**note: I wrote this along with another one in Algebra 2 Honors after I finished my class work and was listening to these two songs. I just had to type them on my computer since I wrote them in my journal first. so here is the first one
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my other one shots
Waiting For Your Return (link)
Until Du Swim (link)
Bewegen Von Little Mix (link)
Not Your Aschenputtel (link)
Haunted House (link)
Left On The Dance floor (link)
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I sat in my room looking out at the snow falling gently onto the ground. All of my Friends were excited because it meant a white Weihnachten for tomorrow. However I couldn’t help but feel empty on the inside ever since our break up. I know Du still have that old red scarf I used to wear but now the thought of the times I wore it makes me feel sadden. I sometimes wish we could start everything over again but I know all too well Du would break me like a promise like all the times Du have done before. The Liebe we had was so beautiful but had such a tragic ending. Why did it all have to wash down the drain so quickly? I guess it’s one of the few things I’ll never know why this even happened at all. Now that’s Weihnachten Eve the only thing I can think of is watching all my Friends so happy underneath the mistletoe. However I will just be a part of the background sipping on my hot Schokolade Von the feuer alone. I know all too well this is your fault that my herz lays shattered on the white blanket outside. The reason is two years Vor this very Tag my Friends tried to warn me Du were trouble but my herz didn’t listen to anything they sagte about you; however, I was too stupid because one Jahr Vor Du cheated on me with that red head. I hope Du are happy with her because I can never forgive Du because that was the Sekunde time Du did this to me, so this is why from now on I will never give anyone a Sekunde chance. Lately when Du have called I just ignore Du because I knowyou’d treat me like a promise Du didn’t keep. I know Du remember every little detail all too well because Du are like the tornado that wrecks a town because Du wrecked my heart. Ever since last Weihnachten when I try to myself it’s okay, but when we met again on that little town street on Valentine’s Tag I almost let myself fall for Du again but I reminded myself I deserve better than you. Because I knew I could never trust Du again after I saw Du Küssen someone else underneath the mistletoe a Jahr ago. Now after I was paralyzed Von the sight of you I have been fighting to be my old self again but I cannot because I’m still trying to find it and I remember all too well.