tired. So I laid down and blinked my eyes until I was finally asleep. My long Tag was finally over.
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"Alice?" I sagte in a whisper, I know she heard me.
"Bella! I need to talk to you!" Alice said.
"Let's go to my room," I said.
"Perfect," Alice said, while rushing past Charlie.
"Do I have a say in this? Remember Du are grounded Bella," Charlie sagte as Alice was trying to push me to my room.
"I'm sorry Charlie but this can not wait," Alice snapped at Charlie, then she pushed me into my room so Charlie could not further Debatte the subject.
"Bella, it's Edward," she sagte once the door was closed.
"What about Edward?" I sagte with annoyance.
"HE LEFT!" she snapped at me.
"What? What do Du mean he left? Where is he?" I had so many questions.
"I do not know why he left but he went to Tanya`s. I could run after him but then he would just go somewhere else. He's going to leave Tanya`s tomorrow but I'm not sure where he is going. I think he is just going to run. I don't know where because he doesn't know where. All he knows is he does not plan to come back to Forks. And... And... Do Du know anything that I might not know?" Alice sagte through her sobs. I feel so bad for her. But what would I know that she wouldn't know? She's the one that can see the future.
"Thats horrible! I'm so sorry, I don't know anything about this, I wish I did," I said. That's when it hit me. Edward is gone. Will I ever see him again? Will I ever speak to him again? Wait... I just spoke to him on the phone recently. Too recently. I thought he sounded happy. I thought he was over me. Maybe I thought wrong?
"When did he leave?" I questioned.
"Just a half Stunde Vor oder something. I'm not keeping track," Alice said.
"I just talked to him on the phone not too long ago," I said. What did I say to him to make him leave his family?
"What did he say?" she sagte urgently.
"Well we talked for a little while. I thanked him for the whole thing with Jacob. And I asked him if he'd go on a blind datum with... Katie,"
"Wait, stop! Katie? What's wrong with you? He hates her for doing that to you! Don't Du see? He's so not over you. I'll bet he left because he thought Du were trying to get him to like someone else," Alice said.
"It's not my fault!" I sagte as I tried to make myself believe that it really wasn't my fault.
"You should not have brought Katie up," Alice sagte while shaking her head.
"Well... I thought he was over me and that he could use a girlfriend," I said, realizing that I was trying to get him to like someone other than me. Then a strange feeling washed over me. Oh, it's only guilt.
"Well," Alice said. Even though it was one word, I could tell it meant a whole lot more. It was like she knew what was going through my head.
Ring. Ring. Ring.
I reached for my phone. But my phone wasn't going off.
"Hey Jazz!" Alice sagte into her phone. Oh, so it wasn't my phone after all.
"Okay, I''l be there as ASAP," Alice spoke into her phone, then hung up. "I have to go be with my family," Alice said.
"Oh, okay," I sagte as she walked out of the room.
Who can I talk to about this? Not Jacob, he's probably happy that he's gone. No one else. I can't tell anyone else because then they would have to know that they're vampires.
"Oh my gosh," I sagte in a whisper to myself.
Yesterday, I thought Jacob and I were history. Yesterday, I thought Edward would never speak to me again. Yesterday, I thought Edward was over me. Today, I know those three things are not true.
Today has been one of the longest of my life. First, I see Jacob with this girl, Katie. I thought they were a thing. Then when Alice was driving me home, she decided to make a stop at Jacob's house. I then 'broke' into his house and waited for him in his bedroom. He found me in there, and told me everything. Then we kissed and it was amazing. Then Katie came in and ruined it all. Then, Alice drove me home. Charlie grounded me. Then, Katie came over and surprisingly, apologized. While Katie was over, Edward called. We actually had a nice conversation. Katie left while I was in the midst of my conversation with Edward. Then I finally talked to Jacob, we didn't talk long though. Then Alice came over, and told me Edward left.
After re-capping my whole day, I was pretty tired. So I laid down and blinked my eyes until I was finally asleep. My long Tag was finally over.
{#2 TRACK ON TWILIGHT ORIGINAL MOTION PICTURE SOUNDTRACK)
when the thorn busch turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back Home with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As Du watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear Du calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come Home how will I ever leave
when the thorn busch turns white that's when I'll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don't know where I'll go
And I don't know what I'll see
But I'll try not to bring it back Home with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As Du watch me wander, curse the powers that be
Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and
you're still there
Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you're still there
In the full moons light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear Du calling me
But I don't know where I am and I don't trust who I've been
And If I come Home how will I ever leave