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chapter five: Heavenly's POV
"What happened?" asked Jake after he got in the car and we started driving.
"uhh, no one got hurt. i'm happy, i geuss. we just talked and i don't think we'll be talking to the Cullens for a while, but i got you." he sagte smiling the whole time.
i was confused. that was weird for what i had seen earlier.
"you know that really scared me Jacob." i sagte almost mad that he had put me through that.
"i'm sorry babe. but um... Du start school on the reserve tomorrow."
"oh yeah, i'm excited i geuss."
"i think your lieing" he sagte
"i am." i sagte back.
"well i'll pick Du up tomorrow morning and Zeigen Du around."
"ok!" i answered to fast.
we were at my house too soon.
"well i'll see Du tomorrow and you'll explain to me what actually happened tonight." i sagte almost motherly.
"sure, sure. Heavenly,... i Liebe you." he sagte to me as if we'd been saying that normally, and it felt like we did.
"I Liebe Du too Jake." i sagte and then ran inside, it was raining again.
i walked in and my mom had fallen asleep on the couch with her boyfriend
(since yesterday she had fallen in Liebe with this bum.)
the first thing i did was change into my flannels and sit on my bett watching t.v. but all i was thinking about was Jake. all of a sudden there was a tapping on my window. i went to check it out, and of course it was Jake. i opened the window.
" what are Du doing here?!" i excaimed in a whisper.
" i uhh... couldn't sleep, can i come in." he asked while he was holding him self up Von the ledge on the other side of the window.
" sure" i sagte and got out of the way for him.
he climbed in unphased, ofcourse. he sat on my bed.
" so,.... Du have a.... big room. i can't fit in my room." he sagte changing all subject.
" i'm surprised Du can fit in this room." i said, climbing on the bett Weiter to him.
" aren't Du tired? oder on patrol oder something?" i asked
" no embry is covering my shifts,.... i've been babysitting his sister."
we both lied there in my bed, just talking and talking.
" Are Du tell me about this 'exclusive' highschool that i'm going to tomorrow?" i asked, curious.
" not much to tell, oh umm.... we're wrestling in PE." he smiled
" oh wow. that will be a problem."
" it's ok. i'll help you." he sagte with a bigger smile. i couldn't help but blush.
this entire time, i didn't notice 'till now that he was shirtless.
" Jake, how come Du never wear a shirt?" i asked.
" Why? does my being half naked bother you?" he asked. i blushed even harder.
" Jacob, i swear Du just...."
" What....?" i was sooo flustered.
suddenly he was leaning over me. his warm body against mine.
" I Liebe Du Heavenly." he sagte and then kissed me. violently almost. in about six Sekunden my hands were in his hair and my legs around his waist while he was over me in push up position. i never wanted it to stop. his warm breath in my mouth, i was getting light headed.
he stopped then,
" Du need sleep, i should go."
" NO!" i practically yelled. he laughed
" i'll be back tomorrow morning." he sagte and then was gone.
i closed the window, and lie on my bed. i wasn't like i could actually get to sleep, i was up all night thinking about this.
' why does Jake like me of all people?'
' am i dreaming'
' is there anything to worry about at school tomorrow? all the girls there must have loved jake.'
