When Du look into my eyes, what do Du honestly see. Do they sparkle like they used to? Cus it seems like they drifted off with the tears I've cried..
wonders when her Tag will come...dont want to think about im afraid to because she can go anytime and if she goes without saying i Liebe u then my life is over so i hold her tight so if she does go i can say i Liebe her before she goes away and drifts away from me
i Liebe this one person sooo much i cant explain it in words :) xxx its to hard to say it all in this short little time i no u have time but u might just forget so i KISS u and hold u and stand Von u to Zeigen u how much i Liebe u it doesnt matter how much u Liebe me i Liebe u way Mehr (:
In my life i grew up in pain a agony. I was only 2 oder 3 when i was first hit. then i got hit again over and over. another time i was hit was when i didn't take a dusche the morning after i took a shower. i was late 4 school and had cuts and bruses, one went from my shoulder to the middle of my upper arm. no one asked what happened beacause no one cares what happens to me. They wouldn't even care if i died. my dad even sagte "if Du died i would want to know right away because then i would go buy a boat" (that is what he sagte because if i died he would get all the money from insurence) even when i broke my leg my dad hit my leg on the tabelle 3 times then took me to the e.r. it turned in to surgery. i was in a wheelchair and on cruches for 3 in 1\2 months. now i have a scar that goes from my left ankle to just below my knee. now i didn't cry because i dont care to cry.(i do cry but rarly) My life sucks worse every Tag and i have been planing to run away. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
Not a wolke up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles
When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But Du can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't Du stop believin' in your self
When you're broken
Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat Du up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes Du who Du are
No matter how much your herz is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah
When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But Du can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't Du stop believin' in your self
When you're broken
Better days are gonna find Du once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken
wants to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even tho her herz is broken and the 1 who always brightens your Tag even tho she couldn't brighten her own i dont care about my days i care about my Friends days and how there doing fuck my life and my days they dont matter anyway counting the days donw as i go.
I'm gonna sit alone in a quiet room and cry until I cant cry no more. I am tired of all the pain inside and I am tired of all the tears falling from my eyes.im tired of bleeding im tired of life im tired of living im tired of fakers im tired of crying lonely with no one
is having one of those nights where she just wants someone to hold her close and tell her it's gonna be alright want someone to tell me how much they Liebe me and how much they need me and how much they want me
When I need Du the most
Why don't Du take my hand
I want to be close
Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong
So,take my hand and walk with me,
Zeigen me what to be
I need Du to set me free
Where are Du now...
Where are Du now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone
Where are Du now
When nothing is going right
Where are Du now
I can't see the light
So take my hand and walk with me
Zeigen me what to be
I need Du to set me free, yeah yeah
I need you, to need me
Can't Du see me,
How could Du leave me
My herz is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want Du here with me
To guide me, hold me, and Liebe me now
Where are Du now
Where are Du nowSo take my hand and walk with me
Zeigen me what to be
I need Du to set me free,
i miss you. not the whiny i miss you, the kind of miss that hits Du in the pit of your stomach, the kind that makes Du crawl in a ball and cry,and wish that u were alone and dead with no one near u because when i got into that ball i never got out of it.don't worry ill put a smile on my face and act like everything is alright...when its not but i wont tell u why im not ok but just no im ok when im not ok because rlly no one gives a fuck how i feel its all about them no one eles.
